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我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实,越在乎的,我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界,欢迎多多了解我 ^_^

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KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly

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FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi

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since Mar 2005

[2011]
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chain of sequence

Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy

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~ 文章: 婚礼和葬礼 ~

Date Stamp: Wednesday, March 25, 2009


书名: 永不永不说再见
作者: 张小娴

人生的两件大事 ----- 婚礼和葬礼,其实有很多共同点:主人家邀请的,都是同一批人。

在葬礼上,我们品评死者的遗容,研究他的化妆。
在婚礼上,我们品评新娘的尊容。
有些新婚化的妆好像死人化的妆。

死者出殡前一天,亲人和挚友回流在灵堂,陪他度过入土为安前最后的一天。
新郎结婚前一天,挚友会陪他渡过自由身的最后一天,明天便送他去死。

在婚礼上,最出人意料的,是不见了新郎和新娘。
在葬礼上,最出人意料的,是不见死者。

在婚礼上,可以临阵退缩。在葬礼上,绝不可以。
在葬礼上,我们不需被迫跟主人家合照。

在婚礼上,有人欢笑,有人流泪 ----- 包括新郎新娘的父母、情敌及感怀身世的女人。
在葬礼上,也是有人流泪,有人欢笑----- 事关谁是死者的巨额遗产继承人。

在婚礼上,我们会问别人:“什么时候轮到你?”
在葬礼上,不能这样问;顶多之可以问:“什么时候轮到自己?”

在婚礼上,男女双方山盟海誓。在葬礼上,我们才明白,山盟海誓敌不过死亡。

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~ 文章: 你想我知道的 ~

Date Stamp: Sunday, March 08, 2009


书名: 永不永不说再见
作者: 张小娴

除非大家都是对方的初恋情人,否则,我们都会有过去。

年少时候,我们会问:
“你谈过几多次恋爱?”
“你曾经有多少女朋友?”
“你和多少女人睡过?”
“你和他为什么分手?他是不是你最爱的?”

年纪大了一点,恋爱经验也丰富了一点之后,我们不会再那样问了。
我甚至不一定要知道。

他喜欢说的话,我当然想听。我怎会不想知道呢?但我不会寻根究底。
他说多少,我便听多少。他会一点一点地告诉我。
当他忽然停下来不再说下去,我也不会去追问。

一天,提起大家的旧情。若他说:“我的你都知道了。”
我会微笑着说:“你想我知道的,我都知道了。”

是的,你想我知道多少,我便知道多少。我不想你知道的,我也不会说。

我爱的是现在的你,为什么要逼你说过去?那就等于逼你说谎。

你的旧情人太好了,我会妒忌。我宁愿不知道。
那样我才能相信,你最爱的永远是我。

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~ me Me ME~~!! ~

Date Stamp: Friday, March 06, 2009


took my passport photo last week for enrolment into unisim.

looking at my present passport photo, i made a comparison of what i had taken during pri 6, age of 18 and now, 25 :S

TA-DA~!!! PRESENTING ME MYSELF~



i think i look like donald duck when i was in pri 6.

at age of 18, i think i have an innocent look. aww~~ i like this passport photo best now, even though back then, i think i looked really hideous.

and looking at my current passport photo.. my eyes look really weird.. and my looks have somewhat changes. NO FURTHER COMMENTS~ I DONT LIKE. :\

and now i move on to tying up my hair, and i think i portray a sense of maturity! classy classy~ wahahahah! ok, i received comments that i looked aunty, but who cares? another colleague of mine said i looked like popeye's wife..

(-_-")



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~ the bus broke down! ~

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alright, this is not a post of my new job. none of it at all.

encountered what was kind of amusing today, so i thought of sharing. :)
took an earlier bus to work today (coz is Friday). it happened that when it was going near serangoon, i heard the driver speaking thru the walkie-talkie to an operator. he was mentioning something about the exhaust pipe turning black, or was it giving black smoke? anyway, heck. so the next minute, he got all of us to alight at the nearest bus stop, so that he can drive off. hopefully he is not driving it back to the other end of terminal, coz that will be quite insane. hehe!
anyway, amazing thing is.. just as i tapped my ezlink card on the machine, it displayed "Free Ride". oh my god~ that's how technology works! truly amazing, i was really amazed by it. and the next amazing thing is, the bus driver handed each of us a ticket, written "Complimentary Ride", as shown below. so that means i got myself a free ride to work today. sound great to be in a bus that breaks down huh.. haha!



after realizing that the ticket is valid for 1 month, i decided not to use this complimentary ticket coz i want to take a picture of it. haha!

that is not all. so, the next Bus 24 came and obviously it was really packed. being a poor fighter to get into public transport, i realized that i couldnt really get myself in. but nonetheless, i decided to stand at the entrance until ALL the passengers shifted in abit to make space for me. but a kind-hearted uncle tapped me on my shoulder and pointed to the bus behind, "behind still got the bus". thinking it should be Bus 24, i moved off a little to glimpse at the bus behind.

