witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ Colorgenic Test ~
Date Stamp:
Saturday, April 29, 2006
i took tis simple test for fun.. but it is in fact accurate.. weird.. Play it too!
~ my results ~
You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.
You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.
You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realise these ambitions. You want to spread your wings - to broaden your fields of activities - but you are concerned that your dreams are just that - 'dreams' which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not thinking clearly at this time - what you need is to get away from it all, to give you time to think. A short vacation could well restore your confidence.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.
~穷人 ~
i took tis simple test for fun.. but it is in fact accurate.. weird.. Play it too!
~ my results ~
You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.
You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.
You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realise these ambitions. You want to spread your wings - to broaden your fields of activities - but you are concerned that your dreams are just that - 'dreams' which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not thinking clearly at this time - what you need is to get away from it all, to give you time to think. A short vacation could well restore your confidence.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.
[[ End of Chapter // Colorgenic Test ]]
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Date Stamp:
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
从来，我就不觉得穷人家有什么好…
永远没办法和中等家庭，富贵子弟画上等号。
是哪一个猪头告诉我，穷人活得比较自在，活得更无忧无虑？
因为没有别人所拥有的财富，所以也没什么舍不得，放不开的…
如果因为穷，而必须把“简单幸福”视为“有钱人无法拥有的财富”，这也太可悲了吧…
穷人… 需要更多的斗志，更多的努力，更多更多的思想。
若没有斗志，没有努力，没有坚定的思想..
不争气的穷人，将带来更长远的穷苦未来。
又是哪一位学识渊博的人告诉我，穷人和有钱人没有什么差别？
面对同一张考卷，大家平等。
如果不及格呢？
如果穷人需要缴付多半年的学费，只求毕业…
那钱, 难道会从天而降？
是不是要怪穷人呢？怪他不够努力？不够懂事？
同样的事，也发生在有钱人身上。
那他，难道就不必责备了吗？
让他用尽一生的时间去读书吧，去逃避社会的丑陋。
这是穷人无法办到的，永远对自己的生命毫无选择。
当然，你可以告诉我… 总有办法，只是穷人不愿去试，在逃避而已。
可笑啊~穷人把有钱人的“读一辈子书”列为逃避，
而穷人的朋友却视穷人不肯再深造为逃避。
各有苦衷，不是吗？
~wazz de title btw? ~
从来，我就不觉得穷人家有什么好…
永远没办法和中等家庭，富贵子弟画上等号。
是哪一个猪头告诉我，穷人活得比较自在，活得更无忧无虑？
因为没有别人所拥有的财富，所以也没什么舍不得，放不开的…
如果因为穷，而必须把“简单幸福”视为“有钱人无法拥有的财富”，这也太可悲了吧…
穷人… 需要更多的斗志，更多的努力，更多更多的思想。
若没有斗志，没有努力，没有坚定的思想..
不争气的穷人，将带来更长远的穷苦未来。
又是哪一位学识渊博的人告诉我，穷人和有钱人没有什么差别？
面对同一张考卷，大家平等。
如果不及格呢？
如果穷人需要缴付多半年的学费，只求毕业…
那钱, 难道会从天而降？
是不是要怪穷人呢？怪他不够努力？不够懂事？
同样的事，也发生在有钱人身上。
那他，难道就不必责备了吗？
让他用尽一生的时间去读书吧，去逃避社会的丑陋。
这是穷人无法办到的，永远对自己的生命毫无选择。
当然，你可以告诉我… 总有办法，只是穷人不愿去试，在逃避而已。
可笑啊~穷人把有钱人的“读一辈子书”列为逃避，
而穷人的朋友却视穷人不肯再深造为逃避。
各有苦衷，不是吗？
[[ End of Chapter // 穷人 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Sunday, April 23, 2006
was wonderin why so many ppl blog.. even me.. duhz..
perhaps for ppl who r concerned abt us, to noe how we r gettin along.. w/ de easiest way.. u dun nida say anythin, they will juz noe it thru ur blog..
