witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ 不希望你说。。 ~
Date Stamp:
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
讨厌这种感觉。
我知道我想过的，我相信你也有想过。。
我们应该都相信。。我们是无法在一起的吧？所以一直不肯面对。。那些问题就好像是为了我们而存在。。别人应该也经历过吧。。但 可以不要发生在我身上吗？我根本不懂得怎么面对。。我甚至不想去面对。。
我怕失去你；也怕失去我的家人，朋友，还有这里的一切。。
你说你是在为我想，所以情愿什么都不说。
其实，不用你说，我也猜到了。。我也知道你是在为我著想。
当局者迷，旁观者清。
但在这里，我们俩却看得比谁都清楚。
他们无法真正了解其中的问题。。老是觉得问题还很遥远，我们不需要想这么多。
我担心啊。。就真的有这么一天，我们走得这么远。。到时，该怎么办？
我一直相信，有一天当你决定开口时。。你已经想好我们未来的路该怎么走。。
~i am here!! ~
讨厌这种感觉。
我知道我想过的，我相信你也有想过。。
我们应该都相信。。我们是无法在一起的吧？所以一直不肯面对。。那些问题就好像是为了我们而存在。。别人应该也经历过吧。。但 可以不要发生在我身上吗？我根本不懂得怎么面对。。我甚至不想去面对。。
我怕失去你；也怕失去我的家人，朋友，还有这里的一切。。
你说你是在为我想，所以情愿什么都不说。
其实，不用你说，我也猜到了。。我也知道你是在为我著想。
当局者迷，旁观者清。
但在这里，我们俩却看得比谁都清楚。
他们无法真正了解其中的问题。。老是觉得问题还很遥远，我们不需要想这么多。
我担心啊。。就真的有这么一天，我们走得这么远。。到时，该怎么办？
我一直相信，有一天当你决定开口时。。你已经想好我们未来的路该怎么走。。
[[ End of Chapter // 不希望你说。。 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Finally im startin to adapt to my new company, as in im able to eat.. though not alot but at least noe.. food can go in w/o me feelin like i wana vomit~ They are reli nice ppl and so far, I dun think there are politics la.. but of coz I still miss my ‘family’.
It has been quite a terrible wk for me initially. I actually cried and cant eat anything at all.. everyday is quite a daze but im definitely tryin v hard to absorb all tat they are teachin. So far, I think evthin still under ctrl since im not assigned to my job scope yet. But I guess they realize tat I haf been sms-in too much? Office hrs is BORING w/o MSN lehz~~ *lolZ*
Went back last Sat to visit SHR. Is nice to see those familiar faces and get de familiar touch of environment. Yaya~ I noe la.. u ppl must be thinking tat im crazy and emotional~ *lolZ*
I trust my own God a lot. And I realize my own God actually dotes on me a lot. Hmm.. maybe de worse has yet to come, maybe my decision is a mistake but who cares?
At least rite now, I feel tat it is reli lucky of me to be able to go into a not-bad environment and once again, haf nice ppl ard me..
Finally im startin to adapt to my new company, as in im able to eat.. though not alot but at least noe.. food can go in w/o me feelin like i wana vomit~ They are reli nice ppl and so far, I dun think there are politics la.. but of coz I still miss my ‘family’.
It has been quite a terrible wk for me initially. I actually cried and cant eat anything at all.. everyday is quite a daze but im definitely tryin v hard to absorb all tat they are teachin. So far, I think evthin still under ctrl since im not assigned to my job scope yet. But I guess they realize tat I haf been sms-in too much? Office hrs is BORING w/o MSN lehz~~ *lolZ*
Went back last Sat to visit SHR. Is nice to see those familiar faces and get de familiar touch of environment. Yaya~ I noe la.. u ppl must be thinking tat im crazy and emotional~ *lolZ*
I trust my own God a lot. And I realize my own God actually dotes on me a lot. Hmm.. maybe de worse has yet to come, maybe my decision is a mistake but who cares?
At least rite now, I feel tat it is reli lucky of me to be able to go into a not-bad environment and once again, haf nice ppl ard me..
[[ End of Chapter // i am here!! ]]