"Bus 22?" i turned to the uncle.

he was beaming with joy. i guessed he thought he did a good deed, and my Bus 24 moved off.

"Uncle, this is Bus 22 lehz.." i asked him, wondering if he knows that i was 'queuing' for Bus 24.

"Ya, also can" he replied and hurried up the bus. lucky he didnt board Bus 24, else i will most probably chase after the bus, just to pull him down and give him a good-deserved bashing. haha!

sitting all alone at the bus stop, i cant help laughing at the whole matter. STUPID INCIDENT~ of coz, i wasnt in the least mad la, in case you thought so. *lolZ*



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~ 歌:黄靖伦 - 缺席 ~

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黄靖伦 - 缺席

爱 只剩下躯壳
为什么还不放手却拉扯
是我 不甘心还是不舍
为何我还在固执的拔河
其实我 真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我 真的不懂得 让你更快乐

我想和你在一起 却在你未来缺席
给你的爱 那些美丽
已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命

在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果 就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

爱 是不是都一样
无论多漫长 终究曲终人散
可是 我不想因为不敢 却步沮丧
然後半途收场

其实我 真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我 真的不懂得 让你更快乐

我想和你在一起 却在你未来缺席
给你的爱 那些美丽
已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命

在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果 拥抱你不犹豫
能不能将你的样子忘掉

舍不舍得爱 让我控制不了
只想要 把你拥抱
其实爱上一个人没有解药
我的静脉流着爱陪你到老
原来我 还会微笑

我真的想和你在一起 却在你未来缺席
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果 就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

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~ wat have i been up to? ~

Date Stamp: Sunday, March 01, 2009


havent been updating this blog for more than 1 month. i am getting so lazy. hehe!

attended lee lee's wedding on 04 feb. seeing her get married somehow touched my heart. seeing her as a single individual initially, till her disclosure of being attached with joseph, and then all the doubts of whether they will stay together for long due to her complaints. all the sad moments she had previously can be easily traced whenever she talked to us about the problems.. and finally, all ended well with them getting married. it really dawns upon me that marriage dont come easy and the right person doesnt come by anyhow either. it takes so much endurance, patience, tolerance, giving in to each other, understanding each other and holding onto each other as well to make it up to the red carpet. i felt really touched then, and i guess the next one is coming soon coz another good friend of mine is getting married soon too due to the chinese customary of either a 100days or 3 years after. somehow this 'rule' is driving people crazy. WHO DONT HAVE OLD FOLKS AT HOME?? it makes the couple stressed and rush their marriage like hell, which will most probably result in having a not-so-ideal wedding. but nonetheless, like i always encourage them as an onlooker, "it is your after marriage life that is important, not the wedding." you can have the best wedding on earth but there after, suffer thru out your marriage life. who wants that? oh well.. hopefully, i remember what i have told them, and practise it when i do have that chance. hoho!

lost my pinkie ring last wed when having dinner with fairytale. i honestly dont recall where i lost it. pains my heart lor.. coz it worths ard $45 and then i spent $55 getting a new pinkie ring. bad thing is i will only get my new pinkie ring 14days after coz the shop doesnt have my size (size 4 is really small i guess) and they have to get it custom-made. i felt so devastated whenever i did my signature movement of adjusting my ring only to remind myself so many times a day that it was lost. unless i get my new pinkie ring, i will feel so pek cek everyday. haha!

oh my god, this post is getting long. :S

enrolled myself to unisim, degree in HR course. school starting only in July 2009. Darn.. getting on my nerves. i wish it starts right now.

after attending leelee's wedding, i come to an understanding that people move on in life and so, i shouldnt stagnant myself anymore. i should carry on with my previous plan, which is to continue my studies for a degree. surf around for long and seek opinions from all around Singapore, before i finally decide on the HR degree course in unisim. but when i went over to pay my registration fee, they actually told me that my advanced diploma is not recognized and that i will still have to fulfil that 3 years!! what the hell~!! i was rather hesitative initially but seem like there is no other way out. unisim is only charging me 15k for their degree course (govt subsidising 40%) whereas any where out there is at least 22k. i dont have that kind of money to spare lor! haiz~ i should stop thinking about this sad case of mine, and make sure i take only 3 years to finish my degree.

let me stop here for the time being. my next update should be on my change of job, if i find one. haha!


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