or for those ppl who cant wait to see when u r down in ur luck, when nth seem to go in ur ways.. they may seem so "oh poor thing.." but deep in some corner of their heart, grinnin like hell~! yuCkS~
cant care much.. but why we blog?
for me, it maybe juz some of my daily routines.. some thots tat struck me suddenly.. or thots tat come to me unknowingly when some things happened.. i wont say wat things happened.. but maybe juz say de thots in a more general term ba. things tat i mind alot, i dun think i will say it out so directly IN MY BLOG.. *lolZ*
and.. suddenly i realize.. bloggin makes me look ard my surrounding twice.. and ya, evthin seem to run thru me 2 times, so tat i can rem wat i wana/can blog.. haha! sometimes when i come across a nice place.. i will think "hmm.. i can take pic and blog it in.." or.. when some1 told me abt some seemingly logical theories.. i will also think of bloggin.. even some interestin events will trigger de bloggin instinct in me.. but when i finally come rite in front of de pc.. i gave up.. ya, im lazy~
maybe bloggin has made me to become a more observant pax.. which i think otherwise.. *lolZ*
~in case u din realize ~
was wonderin why so many ppl blog.. even me.. duhz..
perhaps for ppl who r concerned abt us, to noe how we r gettin along.. w/ de easiest way.. u dun nida say anythin, they will juz noe it thru ur blog..
or for those ppl who cant wait to see when u r down in ur luck, when nth seem to go in ur ways.. they may seem so "oh poor thing.." but deep in some corner of their heart, grinnin like hell~! yuCkS~
cant care much.. but why we blog?
for me, it maybe juz some of my daily routines.. some thots tat struck me suddenly.. or thots tat come to me unknowingly when some things happened.. i wont say wat things happened.. but maybe juz say de thots in a more general term ba. things tat i mind alot, i dun think i will say it out so directly IN MY BLOG.. *lolZ*
and.. suddenly i realize.. bloggin makes me look ard my surrounding twice.. and ya, evthin seem to run thru me 2 times, so tat i can rem wat i wana/can blog.. haha! sometimes when i come across a nice place.. i will think "hmm.. i can take pic and blog it in.." or.. when some1 told me abt some seemingly logical theories.. i will also think of bloggin.. even some interestin events will trigger de bloggin instinct in me.. but when i finally come rite in front of de pc.. i gave up.. ya, im lazy~
maybe bloggin has made me to become a more observant pax.. which i think otherwise.. *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // wazz de title btw? ]]
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Date Stamp:
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
oh well.. is pretty obv i changed my blog skin..
u muz haf realized it de moment my blog flashes in front of ur eyes..
wat u may haf missed out is..
i haf added an additional content at de rite sidebar.. juz below "pic of de day"..
yupz~ is "my thots & feelings [chinese]".. my blog entries can be found there as well.. juz tat if is purely / mainly chinese, it will be thrown there.. hardly noticeable.. so i gotta waste an entry to make it known to de whole world.. *lolZ*
~在乎 ~
oh well.. is pretty obv i changed my blog skin..
u muz haf realized it de moment my blog flashes in front of ur eyes..
wat u may haf missed out is..
i haf added an additional content at de rite sidebar.. juz below "pic of de day"..
