witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ de farewell ~
Date Stamp:
Friday, May 30, 2008
de day came when i hafta bid goodbye...
b4 de day comes.. i actually hurried myself off to get some lil presents for them.. it was indeed a busy wk for me then.. i personalized 2 mugs for my bosses.. big boss nids a mug badly.. but i dun think he will use tat mug la.. haha! and y.boss.. he is far too rich le la.. dunno wat to get for him~ *lolZ* btw, de handwritin is solely written by yours truly.. *bow*
y.boss = Mr Chong............. big boss = Mr Lam..............
and de chocz i got for my office darlings~~ left: before processing ......... rite: completed
and a lil hp chain each for special ppl who share frenzhip w/ me in de coy..
since it looks like it comes as a set.. elynn got 1 for me as well~ but as compared w/ theirs, mine looks not tat nice lehz.. but wat matter most is de affinity we share ma.. rite?
1st on de shelf since it is de earliest gift i recd.. frm my y.boss - a 8GB iPod Touch.
i hafta admit tat when i 1st saw de watch.. i cannot understand why it is 1 of de Fossil watches tat i miss out.. and i dun think it looks nice.. maybe coz i dun like subdials & ya.. some other factors.. so i actually 'criticized'.. SO BAD ME~ but well~ over de days, it turns out tat i like it more and more.. i sincerely think is a nice lookin watch~ hehe!
elynn and lee lee got me a Swarovski necklace w/ pendant.. simple and nth fanciful.. is de kind whereby i will wear evday~ hehe! and i am wearin it evday ah!!! elynn said she cant feel tat im happy receivin it.. oh well~ remind me of de time lene they all bought me a big teddy bear.. *lolZ* im happy la~ i juz dunno how to react, tazz all~ haha!
cindy and liu jie got me a make up base.. hmm.. maybe i do nid a replacement..
buffet dinner at Swissotel Merchant Court. EXPENSIVE LEHZ~!! 12 of us went!! and y.boss opened up a bottle of red wine.. he said i muz finish de glass so tat i cant go to de new coy to wrk de nxt day~ *lolZ*
big boss and me.. even though at times, he is always rantin behind me to cheryl/whoeva.. but i haf always regarded him as a 'grandpa' of mine.. coz tazz de only way i wont get angry w/ him.. *lolZ* he has been nice to me la.. since my wrk is not under his supervision.. wahaha!
my y.boss!! my hand was actually displayed to help him hide his stomach lehz~!! *lolZ* like i always say.. he seems to be a reincarnation of some Gods.. too kind hearted le la~!!
me w/ cheryl (left) and noel (right). noe them since de 1st day i stepped into shr and de last day i stepped out. they haf always been tolerantin my bad temper and black face.. hmm~ in fact, de whole office is toleranting!!! *lolZ*
me w/ elynn (left) and lee lee (right).. my all-time fave lunch kakis whereby we spend times gossipin and crackin lame jokes.. *lolZ*
me w/ richard, our part time despatch.. a man of few words but very accomodating and hilarious when it comes to takin pics!
~文章：造物主的智慧 ~
de day came when i hafta bid goodbye...
b4 de day comes.. i actually hurried myself off to get some lil presents for them.. it was indeed a busy wk for me then.. i personalized 2 mugs for my bosses.. big boss nids a mug badly.. but i dun think he will use tat mug la.. haha! and y.boss.. he is far too rich le la.. dunno wat to get for him~ *lolZ* btw, de handwritin is solely written by yours truly.. *bow*
y.boss = Mr Chong............. big boss = Mr Lam..............
and de chocz i got for my office darlings~~ left: before processing ......... rite: completed
and a lil hp chain each for special ppl who share frenzhip w/ me in de coy..
since it looks like it comes as a set.. elynn got 1 for me as well~ but as compared w/ theirs, mine looks not tat nice lehz.. but wat matter most is de affinity we share ma.. rite?
i didnt spend alot as compared to them.. my office darlings (wow~ they all got a new namin le.. *lolZ*) reli bombed me w/ their expensive gifts lehz..
1st on de shelf since it is de earliest gift i recd.. frm my y.boss - a 8GB iPod Touch.
bein a very sweet~ boss all along, he even got me a nice pouch to put my iTouch. i rem envyin wu jie for havin some1 to sponsor such gadgets to her.. and now i got it!! is reli amazin how it actually lands in my hand.. sth i nv dream of ownin~ *lolZ*
things started to get more kuazhang when i saw de Jimmy series wallet which noel & cheryl got for me!! is another brand i like and haf always thot of ownin a wallet frm tat series.. even though i dun like de buckle coz it seems bulky.. but still~ is another item i will wana get.. since nowadays, wallets reli come in ugly designs.. *lolZ*
things started to get more kuazhang when i saw de Jimmy series wallet which noel & cheryl got for me!! is another brand i like and haf always thot of ownin a wallet frm tat series.. even though i dun like de buckle coz it seems bulky.. but still~ is another item i will wana get.. since nowadays, wallets reli come in ugly designs.. *lolZ*
then de SCARIEST thing happens when i peeped into de paperbag and found tat mh actually got me a FOSSIL watch!! a watch is no big deal~ a fossil watch may also be not a big deal to u~~ but is HELL of a BIG DEAL to me!! coz i haf been wantin to get a Fossil watch since maybe 4yrs ago.. but i got myself a Guess watch instead simply coz de salespax is TOO NICE.. i vowed tat i muz get myself a Fossil watch next time. so when i saw tis Fossil tin, i was overjoyed~!!
