witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ a better tomorrow ~
Date Stamp:
Friday, April 24, 2009
i don't think i want to blog about my current boss, even though i feel so choked with the things she did to me and my colleague. all i can say is, i feel so glad that i am leaving. she is far too unappreciative to make me feel a lest guilty towards my colleague. ENOUGH SAID. else blood starts reboiling. *lolZ*
went over to my new company again today, coz de HR is having her last day. is kind of impossible to have a handover to me, since i will only be joining them 3 weeks later. *lolZ* anyway, she taught me on the system, payroll and i am already full of question marks. wahahaha! it kinds of worries her, as what i can see from her face. :p
for your info, here is my company name. you may click on the picture below as a link to its website. but well, don't think anyone bothers. not even me. haha!
~Resignation ~
i don't think i want to blog about my current boss, even though i feel so choked with the things she did to me and my colleague. all i can say is, i feel so glad that i am leaving. she is far too unappreciative to make me feel a lest guilty towards my colleague. ENOUGH SAID. else blood starts reboiling. *lolZ*
went over to my new company again today, coz de HR is having her last day. is kind of impossible to have a handover to me, since i will only be joining them 3 weeks later. *lolZ* anyway, she taught me on the system, payroll and i am already full of question marks. wahahaha! it kinds of worries her, as what i can see from her face. :p
for your info, here is my company name. you may click on the picture below as a link to its website. but well, don't think anyone bothers. not even me. haha!
we had a farewell-cum-welcome lunch at Jack's Place. woo~ quite generous huhz~ is kind of fun coz they do joke and chat, which reminds me of SHR. :'(
when we went back to office, i told the HR girl that i missed my ex-company (SHR) out of the blue and i started looking sad. *faintZ*
however, true colors will only show when i have worked there for long. hopefully everything turns out well. :D
found out that a colleague from there just started school in SIM, and she is very friendly! oh yes, that's liked another gift to me from LTY (Lao Tian Ye aka My God) - i found someone as a companion to go school with me next time. OH YEA~
everything seems to be taking a turn for the better. whatever it is, it is definitely a better turn than the nonsense i am withstanding now. but you know, suddenly i feel that my life is going to go smooth, my instinct tells me so.. i am so looking forward. geeZ~
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by the way, i found the following content when i was combining my blogs the other time. though it is incomplete, but i find it well-written by me. *lolZ*
发出去的短讯在等待回应。
想多不在意，我说我不在意。
但心里的对话，我知道骗了谁、都骗不了最想受骗的我。。
原来，思念是在最不经意的时候。。
原来，思念不是说走就走。。
不想太在意；朋友真没什么好在意。。
不想不理睬；
[[ End of Chapter // a better tomorrow ]]
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Date Stamp:
Monday, April 20, 2009
no mood for work today.. duhz.. i think that's what they call "Monday Blues". :x
one year later and i am back to this topic. haha! i had tendered my resignation and my last day will be on 13 May 2009. HURRAY~~
it is such a BIG difference as when i tendered my resignation to SHR last year.
Difference (1)
THEN - i wanted to serve 2 months' notice
NOW - i hope to pay off the notice & rest at home instead of slogging my life here.
Difference (2)
THEN - i got more and more unease as time passed, and i realized there were so many things, may it be work, environment, people, that i ccouldn't bear to let go.
NOW - i still get more and more unease but is due to the people around who simply can't stop annoying me with their nonsense. :S
Difference (3)
THEN - i felt truly unhappy leaving and 'abandoning' all of them.
NOW - i feel SO GODDAMN relieved that i am 'abandoning' them. haha!
Difference (4)
THEN - when i tendered my resignation to chong, i told him not to talk to me about my resignation, coz my eyes were already watery. i could not bring myself to face him. i felt SO GUILTY.
NOW - i tendered and my boss did not really talk to me about this - all the craps about trying to salvage my resignation. i am thankful she didn't coz i won't want to hear words she doesn't mean it.
one supervisor actually came all the way down to HR, just to pass me chocolates. aww.. so sweet~ haha! i mean the chocolates.. *lolZ*
Difference (5)
THEN - i will ever re-join SHR again, if given a good opportunity, and then sits there till the day i retire. I MEAN IT~!! kaka!