yupz~ is "my thots & feelings [chinese]".. my blog entries can be found there as well.. juz tat if is purely / mainly chinese, it will be thrown there.. hardly noticeable.. so i gotta waste an entry to make it known to de whole world.. *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // in case u din realize ]]
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Date Stamp:
我觉得有点奇怪。大家用华文blog时，我也跟。
但Lene说，如果灵感（我想她是说“感触”吧）来时，是英文就用英文，是华文就用华文，没什么谁跟谁的啦！
怎么我的感触似乎快被这些汉语拼音逼走了？！！？
今天，张老师想说的感触，来自于“在乎”。
在乎身边的一切。
在乎身边的每一个风景。
在乎身边的每一件美好事物。
在乎身边的每一个值得我们去在乎的人。
一点深度都没有。好白目的字眼。谁不晓得啊？但… 谁做到了？
风景，绚丽的未必能感动我们。
美好事物，再美好也未必长久。
人呢？没有解答。我相信再怎么不屑的人，都会有在乎的人。
我一点也不是那种人，所以，我有更多我想在乎的人。
有人在乎我吗? 没有答案。有时，答案更伤人。
自私的人，无所不在。
怕在乎人却不被在乎的，大有人在。
我两者皆是。我不自私，我会在乎人。
但因为怕在乎人却不被在乎，我会自私地选择不再在乎。
逃避… 我最在行。
~weak memory.. ~
我觉得有点奇怪。大家用华文blog时，我也跟。
但Lene说，如果灵感（我想她是说“感触”吧）来时，是英文就用英文，是华文就用华文，没什么谁跟谁的啦！
怎么我的感触似乎快被这些汉语拼音逼走了？！！？
今天，张老师想说的感触，来自于“在乎”。
在乎身边的一切。
在乎身边的每一个风景。
在乎身边的每一件美好事物。
在乎身边的每一个值得我们去在乎的人。
一点深度都没有。好白目的字眼。谁不晓得啊？但… 谁做到了？
风景，绚丽的未必能感动我们。
美好事物，再美好也未必长久。
人呢？没有解答。我相信再怎么不屑的人，都会有在乎的人。
我一点也不是那种人，所以，我有更多我想在乎的人。
有人在乎我吗? 没有答案。有时，答案更伤人。
自私的人，无所不在。
怕在乎人却不被在乎的，大有人在。
我两者皆是。我不自私，我会在乎人。
但因为怕在乎人却不被在乎，我会自私地选择不再在乎。
逃避… 我最在行。
[[ End of Chapter // 在乎 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Friday, April 14, 2006
juz back frm my family dinner.
suddenly i realized.. my memory had been failin me since i was young..
casually chattin, mum suddenly tok abt my y.bro gng to dentist to extract his teeth out when he was in pri sch. he even went for an x-ray of his teeth 1st coz i think there was an overlappin of teeth. de dentist even praised him for bein brave and din cry. tazz not de gist ya.. my y.bro said he rem his lips was swallowed, etc.. but i had no recollection of them at all.. shldnt i be in upper pri or sec sch when he had tis "operation"?
then next.. i was meddlin w/ de jigsaw puzzles when grandma suddenly said,"seem like nana is beta in jigsaw puzzles.. she is so gd in it." pengZ~ 1 dozen of qn mks above my head.. since when nana had done jigsaw puzzles in front of my grandma~!? "there.. i think tis is de 1 she helped out w/.. she is gd, so fast can find de pieces and complete many of it." grandma contd. OMGZ~! i thot tat 1000pcs of jigsaw puzzle hangin there was done by my daddy? wat de hell.. (-_-")
anyway, i bought 4 boxes of 500 pcs jigsaw puzzles.. mini toons is sellin them cheap, 4 boxes at $10.. im all along not keen in jigsaw puzzles, they gimme headaches.. de only 1 i did was when i was sec 1 or 2.. 1000pcs.. w/ some help of my family.
well~ juz tryin to find sth to keep myself occupied instead of always gng online at nite when i feel tat i got nth to do.. tryin to keep myself bz.. *lolZ*
bored.. gng offline le..
~today is SATURDAY.. ~
juz back frm my family dinner.
suddenly i realized.. my memory had been failin me since i was young..
casually chattin, mum suddenly tok abt my y.bro gng to dentist to extract his teeth out when he was in pri sch. he even went for an x-ray of his teeth 1st coz i think there was an overlappin of teeth. de dentist even praised him for bein brave and din cry. tazz not de gist ya.. my y.bro said he rem his lips was swallowed, etc.. but i had no recollection of them at all.. shldnt i be in upper pri or sec sch when he had tis "operation"?