i hafta admit tat when i 1st saw de watch.. i cannot understand why it is 1 of de Fossil watches tat i miss out.. and i dun think it looks nice.. maybe coz i dun like subdials & ya.. some other factors.. so i actually 'criticized'.. SO BAD ME~ but well~ over de days, it turns out tat i like it more and more.. i sincerely think is a nice lookin watch~ hehe!
elynn and lee lee got me a Swarovski necklace w/ pendant.. simple and nth fanciful.. is de kind whereby i will wear evday~ hehe! and i am wearin it evday ah!!! elynn said she cant feel tat im happy receivin it.. oh well~ remind me of de time lene they all bought me a big teddy bear.. *lolZ* im happy la~ i juz dunno how to react, tazz all~ haha!
cindy and liu jie got me a make up base.. hmm.. maybe i do nid a replacement..
buffet dinner at Swissotel Merchant Court. EXPENSIVE LEHZ~!! 12 of us went!! and y.boss opened up a bottle of red wine.. he said i muz finish de glass so tat i cant go to de new coy to wrk de nxt day~ *lolZ*
big boss and me.. even though at times, he is always rantin behind me to cheryl/whoeva.. but i haf always regarded him as a 'grandpa' of mine.. coz tazz de only way i wont get angry w/ him.. *lolZ* he has been nice to me la.. since my wrk is not under his supervision.. wahaha!
my y.boss!! my hand was actually displayed to help him hide his stomach lehz~!! *lolZ* like i always say.. he seems to be a reincarnation of some Gods.. too kind hearted le la~!!
me w/ cheryl (left) and noel (right). noe them since de 1st day i stepped into shr and de last day i stepped out. they haf always been tolerantin my bad temper and black face.. hmm~ in fact, de whole office is toleranting!!! *lolZ*
me w/ elynn (left) and lee lee (right).. my all-time fave lunch kakis whereby we spend times gossipin and crackin lame jokes.. *lolZ*
me w/ richard, our part time despatch.. a man of few words but very accomodating and hilarious when it comes to takin pics!
me w/ liu jie & cindy.. our 2 sales rep.. i didnt reli interact w/ them la.. since they joined us quite late and my wrk doesnt require constant liaising w/ them.. hehe!
a grp pic w/ many ppl missin~!!
[[ End of Chapter // de farewell ]]
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Date Stamp:
Sunday, May 25, 2008
书名：一笑天下无难事
作者：何权峰
~ 或许你现在无法明白，但请相信任何发生的事，都是最好的安排。
有一个哲学家想要改变世界，他认为上帝犯了很多错误，他应该在创造世界之前想得周到一点。
有一天，当他躺在草地上沉思，有只鸟飞过去，同时有母牛在他的旁边吃草。
“看，” 他自言自语：“这又是自然的一个错误！母牛对人类非常有用，却必须在路上拖着走，而小鸟对人类根本没有什么用，却能够在天上飞，来去自如!”
就在那时候，上方有一只鸟大便在他头上。
凡事自有天意，上天的安排都有他的智慧，或许你现在无法明白，但请相信任何发生在你身上的事，都是最好的安排。
有个人躺在南瓜田中一棵高大的橡树下，思索着造物主的智慧。他喃喃自语道：“大家都认为，大自然的每个创造物背后都隐藏着智慧；但是在这片南瓜田中，我看得非常清楚，却没有发现其中有任何智慧。橡树有一根粗状雄伟的树干，可笑的是，结的果实是如此地小；再看南瓜这种植物，枝干那么小，结的果实却是那么硕大。造物主在这世上可能搞错了。”
当他正在思索这件事，陷入半梦半醒之际，忽然一阵风从巨大的橡树顶上吹落一颗橡栗，橡栗正好落在他的鼻子上。那个人揉揉疼痛的鼻子，突然领悟了，他大叫道：“现在，我了解造物主的智慧了。”
~文章：吃第九个包子就好 ~
书名：一笑天下无难事
作者：何权峰
~ 或许你现在无法明白，但请相信任何发生的事，都是最好的安排。
有一个哲学家想要改变世界，他认为上帝犯了很多错误，他应该在创造世界之前想得周到一点。
有一天，当他躺在草地上沉思，有只鸟飞过去，同时有母牛在他的旁边吃草。
“看，” 他自言自语：“这又是自然的一个错误！母牛对人类非常有用，却必须在路上拖着走，而小鸟对人类根本没有什么用，却能够在天上飞，来去自如!”
