witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ a happier me then ~
Date Stamp:
Monday, November 22, 2010
i was "revising" my blog and the time reads 1.25am now!! totally engrossed in the past-me. LOL
i guessed i was happier then. or is it just that i bothered recording down all my happy times here? nowadays, happy times will come with pics which will be uploaded in Facebook. so who really cares about blogging now? Xiaxue, maybe. LOL
in Nov 2010 itself, i thought i was almost on a roller coaster for the whole month, and now i am getting off (coz it is coming to the end of the month soon?). no more roller-coaster rides for me because everything ended. in the midst of my exams WTF. i think i might have been cursed~ LOL
anyway, i think i concealed well and i am so going to adopt the practice of "smile-and-let-everyone-forget-about-it". seriously, i dont think i am going to say anything more after this entry. LOL
i flashed back all the Novs for my past years, and i started comparing. i gathered coz they are all memories, so they dont hurt me at all when i read thru the entries. but well, there is nothing upsetting in those entries.
i used to be happier then. i havent been feeling really happy for almost a month. i cant stand myself feeling sad for 1 day, let alone 1 month. LOL~ it was always a 50-50 happiness kind of thingy, and i got tired of it, i guess. my tiredness wears out sooner than expected when the happiness level takes a downturn and eventually reached negative. so my mind echoed, is time to stop all these and force myself to move on. i love forcing myself to do things, which i think are rational. is that good or bad? u tell me, i am totally clueless.
anyway, having seen my previous entries and concluding that i was happier then, i am much more determined to return myself a happier me now. yes, i ought to love myself more. i believe i am worth more than i think i am. life is not over without you, life moves on..
being an angelic me (always), i am sure i will be able to face you again, re-pick our friendship and allow you to keep me as your good friend, so that you wont feel empty. i seriously cant bear the thought of leaving you in emptiness. so please, give me some time. :)
(not like he knows my blog address, but well.. just a promise to myself. HAHA!)
~郑中基 - 答应不爱你 ~
i was "revising" my blog and the time reads 1.25am now!! totally engrossed in the past-me. LOL
i guessed i was happier then. or is it just that i bothered recording down all my happy times here? nowadays, happy times will come with pics which will be uploaded in Facebook. so who really cares about blogging now? Xiaxue, maybe. LOL
in Nov 2010 itself, i thought i was almost on a roller coaster for the whole month, and now i am getting off (coz it is coming to the end of the month soon?). no more roller-coaster rides for me because everything ended. in the midst of my exams WTF. i think i might have been cursed~ LOL
anyway, i think i concealed well and i am so going to adopt the practice of "smile-and-let-everyone-forget-about-it". seriously, i dont think i am going to say anything more after this entry. LOL
i flashed back all the Novs for my past years, and i started comparing. i gathered coz they are all memories, so they dont hurt me at all when i read thru the entries. but well, there is nothing upsetting in those entries.
i used to be happier then. i havent been feeling really happy for almost a month. i cant stand myself feeling sad for 1 day, let alone 1 month. LOL~ it was always a 50-50 happiness kind of thingy, and i got tired of it, i guess. my tiredness wears out sooner than expected when the happiness level takes a downturn and eventually reached negative. so my mind echoed, is time to stop all these and force myself to move on. i love forcing myself to do things, which i think are rational. is that good or bad? u tell me, i am totally clueless.
anyway, having seen my previous entries and concluding that i was happier then, i am much more determined to return myself a happier me now. yes, i ought to love myself more. i believe i am worth more than i think i am. life is not over without you, life moves on..
being an angelic me (always), i am sure i will be able to face you again, re-pick our friendship and allow you to keep me as your good friend, so that you wont feel empty. i seriously cant bear the thought of leaving you in emptiness. so please, give me some time. :)
(not like he knows my blog address, but well.. just a promise to myself. HAHA!)
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[[ End of Chapter // a happier me then ]]
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Date Stamp:
Sunday, November 21, 2010
郑中基 - 答应不爱你
明明爱很清晰 却又接受分离
我只剩思念的权利
难过还来不及 爱早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底
虽然很努力 练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起 答应了你不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己
明明爱很清晰 却要接受分离
我只剩思念的权利
难过还来不及 就让爱融入空气
不存在的存在心底
说好要忘记 偏偏又想起
原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起 虽然曾经答应了你
我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你
~that same damn feeling ~
郑中基 - 答应不爱你
明明爱很清晰 却又接受分离
我只剩思念的权利
难过还来不及 爱早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底
虽然很努力 练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起 答应了你不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己
明明爱很清晰 却要接受分离
我只剩思念的权利
难过还来不及 就让爱融入空气
不存在的存在心底
说好要忘记 偏偏又想起
原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起 虽然曾经答应了你
我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你
[[ End of Chapter // 郑中基 - 答应不爱你 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
i hate this feeling. im caught in the same plight again, if not worse.
the same damn feeling of..
what if we move on from here? NO ANSWER.
then can we move on from here first and see what happen? NO ANSWER.
so do you think we should move on from here? NO ANSWER.
SO BLOODY HELL WHAT NOW??!! i seriously dont like the idea of moving on from here when i cant even see the path. it is not liked i cant see the end of the road, it is worse. I CANT EVEN SEE WHAT I AM WALKING ON.. is it stones? fire? or cushion?
i know it is impossible to drop any promise but at least, let me know what will happen.
how can you expect me to simply follow..? :'(
i hate this feeling. im caught in the same plight again, if not worse.
the same damn feeling of..
what if we move on from here? NO ANSWER.
then can we move on from here first and see what happen? NO ANSWER.
so do you think we should move on from here? NO ANSWER.
SO BLOODY HELL WHAT NOW??!! i seriously dont like the idea of moving on from here when i cant even see the path. it is not liked i cant see the end of the road, it is worse. I CANT EVEN SEE WHAT I AM WALKING ON.. is it stones? fire? or cushion?
i know it is impossible to drop any promise but at least, let me know what will happen.
how can you expect me to simply follow..? :'(
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[[ End of Chapter // that same damn feeling ]]