then next.. i was meddlin w/ de jigsaw puzzles when grandma suddenly said,"seem like nana is beta in jigsaw puzzles.. she is so gd in it." pengZ~ 1 dozen of qn mks above my head.. since when nana had done jigsaw puzzles in front of my grandma~!? "there.. i think tis is de 1 she helped out w/.. she is gd, so fast can find de pieces and complete many of it." grandma contd. OMGZ~! i thot tat 1000pcs of jigsaw puzzle hangin there was done by my daddy? wat de hell.. (-_-")
anyway, i bought 4 boxes of 500 pcs jigsaw puzzles.. mini toons is sellin them cheap, 4 boxes at $10.. im all along not keen in jigsaw puzzles, they gimme headaches.. de only 1 i did was when i was sec 1 or 2.. 1000pcs.. w/ some help of my family.
well~ juz tryin to find sth to keep myself occupied instead of always gng online at nite when i feel tat i got nth to do.. tryin to keep myself bz.. *lolZ*
bored.. gng offline le..
[[ End of Chapter // weak memory.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, April 08, 2006
nth much to do.. or shld i say.. i actually got nth to do? maybe i do haf abit of wrk.. if i go diggin.. but rite now, simply lazy..
i dunno wat to blog actually.. juz feel like typin.. coz no1 online to msn w/ me~! *lolZ*
my dream is gettin weirder and weirder.. it starts to involve my family.. as in.. i dreamt of my 2nd baobei, mAn mAn. maybe i miss her too much.. *lolZ* hvnt been seein her for more than 2 wks.. ermm.. does tat mean for de past few days, i haf been missin my pri sch frenz, my sec sch frenz & even my poly frenz? duhz.. i cant rem wat i dreamt abt them..
i think maybe my dream ctrller confused? *lolZ*
as in maybe she no longer noes wat i wana dream abt.. so she juz dumped in some ppl every nite to beta understand who i wana dream of? wahahaha! ridiculous lehz.. but somehow i think it makes sense wor..
i used to dream of some ppl constantly. as in they always appeared in my dream last time..
it was hell, i tell u.. my dreams r givin me hope but reality is always opposite. *lolZ*
so im always escapin into my dreams.. coz tazz de only place when i can find my comfort.. but now, i can BRAVELY say.. i dun nid dreams.. NOT ANYMORE..
u noe why?
coz..
hmm...
ermm....
uhhhh...
IM TOO LACK OF SLEEP. wahahaha!
ppl who dream are those who did not Zzz well.. coz their brains are still active.. so no matter how much they Zzz.. they will still be tired, coz their brain are runnin actively.. darn..
~so many qns.. ~
nth much to do.. or shld i say.. i actually got nth to do? maybe i do haf abit of wrk.. if i go diggin.. but rite now, simply lazy..
i dunno wat to blog actually.. juz feel like typin.. coz no1 online to msn w/ me~! *lolZ*
my dream is gettin weirder and weirder.. it starts to involve my family.. as in.. i dreamt of my 2nd baobei, mAn mAn. maybe i miss her too much.. *lolZ* hvnt been seein her for more than 2 wks.. ermm.. does tat mean for de past few days, i haf been missin my pri sch frenz, my sec sch frenz & even my poly frenz? duhz.. i cant rem wat i dreamt abt them..
i think maybe my dream ctrller confused? *lolZ*
as in maybe she no longer noes wat i wana dream abt.. so she juz dumped in some ppl every nite to beta understand who i wana dream of? wahahaha! ridiculous lehz.. but somehow i think it makes sense wor..
i used to dream of some ppl constantly. as in they always appeared in my dream last time..
it was hell, i tell u.. my dreams r givin me hope but reality is always opposite. *lolZ*
so im always escapin into my dreams.. coz tazz de only place when i can find my comfort.. but now, i can BRAVELY say.. i dun nid dreams.. NOT ANYMORE..
u noe why?
coz..
hmm...
ermm....
uhhhh...
IM TOO LACK OF SLEEP. wahahaha!
ppl who dream are those who did not Zzz well.. coz their brains are still active.. so no matter how much they Zzz.. they will still be tired, coz their brain are runnin actively.. darn..