NOW - i will ever join back only WHEN MY BOSS IS NO LONGER AROUND and ALL MY COLLEAGUES ARE STILL THERE. seem like impossible. thus, i guess there will never ever be a chance for me to re-join this company.
i guess 5 BIG~ differences are good enough to show how much i love my previous company and how much i am dying to leave here. duhz.. till then~ seeya~
~Combination of Blogs / 部落的合并案 ~
no mood for work today.. duhz.. i think that's what they call "Monday Blues". :x
one year later and i am back to this topic. haha! i had tendered my resignation and my last day will be on 13 May 2009. HURRAY~~
it is such a BIG difference as when i tendered my resignation to SHR last year.
Difference (1)
THEN - i wanted to serve 2 months' notice
NOW - i hope to pay off the notice & rest at home instead of slogging my life here.
Difference (2)
THEN - i got more and more unease as time passed, and i realized there were so many things, may it be work, environment, people, that i ccouldn't bear to let go.
NOW - i still get more and more unease but is due to the people around who simply can't stop annoying me with their nonsense. :S
Difference (3)
THEN - i felt truly unhappy leaving and 'abandoning' all of them.
NOW - i feel SO GODDAMN relieved that i am 'abandoning' them. haha!
Difference (4)
THEN - when i tendered my resignation to chong, i told him not to talk to me about my resignation, coz my eyes were already watery. i could not bring myself to face him. i felt SO GUILTY.
NOW - i tendered and my boss did not really talk to me about this - all the craps about trying to salvage my resignation. i am thankful she didn't coz i won't want to hear words she doesn't mean it.
one supervisor actually came all the way down to HR, just to pass me chocolates. aww.. so sweet~ haha! i mean the chocolates.. *lolZ*
Difference (5)
THEN - i will ever re-join SHR again, if given a good opportunity, and then sits there till the day i retire. I MEAN IT~!! kaka!
NOW - i will ever join back only WHEN MY BOSS IS NO LONGER AROUND and ALL MY COLLEAGUES ARE STILL THERE. seem like impossible. thus, i guess there will never ever be a chance for me to re-join this company.
i guess 5 BIG~ differences are good enough to show how much i love my previous company and how much i am dying to leave here. duhz.. till then~ seeya~
[[ End of Chapter // Resignation ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, April 18, 2009
i guess this will be the first and only time i have to blog in english and then chinese.
frequent visitors must have realized that my blog changes over time - picture, colors, tagboard, whatnots. and guess what? i have actually brought over all my chinese entries to this main blog of mine!! a very big project i must say, and is finally completed. geez~ save all the troubles in clicking this and that, everything in the same blog is good~ hehe! i actually labelled up all my chinese entries for easy viewing.. so considerate hor~ haha!
till then.. seeya~ :D
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~Schemes for Thoughts ~
i guess this will be the first and only time i have to blog in english and then chinese.
frequent visitors must have realized that my blog changes over time - picture, colors, tagboard, whatnots. and guess what? i have actually brought over all my chinese entries to this main blog of mine!! a very big project i must say, and is finally completed. geez~ save all the troubles in clicking this and that, everything in the same blog is good~ hehe! i actually labelled up all my chinese entries for easy viewing.. so considerate hor~ haha!
till then.. seeya~ :D
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我想我是疯了吧~ 我花了好几个小时将我华文部落里的所有文章“移民”到这来了。
那天意外发现原来这部落可以看中文（记得以前是不行的，不知道为什么。。），所以我想，合并两个应该就没这么“麻烦”了吧。。
我还特地将它们全列进了“华文”区，以方便阅读。。是不是很细心？？ 哈哈！
就这样，掰咯~
Labels: 华文
[[ End of Chapter // Combination of Blogs / 部落的合并案 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Friday, April 17, 2009
i added a tagboard to my blog after 4 long years of isolation. haha! is time to show some efforts that i do let people enter my world. *lolZ*
anyway, attended the quarterly communication session today. my company is going into 2 schemes instead of retrenchment. to a certain extent, i think these are very good practices to prevent people from committing suicide unnecessary. but then again, people who wish to leave for a good cost but fail, may also jump off from the building - this i wouldn't know. haha!
