witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ it has been so long ~
Date Stamp:
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
It has been a long time since I last blogged. In fact, this entry is typed by me in office and during lunch time. After which I get lene to publish it for me. *lolZ*
I am well and safe now in my supposed-to-be location – Chai Chee since 14 July 2008. Environment not bad.. but there is still ample of room for improvement on the people here. Before coming over, depot colleagues told me abt de quietness here and yes, I admit tat to a certain extent, is overly quiet. On an average, there are only 4 colleagues (including me) around unlike in depot where we can easily have 7 people moving around. Is juz so much livelier then. But well, who cares? Im seated rite behind, facing my pc screen evday and doin my wrk.. lucky tat I got my radio with me, for as long as there is music, I dun think quietness poses a prob to me. I dun mind not talking la.. afterall, I got nth to say to them.. waahahaa!
Exams starting soon, with my 1st paper next Monday (04 Aug 2008) and another one on 13 Aug. dunno why but esp when exams are drawing near.. I suddenly feel like I hvnt been meetin lotsa my frenz.. I miss so many ppl~!! *lolZ* not gng to name in case I miss out any1 by negligence. *lolZ*
Studying for my papers become exceptionally tiring rite now, since I am waking up at 545am everyday and reaching home at around 730pm (earliest). I wish I have more time for studies, I wish I can take leaves to study for my papers.. HAIZ~~~ is so taxing for me.. i am tryin very hard to memorize but seriously, wazz absorbed is very minimal and this is stressing me out.. I need to score well for these 2 papers as well~!! I dun want anymore stains to my transcript!!
To my God: Please look after me and my grades.. J
P/S: My HR Director said a sentence that really enlightens me – “HR represents the management to the employees. And we also represent the employees to the superiors.”
~如果 ~
It has been a long time since I last blogged. In fact, this entry is typed by me in office and during lunch time. After which I get lene to publish it for me. *lolZ*
I am well and safe now in my supposed-to-be location – Chai Chee since 14 July 2008. Environment not bad.. but there is still ample of room for improvement on the people here. Before coming over, depot colleagues told me abt de quietness here and yes, I admit tat to a certain extent, is overly quiet. On an average, there are only 4 colleagues (including me) around unlike in depot where we can easily have 7 people moving around. Is juz so much livelier then. But well, who cares? Im seated rite behind, facing my pc screen evday and doin my wrk.. lucky tat I got my radio with me, for as long as there is music, I dun think quietness poses a prob to me. I dun mind not talking la.. afterall, I got nth to say to them.. waahahaa!
Exams starting soon, with my 1st paper next Monday (04 Aug 2008) and another one on 13 Aug. dunno why but esp when exams are drawing near.. I suddenly feel like I hvnt been meetin lotsa my frenz.. I miss so many ppl~!! *lolZ* not gng to name in case I miss out any1 by negligence. *lolZ*
Studying for my papers become exceptionally tiring rite now, since I am waking up at 545am everyday and reaching home at around 730pm (earliest). I wish I have more time for studies, I wish I can take leaves to study for my papers.. HAIZ~~~ is so taxing for me.. i am tryin very hard to memorize but seriously, wazz absorbed is very minimal and this is stressing me out.. I need to score well for these 2 papers as well~!! I dun want anymore stains to my transcript!!
To my God: Please look after me and my grades.. J
P/S: My HR Director said a sentence that really enlightens me – “HR represents the management to the employees. And we also represent the employees to the superiors.”
[[ End of Chapter // it has been so long ]]
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Date Stamp:
Sunday, July 06, 2008
人生不如意的事，十之八九。
现在，人生真的没有如意。
泪水在打滚，你难道没发现吗？
我以为你会懂，但为什么感觉不到？
令我没有安全感的，不会是因为你身边的蝴蝶。
令我没有安全感的，是你对我脾气的限度。
但如果心情不好，却还强颜欢笑。。这样的我，你是不是比较能接受？如果是的话，就请你放手吧~ 因为我办不到。。
我不是想逼你容忍我的脾气，但一开始，你应该就已经知道这样的我。
在放手时，请你告知一声。不然我会傻傻地在状况外。
谢谢。。
~life is shit ~
人生不如意的事，十之八九。
现在，人生真的没有如意。
泪水在打滚，你难道没发现吗？
我以为你会懂，但为什么感觉不到？
令我没有安全感的，不会是因为你身边的蝴蝶。
令我没有安全感的，是你对我脾气的限度。
但如果心情不好，却还强颜欢笑。。这样的我，你是不是比较能接受？如果是的话，就请你放手吧~ 因为我办不到。。
我不是想逼你容忍我的脾气，但一开始，你应该就已经知道这样的我。
在放手时，请你告知一声。不然我会傻傻地在状况外。
谢谢。。
[[ End of Chapter // 如果 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, July 05, 2008
life hasnt been smooth sailin.. thus i guess my mood wont be able to reli settled down as well.. most of de time, i choose to keep mute abt my job.. coz i thot tazz juz lidat when u get into a new job.. im expectin de WORST outta evthin, so i got no complaints abt it. i feel tat i haf been brave for de past 1 mth but it seems like my energy is rather exhausted rite now..
