我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
我想，每个人身上的某个地方一定会有疤痕吧，而每个疤痕也一定会唤醒一份属于它的故事。疤痕不是刺青，它的形成并不能如你所欲；它不是艺术，没有美观可言。刺青的存在，是你决定的；但疤痕的存在，扑朔迷离。
身上的疤痕不多（豆豆所结下的疤痕不算!!），我所能想起的。。只有三个吧~ 嗯，不对。。有四个、五个。。怎么越算越多啊!! 哈哈！
话说回来，我甚至连它们何时定居的次序都能排列出来。厉害吧~
小时候我很爱站在离锅不远的位置看妈妈煮菜。是想学还是想吃，我也记不得了。
有一次，在毫无警告下，一颗比红豆还大的热油像手榴弹似地“掉落”在我左手弯上。之后当然就是一颗颗比红豆还大的眼泪直流啦~
当它还在复原期间，我被某人撞倒了。除了血流不止，我还泪流不止嘞！可恶！！
就这样，那道疤痕定居了下来。除了是最久的“居民”，它还是最显眼、最大颗、最搞不懂为什么长这个样子的疤痕。你可看过圆的疤痕么？嘿嘿嘿。。
在我右边的眼皮上，也有个很小很细微的一线疤。常常在想，我的双眼皮，一线疤是不是也有功劳？哈哈！那是我在转玩具的时候，被架子的一角割伤的。当时真吓坏了；差那么一丁点，我就瞎了。
有好几次，我都以为我的眼睛不保了。但那几次，我都是因为那“一丁点”而保住了我双眼。谢谢老天爷！！！！
大圆疤和一线疤（突然它们竟有了名字！）都是意外；不能如我所欲，没有美观可言，当然也不是我想要的。
扑朔迷离在此的用意，即将揭晓。
左手腕下，有着几痕的小疤。在同个位置反复地划，不让它有机会复原的结果是，疤痕；就算很留意也未必看得到，就算看得到也未必看得出。没有人看得出它前世的样子。。除了我。看它一次，想他一次。。也仅仅一次而已。但在心里，这几痕的小疤，不仅是几痕、不仅是小疤；而是一道很深很深、这辈子也无法完全愈合的疤痕。
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Random Matter #1
i am beginning to love elvin ng's blog. it just feels so right.. as if he knows what i was thinking and unable to express correctly. haha!
verryn very engrossed in her world of MTVs~
still very engrossed..
i think the day will come when she loves Angela Zhang more than i do. haha!
Random Matter #3
the BigBoard calendar has re-surfaced again~!!
Random Matter #4
i am sure you can make out that this is a bouquet of flowers. haha! self-drawn by yours truly. it was an any-old-how-impromptu sketch when i was feeling bored yesterday, and then i realized.. i may have a gift for drawing~!! what do ya think? haha! oh anyway, the word "Cinderella" is just as impromptu la~ *lolZ*
many a time, i was rather held back to post random pics into my facebook. guess ah bu was right to say that, when you post into facebook, many people can see it and it is very public. so people may pass off judgment remarks to you. e.g. i almost posted my wallet into facebook simply coz i was overjoyed~
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happy new year to all of ya~
how has your past year been? have you been enjoying yourself so much so that you wish it just gets more this year? or it has been rather bad that you wish a new year will be a better one? whatever it is, i am pretty sure everyone of us, being on the greedy side, will wish for a better year, no matter what~
every new year signifies that life has continued for you (be thankful) and it is time to mark the new beginning and carve out brand new memory for the year.
received my 1st birthday present this year. ermm.. my birthday is still liked.. 10 days away? *lolZ* and also receive my 1st date for the birthday. at least something great to make me look forward to my birthday? to say the truth, i am not in the least looking forward to my birthday this year. sometimes i wish i dont have a birthday, coz it seems more like a 'burden' to me.
my past birthdays were not fantastic but at least it showed that my frenz are doing something. the usual stuff, ya know, that makes me feel that it is just a routine. but nonetheless, i appreciated it all :D
oh well, here you go.. my first birthday present :D
can you make out what it is? hehe! a glass figurine of Donald Duck, one of my fave Disney chars!! (i hate mickey and minnie btw).. Thanks God it is not a Crystal Piano.. haha!
verryn kept commenting she likes it alot and want to take a picture with it. *lolZ*