let me share with you what they are all about. how i wish they sent me the powerpoint slides. :p
1) Voluntary Separation Scheme Package (VSS)
- is almost similar to retrenchment, whereby my company actually pays 1 month for every year of service, plus pro-rated AWS. but then they term the monies as ex gratia payment instead. employees will have to submit an application to HR (but it will be good for them to highlight to their supervisors first, i guess) and it will be reviewed on a case-by-case basis by the management.
basically, they are just targetting on the 2 very huge depts with excess headcounts, i believe. pros is a reduction in headcount but cons is that they might attract the wrong crowd of people, i.e. good employees who have served the company for donkey years. but well, subjected to management's approval right? they sure know their ways man.. *lolZ*
2) Sabbatical Leave
- going on unpaid leaves but will be paid ex gratia according to the duration of leaves you apply. for example, if you have applied 6 months of Sabbatical Leaves, company will pay you 0.5 month of salary. during this period of time, you may get employed part-time/ full-time but not to a competitor's company (common sense lor. *lolZ*). payment of ex gratia is capped at a leave application of 24 months, which is a payout of 2 months.
frankly speaking, i think there is a loophole. not saying that i am evil but i think they should cap it at 12 months to prevent people from abusing it. if an employee, e.g. me, who has worked for less than 1 year, and is deem as excess headcount (means i apply VSS or sabbatical leave also confirm will approve), i would rather apply for 2 years of sabbatical leave, get my 2 months' salary and vanish then. afterall, i don't think the company will expect me to turn up 2 years later. *lolZ*
lastly, for your info..
Definition of ex gratia: Ex gratia is most often used in a legal context. When something has been done ex gratia, it has been done voluntarily, out of kindness or grace. In law, an ex gratia payment is a payment made without the giver recognising any liability or legal obligation.
~没有人是一个人的 ~
i added a tagboard to my blog after 4 long years of isolation. haha! is time to show some efforts that i do let people enter my world. *lolZ*
anyway, attended the quarterly communication session today. my company is going into 2 schemes instead of retrenchment. to a certain extent, i think these are very good practices to prevent people from committing suicide unnecessary. but then again, people who wish to leave for a good cost but fail, may also jump off from the building - this i wouldn't know. haha!
let me share with you what they are all about. how i wish they sent me the powerpoint slides. :p
1) Voluntary Separation Scheme Package (VSS)
- is almost similar to retrenchment, whereby my company actually pays 1 month for every year of service, plus pro-rated AWS. but then they term the monies as ex gratia payment instead. employees will have to submit an application to HR (but it will be good for them to highlight to their supervisors first, i guess) and it will be reviewed on a case-by-case basis by the management.
basically, they are just targetting on the 2 very huge depts with excess headcounts, i believe. pros is a reduction in headcount but cons is that they might attract the wrong crowd of people, i.e. good employees who have served the company for donkey years. but well, subjected to management's approval right? they sure know their ways man.. *lolZ*
2) Sabbatical Leave
- going on unpaid leaves but will be paid ex gratia according to the duration of leaves you apply. for example, if you have applied 6 months of Sabbatical Leaves, company will pay you 0.5 month of salary. during this period of time, you may get employed part-time/ full-time but not to a competitor's company (common sense lor. *lolZ*). payment of ex gratia is capped at a leave application of 24 months, which is a payout of 2 months.
frankly speaking, i think there is a loophole. not saying that i am evil but i think they should cap it at 12 months to prevent people from abusing it. if an employee, e.g. me, who has worked for less than 1 year, and is deem as excess headcount (means i apply VSS or sabbatical leave also confirm will approve), i would rather apply for 2 years of sabbatical leave, get my 2 months' salary and vanish then. afterall, i don't think the company will expect me to turn up 2 years later. *lolZ*
lastly, for your info..