i entered de coy, only to realize tat they had put me to get in another job (still a HR admin though).. despite feelin deceived, i gladly agreed since is all abt a job.. i nid de exposure, tazz all.. and de processes are de same, so i dun reli mind.. they said im to rotate among de various spectrums in HR, so as to beta understand wat ev1 is doin.. but seriously, tat didnt come true.. and im glad also la.. coz i learn by hands-on.. anyway, de ger went on study leaves and after tat, she went on continuous MC due to her backbone havin some probs.. and since i stepped in, i haf been takin care of her things. so in a way, i wasnt touchin on de things i shld be pickin up frm de position they initially wanted me to. and NOW~ coz another ger is resignin.. they decide to put me into her position~!! tazz infuriatin.. coz i STRONGLY feel tat her position is of a lower status and 1 of my colleague assured me tat they wont put me in coz for tat position, they dun require some1 of my caliber.. SO RITE NOW, WAZZ MY CALIBER~!??
i told my HR mgr tat im not gng to settle down w/ tat position for permanent. if they nid some1 to be there for temp, im ok.. since i can learn and i dun mind helpin out~ but seriously, as long as they are unable to produce me w/ a deadline after 1mth, i will not hesitate to tender. by puttin me in tat position, i feel utterly insulted and tis reli affects my integrity as well. i move outta my comfort zone to gain exposure and now~ wazz de exposure tat they are offerin me?? BEING HIGH UP THERE DOESNT MEAN PPL DOWN THERE ARE NOT HUMANS~ i cant take it lor..
i controlled my tears so hard on friday.. so many times, i felt my tears gatherin but i bit my lips and held it there.. i dun wana fake a smile, but neither do i wana cry and make ppl worried.. im so hard to please~~ tis is a rough patch in my life but it seems like u cant understand..
life hasnt been smooth sailin.. thus i guess my mood wont be able to reli settled down as well.. most of de time, i choose to keep mute abt my job.. coz i thot tazz juz lidat when u get into a new job.. im expectin de WORST outta evthin, so i got no complaints abt it. i feel tat i haf been brave for de past 1 mth but it seems like my energy is rather exhausted rite now..
i entered de coy, only to realize tat they had put me to get in another job (still a HR admin though).. despite feelin deceived, i gladly agreed since is all abt a job.. i nid de exposure, tazz all.. and de processes are de same, so i dun reli mind.. they said im to rotate among de various spectrums in HR, so as to beta understand wat ev1 is doin.. but seriously, tat didnt come true.. and im glad also la.. coz i learn by hands-on.. anyway, de ger went on study leaves and after tat, she went on continuous MC due to her backbone havin some probs.. and since i stepped in, i haf been takin care of her things. so in a way, i wasnt touchin on de things i shld be pickin up frm de position they initially wanted me to. and NOW~ coz another ger is resignin.. they decide to put me into her position~!! tazz infuriatin.. coz i STRONGLY feel tat her position is of a lower status and 1 of my colleague assured me tat they wont put me in coz for tat position, they dun require some1 of my caliber.. SO RITE NOW, WAZZ MY CALIBER~!??
i told my HR mgr tat im not gng to settle down w/ tat position for permanent. if they nid some1 to be there for temp, im ok.. since i can learn and i dun mind helpin out~ but seriously, as long as they are unable to produce me w/ a deadline after 1mth, i will not hesitate to tender. by puttin me in tat position, i feel utterly insulted and tis reli affects my integrity as well. i move outta my comfort zone to gain exposure and now~ wazz de exposure tat they are offerin me?? BEING HIGH UP THERE DOESNT MEAN PPL DOWN THERE ARE NOT HUMANS~ i cant take it lor..
i controlled my tears so hard on friday.. so many times, i felt my tears gatherin but i bit my lips and held it there.. i dun wana fake a smile, but neither do i wana cry and make ppl worried.. im so hard to please~~ tis is a rough patch in my life but it seems like u cant understand..
[[ End of Chapter // life is shit ]]