[[ End of Chapter // today is SATURDAY.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Thursday, April 06, 2006
time now 5mins to 1am.
i cant get to Zzz.
so many ppl flashin thru my mind now. ok, not reli many.. only 2.
been havin weird dreams.. de dreams is not weird.. but i juz find it weird, coz.. i dreamt of my pri sch frenz, then my sec sch frenz, my polyfrenz.. in fact ppl who had crossed path w/ me at diff stages of life. strange. and my rite eye is still twitchin till tis very day. perhaps ppl who r nearin their death tend to haf past memories flashin back to them. juz tat theirs happened in spilt seconds but mine was extended till a few nites. *lolZ*
haf u ever missed out sth which in abit later, u cant grab hold of anymore?
maybe u missed out callin some1.. maybe u missed out explainin, maybe u missed out juz some actions which.. u thot is not impt.. or maybe there is a miscommunications? worst thing, miscommunications. how i hate tat.. beta classified as misunderstandin..
ever explained? ever tried salvagin? ever did anythin? maybe u did, it simply doesnt help anymore.
why? coz tat pax dun believe u? coz tat pax is sick of u, ur words? coz tat pax has given up b4 u can gif a hope?
im not here to provide any ans or solutions.. coz i too nid de ans.
nopez, im not here to discuss either.. as u can see.. i dun gif ppl a chance to leave comments in my blog.
ok, guess im juz here to spk my mind, since tis is MY blog.
ever thot of de qns above? ever get frustrated when u r left helpless w/ such situatns?
ever asked urself why it happened?
dun worry, u r definitely not alone. coz im definitely SICK of such situations as well..
move on and live well.. tazz wat i haf been tryin to do for so many yrs.. beyond ctrl..
time kills all opportunities when u din grab it at de rite time.
time dashes all hopes when u din gif de rite response.
and how sarcastic it is wheneva we look at de clock/watch/pc time.
it juz tells me.. u r killed by me w/ all ur hopes dashed.. contd to live and i shld see when u learn to be a lil smarter..
time now 22 mins past 1am.
perhaps i shld start tossin ard in bed..
~substitute..? ~
time now 5mins to 1am.
i cant get to Zzz.
so many ppl flashin thru my mind now. ok, not reli many.. only 2.
been havin weird dreams.. de dreams is not weird.. but i juz find it weird, coz.. i dreamt of my pri sch frenz, then my sec sch frenz, my polyfrenz.. in fact ppl who had crossed path w/ me at diff stages of life. strange. and my rite eye is still twitchin till tis very day. perhaps ppl who r nearin their death tend to haf past memories flashin back to them. juz tat theirs happened in spilt seconds but mine was extended till a few nites. *lolZ*
haf u ever missed out sth which in abit later, u cant grab hold of anymore?
maybe u missed out callin some1.. maybe u missed out explainin, maybe u missed out juz some actions which.. u thot is not impt.. or maybe there is a miscommunications? worst thing, miscommunications. how i hate tat.. beta classified as misunderstandin..
ever explained? ever tried salvagin? ever did anythin? maybe u did, it simply doesnt help anymore.
why? coz tat pax dun believe u? coz tat pax is sick of u, ur words? coz tat pax has given up b4 u can gif a hope?
im not here to provide any ans or solutions.. coz i too nid de ans.
nopez, im not here to discuss either.. as u can see.. i dun gif ppl a chance to leave comments in my blog.
ok, guess im juz here to spk my mind, since tis is MY blog.
ever thot of de qns above? ever get frustrated when u r left helpless w/ such situatns?
ever asked urself why it happened?
dun worry, u r definitely not alone. coz im definitely SICK of such situations as well..
move on and live well.. tazz wat i haf been tryin to do for so many yrs.. beyond ctrl..
time kills all opportunities when u din grab it at de rite time.
time dashes all hopes when u din gif de rite response.
and how sarcastic it is wheneva we look at de clock/watch/pc time.
it juz tells me.. u r killed by me w/ all ur hopes dashed.. contd to live and i shld see when u learn to be a lil smarter..
time now 22 mins past 1am.
perhaps i shld start tossin ard in bed..