Definition of ex gratia: Ex gratia is most often used in a legal context. When something has been done ex gratia, it has been done voluntarily, out of kindness or grace. In law, an ex gratia payment is a payment made without the giver recognising any liability or legal obligation.
Labels: HR
[[ End of Chapter // Schemes for Thoughts ]]
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Date Stamp:
Monday, April 06, 2009
超开心的，因为我发现原来在公司里，还可以上来部落！
我还以为他们什么都block了。哈哈！
最近，心情很好。是心情好的关系吗？连做的梦都是美美的。。哈哈！
有时候，不得不感激老天爷给我的一切 – 家人、朋友、阿姨们、表s。。不管发生什么事，他们都会一直在我身边。
我真的开始相信，在这世界上，确确实实有人好似一个人在活着。他们的家人不在身边、在国外、在忙碌；在哪里都好，就是不在他们的周围。他们有同事，但因为自觉只是同事，所以不多聊，也不相约出门。他们的朋友更是寥寥无几。是时间也好，本身也罢。。他们的朋友也说不上是谈得来。朋友不需多；知道你发生了事，他会第一时间帮忙的，一个就够了。然而，有些人却连一个也没有。我的朋友不多，可能平时都在各忙各的。但我知道，我有事，他们一定出现。哇~ 这样就很令我感动了。我可千万别有事，以免这美丽的信念会面临被幻灭的危机。哈哈！
人，一定有低落的时候。在低落时，没人在身边，更是难熬。
一个人的世界，没有严厉的对话、没有真心的对骂。
一个人的世界， 听不见鼓励的话、看不见关注的眼神。
一个人的世界，你或许不知道是为什么而活、为谁而活。
一个人的世界，没有割舍、更别说是分享了。
一个人的世界，似乎必须比别人还努力地生活。
只要你有爱你的家人，支持你的朋友。。你就不是一个人。 只要你相信远方那份最真挚的祝福。。你就不是一个人。 只要你愿意去在乎身边的人。。你就不是一个人。
这世界上，没有人是一个人的。
~Grandma Birthday ~
超开心的，因为我发现原来在公司里，还可以上来部落！
我还以为他们什么都block了。哈哈！
最近，心情很好。是心情好的关系吗？连做的梦都是美美的。。哈哈！
有时候，不得不感激老天爷给我的一切 – 家人、朋友、阿姨们、表s。。不管发生什么事，他们都会一直在我身边。
我真的开始相信，在这世界上，确确实实有人好似一个人在活着。他们的家人不在身边、在国外、在忙碌；在哪里都好，就是不在他们的周围。他们有同事，但因为自觉只是同事，所以不多聊，也不相约出门。他们的朋友更是寥寥无几。是时间也好，本身也罢。。他们的朋友也说不上是谈得来。朋友不需多；知道你发生了事，他会第一时间帮忙的，一个就够了。然而，有些人却连一个也没有。我的朋友不多，可能平时都在各忙各的。但我知道，我有事，他们一定出现。哇~ 这样就很令我感动了。我可千万别有事，以免这美丽的信念会面临被幻灭的危机。哈哈！
人，一定有低落的时候。在低落时，没人在身边，更是难熬。
一个人的世界，没有严厉的对话、没有真心的对骂。
一个人的世界， 听不见鼓励的话、看不见关注的眼神。
一个人的世界，你或许不知道是为什么而活、为谁而活。
一个人的世界，没有割舍、更别说是分享了。
一个人的世界，似乎必须比别人还努力地生活。
只要你有爱你的家人，支持你的朋友。。你就不是一个人。 只要你相信远方那份最真挚的祝福。。你就不是一个人。 只要你愿意去在乎身边的人。。你就不是一个人。
这世界上，没有人是一个人的。
[[ End of Chapter // 没有人是一个人的 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Sunday, April 05, 2009
after tombsweeping this morning, we are to celebrate grandma's birthday in advance for her later in the afternoon. other than the buffet we have, there is a cake for grandma!! let the pictures speak more than a thousand words. (^_^)~V
the older generation..
the younger generation.. *evil laugh*
P/S: by the way, if you manage to spot me & the cousin beside me in black w/o cap, let me share a little secret with you.. - i got a crush on him when i was really young. WAHAHAHA!! Nana, don't drop your jaws! *lolZ*
the chaos.. and overflooding of humans.. before we managed to have a..
全家福！！
is really difficult to get a GOOD picture taken. my cousins demostrated well. *lolZ*
the Bollywood.. haha!
it kind of sucks to be the only girl of the Cousins 1st Generation. i don't even have a place to stand!!
Cousins 2nd Generation. See! you should know who has the authority. haha!
tired after a long day.. Zzzzzzzzzzz........
~Fishing @ Changi ~
after tombsweeping this morning, we are to celebrate grandma's birthday in advance for her later in the afternoon. other than the buffet we have, there is a cake for grandma!! let the pictures speak more than a thousand words. (^_^)~V
the older generation..
the younger generation.. *evil laugh*
P/S: by the way, if you manage to spot me & the cousin beside me in black w/o cap, let me share a little secret with you.. - i got a crush on him when i was really young. WAHAHAHA!! Nana, don't drop your jaws! *lolZ*
the chaos.. and overflooding of humans.. before we managed to have a..全家福！！
is really difficult to get a GOOD picture taken. my cousins demostrated well. *lolZ*the Bollywood.. haha!
it kind of sucks to be the only girl of the Cousins 1st Generation. i don't even have a place to stand!!
Cousins 2nd Generation. See! you should know who has the authority. haha!
tired after a long day.. Zzzzzzzzzzz........
[[ End of Chapter // Grandma Birthday ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Saturday was well spent with some of my little cousins, along with my aunt & uncle bringing us to this Changi Boardwalk AKA Commando Jetty. having no plans on hand & not much cash to spare, I decided to follow them for fishing, 'cause dear Verryn wanted to go badly. I never like fishing due to my very big misconcept that I have to sit there quietly, waste my time staring at the sea. after much communication with Roger, I soon realized that we are heading Changi Boardwalk!! aww.. did I ever mention that i simply love that place 'cause it brings me peace? geeZ~
unpack unpack unpack~ all before fishing can take place. we went to the nearby beach for some beach strolling and water dipping too!
professional fishes with a high high rod.. while ermm..
little verryn fishes with only the nylon string. NO BAIT SOMEMORE!! (-_-")
that's verryn trying to look professional.
as you can see, we are very much at home :D
i don't understand the passion for fishing. basically, you hold the string/rod waiting all long day only to get your bait washed off/eaten away/whatnots and start fixing fresh bait onto the hook again. the above picture denotes a motion that has been repeating the whole day long. haha!
final rewards are 2 catfish and 1 i-dont-know-what.
Victory sign for a successful outing!! :D
~my desk ~
Saturday was well spent with some of my little cousins, along with my aunt & uncle bringing us to this Changi Boardwalk AKA Commando Jetty. having no plans on hand & not much cash to spare, I decided to follow them for fishing, 'cause dear Verryn wanted to go badly. I never like fishing due to my very big misconcept that I have to sit there quietly, waste my time staring at the sea. after much communication with Roger, I soon realized that we are heading Changi Boardwalk!! aww.. did I ever mention that i simply love that place 'cause it brings me peace? geeZ~
unpack unpack unpack~ all before fishing can take place. we went to the nearby beach for some beach strolling and water dipping too!
professional fishes with a high high rod.. while ermm..
little verryn fishes with only the nylon string. NO BAIT SOMEMORE!! (-_-")
that's verryn trying to look professional.
as you can see, we are very much at home :D
i don't understand the passion for fishing. basically, you hold the string/rod waiting all long day only to get your bait washed off/eaten away/whatnots and start fixing fresh bait onto the hook again. the above picture denotes a motion that has been repeating the whole day long. haha!
final rewards are 2 catfish and 1 i-dont-know-what.
i really love the scenery there. look at the pictures i took with my hp. no photoshop done, since i don't know how to use it.