[[ End of Chapter // so many qns.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Monday, April 03, 2006
was watchin de Campus Superstar yest nite. Zhiyang frm Hwa Chong won wor.. hmm.. cannot deny tat he reli got a gd but girlish voice.. anyway, he reli performed well yest.. but all in all, i still prefer Yuyang.. *lolZ* yandao wor.. Zhiyang looks somehow like a butch.. maybe coz of his baby fats ba.. *lolZ*
but well.. tazz not de gist of tis entry.. Zhang Dongliang did sing 2 songs as well rite? hmm..
suddenly it juz linked me to an entry i read frm a bk..
do u ever haf de kinda experience whereby u fall for a particular pax coz s/he looks like some1?
looks like ur ex.. looks like de 1st ger/guy u fallen for.. etc..
u come across tis pax u like but s/he was w/ some1 who is not reli tat.. gd lookin or wat.. then u may ask why? de ans was.. coz tat ger/guy looks like his/her blah blah blah.. maybe when u did get a chance to take a look at de pax who s/he resembles, u realize well, they are not tat identical afterall.. it may juz be a habit, a kinda look, an action tat de pax resembles..
u wont noe or understand de resemblance unless u r de pax.. who had set eyes on tat some1..
tat some1 may juz be a substitute who eventually replaced de place of tat original pax.. of coz, if de pax did manage to get together w/ tat some1 la.. but well, how fair it is to noe tat u haf been juz a substitute to begin w/? life is unfair la..
ever realize tat de probabilities of 2 pax fallin in love w/ each other is v low?
perhaps lower than strikin lottery.. lower than.. i dunno.. juz v low..
outta 6 billions of ppl in tis vast world, both meet and then fall in love.. de probabilities is liked.. 1 outta 6 billions lor.. so ya.. cherish de pax u had fallen for and had fallen for u. dare to love and dare to say.. u nv noe if s/he feels de same unless some1 say it out 1st..
wahahaha!! wat m i crappin.. no story plot lehz~
was watchin de Campus Superstar yest nite. Zhiyang frm Hwa Chong won wor.. hmm.. cannot deny tat he reli got a gd but girlish voice.. anyway, he reli performed well yest.. but all in all, i still prefer Yuyang.. *lolZ* yandao wor.. Zhiyang looks somehow like a butch.. maybe coz of his baby fats ba.. *lolZ*
but well.. tazz not de gist of tis entry.. Zhang Dongliang did sing 2 songs as well rite? hmm..
suddenly it juz linked me to an entry i read frm a bk..
do u ever haf de kinda experience whereby u fall for a particular pax coz s/he looks like some1?
looks like ur ex.. looks like de 1st ger/guy u fallen for.. etc..
u come across tis pax u like but s/he was w/ some1 who is not reli tat.. gd lookin or wat.. then u may ask why? de ans was.. coz tat ger/guy looks like his/her blah blah blah.. maybe when u did get a chance to take a look at de pax who s/he resembles, u realize well, they are not tat identical afterall.. it may juz be a habit, a kinda look, an action tat de pax resembles..
u wont noe or understand de resemblance unless u r de pax.. who had set eyes on tat some1..
tat some1 may juz be a substitute who eventually replaced de place of tat original pax.. of coz, if de pax did manage to get together w/ tat some1 la.. but well, how fair it is to noe tat u haf been juz a substitute to begin w/? life is unfair la..
ever realize tat de probabilities of 2 pax fallin in love w/ each other is v low?
perhaps lower than strikin lottery.. lower than.. i dunno.. juz v low..
outta 6 billions of ppl in tis vast world, both meet and then fall in love.. de probabilities is liked.. 1 outta 6 billions lor.. so ya.. cherish de pax u had fallen for and had fallen for u. dare to love and dare to say.. u nv noe if s/he feels de same unless some1 say it out 1st..
wahahaha!! wat m i crappin.. no story plot lehz~
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