Victory sign for a successful outing!! :D
[[ End of Chapter // Fishing @ Changi ]]
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Date Stamp:
Friday, April 03, 2009
Is getting pretty boring. I have yet to get interviews, selected, dump letter to my current boss & awaiting to report to a new boss. I HAVE YET TO GET A CHANCE TO BLOG ON MY NEXT NEW JOB. :(
Bad news I heard from lene that her company decides to cease operations in Singapore, and so she is, in a way, retrenched. They are not compensating her since ample notice is given. That is quite a bad news to hear but not uncommonly nowadays. Paycuts, shorter work week, temporary laid off, retrenchment, etc.. they seem like the IN thing now which nobody hankers after.
Anyway, took pics of my current desk, so thought of sharing. Haha!
Presenting to you MY DESK!! ;p
Personally, because I am seated last, I like my little corner very much. I enjoy the kind of privacy I didn't have previously (seated first in SHR & second in the Depot plant during my OJT). Now, let's zoom in to this little corner of mine, while I intro some 'habits' I brought over from SHR!!
here's where I put my bag. I don't hide it under the desk nor in the drawer like the rest of my colleagues. I guess that's just me who generously displayed my bag, because I trust that nobody will steal. Haha! Oh, not forgetting that A4 box below is where I keep all the double side papers for recycling. 2 habits brought over from SHR~ :D
I have 2 water bottles because we do not own a convenient pantry where I can easily get my water from. I hate walking to the canteen for fear of the need to socialize to people I don't really know. So normally I will fill up the BIG bottle in the morning to last me the whole day.
The top picture are all my assets from SHR, except for that white monkey. They are still with me! My windmill, the octopus coin bank, a butterfly note holder, a giraffe magnet, a ladybug magnet, etc.. this is the little corner in my little corner. 3rd 'habit' from SHR.. GeeZ~ By the way, did you realize that I seem to have paper all around my desk?
4th - I am still very used to clipping a stack of paper as rough papers, documents to remember, etc..
5th - I still have my name tag on the keyboard, just like how it was laid out back in SHR.
Is getting pretty boring. I have yet to get interviews, selected, dump letter to my current boss & awaiting to report to a new boss. I HAVE YET TO GET A CHANCE TO BLOG ON MY NEXT NEW JOB. :(
Bad news I heard from lene that her company decides to cease operations in Singapore, and so she is, in a way, retrenched. They are not compensating her since ample notice is given. That is quite a bad news to hear but not uncommonly nowadays. Paycuts, shorter work week, temporary laid off, retrenchment, etc.. they seem like the IN thing now which nobody hankers after.
Anyway, took pics of my current desk, so thought of sharing. Haha!
Presenting to you MY DESK!! ;p
Personally, because I am seated last, I like my little corner very much. I enjoy the kind of privacy I didn't have previously (seated first in SHR & second in the Depot plant during my OJT). Now, let's zoom in to this little corner of mine, while I intro some 'habits' I brought over from SHR!!
here's where I put my bag. I don't hide it under the desk nor in the drawer like the rest of my colleagues. I guess that's just me who generously displayed my bag, because I trust that nobody will steal. Haha! Oh, not forgetting that A4 box below is where I keep all the double side papers for recycling. 2 habits brought over from SHR~ :D
I have 2 water bottles because we do not own a convenient pantry where I can easily get my water from. I hate walking to the canteen for fear of the need to socialize to people I don't really know. So normally I will fill up the BIG bottle in the morning to last me the whole day.
The top picture are all my assets from SHR, except for that white monkey. They are still with me! My windmill, the octopus coin bank, a butterfly note holder, a giraffe magnet, a ladybug magnet, etc.. this is the little corner in my little corner. 3rd 'habit' from SHR.. GeeZ~ By the way, did you realize that I seem to have paper all around my desk?
4th - I am still very used to clipping a stack of paper as rough papers, documents to remember, etc..
5th - I still have my name tag on the keyboard, just like how it was laid out back in SHR.
And my most prideful 'habit' is, I actually organized the documents, boxed them up and labelled them the way I did in SHR. VERY NEAT HOR? A total of 23 boxes in place, but I need more boxes!! Their filing is CRAZY~
Enough of sharing.. Time for bed.. Zzz..
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