就在那时候，上方有一只鸟大便在他头上。
凡事自有天意，上天的安排都有他的智慧，或许你现在无法明白，但请相信任何发生在你身上的事，都是最好的安排。
有个人躺在南瓜田中一棵高大的橡树下，思索着造物主的智慧。他喃喃自语道：“大家都认为，大自然的每个创造物背后都隐藏着智慧；但是在这片南瓜田中，我看得非常清楚，却没有发现其中有任何智慧。橡树有一根粗状雄伟的树干，可笑的是，结的果实是如此地小；再看南瓜这种植物，枝干那么小，结的果实却是那么硕大。造物主在这世上可能搞错了。”
当他正在思索这件事，陷入半梦半醒之际，忽然一阵风从巨大的橡树顶上吹落一颗橡栗，橡栗正好落在他的鼻子上。那个人揉揉疼痛的鼻子，突然领悟了，他大叫道：“现在，我了解造物主的智慧了。”
[[ End of Chapter // 文章：造物主的智慧 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
书名：一笑天下无难事
作者：何权峰
~ 没有前面的迷失，就没有后面的觉悟。
有个乞丐，饿了多日，遇到一个好心人，送了他一笼热腾腾的包子。
他拿起包子就狼吞虎咽地拼命吃。由于饿了很多天，而包子的味道又是那么香，他一直吃到第九个包子，才觉得心满意足。
终于他抹了嘴，看到所剩不多的包子，心中觉得很懊恼：“早知道我只要吃第九个包子就好了，还可以省下八个呢！”
“早知道。。。我就。。。”当事情发生了，我们总习惯这么说。我们常会后悔过去自己做了某个决定，这种想法开始就是个错误。
因为当你说“早知道”的时候，就表示你之前并不知道，对吗？既然不知道，你能怎么样？你能对一件根本不知道的事怎么样？
事实上，没有前面的迷失，就没有后面的觉悟；没有前面的失败，就没有后面的成功；没有前面的包子，就没有后面的饱足。
所以，前面那“八个包子”是不可少的，因为“早知道”那时并“没吃到”，你怎么可能“没有吃”就饱呢？
~Ms Teo, I Hate You ~
书名：一笑天下无难事
作者：何权峰
~ 没有前面的迷失，就没有后面的觉悟。
有个乞丐，饿了多日，遇到一个好心人，送了他一笼热腾腾的包子。
他拿起包子就狼吞虎咽地拼命吃。由于饿了很多天，而包子的味道又是那么香，他一直吃到第九个包子，才觉得心满意足。
终于他抹了嘴，看到所剩不多的包子，心中觉得很懊恼：“早知道我只要吃第九个包子就好了，还可以省下八个呢！”
“早知道。。。我就。。。”当事情发生了，我们总习惯这么说。我们常会后悔过去自己做了某个决定，这种想法开始就是个错误。
因为当你说“早知道”的时候，就表示你之前并不知道，对吗？既然不知道，你能怎么样？你能对一件根本不知道的事怎么样？
事实上，没有前面的迷失，就没有后面的觉悟；没有前面的失败，就没有后面的成功；没有前面的包子，就没有后面的饱足。
所以，前面那“八个包子”是不可少的，因为“早知道”那时并“没吃到”，你怎么可能“没有吃”就饱呢？
[[ End of Chapter // 文章：吃第九个包子就好 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Thursday, May 15, 2008
i think im tryin too hard to stay normal. but it juz doesnt help.. i still wept eventually when i plugged in my earfones and retreat into my own world, as wat i thot so. weepin in front of de pc is a terrible helpless feelin.. de cold monitor cant console me.
i never expect myself to stay so calm & act like nothin happened when de news released, i never never expected tat. nobody died, dun let ur thots run wild.
i was in a clear state of mind, anxious to find out wat actually happened.. de full story and reason behind it. i simply cant believe wat de truth has laid.. when tomorrow comes, we all learnt that wat had happened is not a dream/nitemare, but a reality.
despite de fact tat all of us noe tat tis day will come 1 fine day and we at times do find it unbearable to tolerate, but we are afterall humans with flesh and blood.. so we merely complain & u noe.. MORE COMPLAINS. but tat doesnt spell hatred. so now i realize.. i do care.. even though it may seems like i dun.
i left with a name for myself; you left with none.
partial tears go to myself.
i seriously hate myself for not havin a drivin license.
i hate myself for not bein able to stay longer, to tide over tis sad period..
i hate myself for not bein able to help, not in de near future soon..
i hate de me who seems to be standin outside de circle watchin evthin happen, heart shattered at every scene; helplessly watchin evthin happen. i wish i can reach in to provide an additional source of light.. i noe im needed but i cant do anythin.
i tried to think of ways, to wrk out a nice 1 hopefully for me and my coy.. but nth seems to wrk.. coz im limited.. i cant possibly give up my new job.. i cant delay my day of wrk coz i tried.. b4 signing de appt letter, i actually requested them for me to serve 2 mths' notice but they refused.. and i signed de letter still.
im always feelin helpless..
I FUCKIN HELL HATE MYSELF NOW..
~happy mother's day ~
i think im tryin too hard to stay normal. but it juz doesnt help.. i still wept eventually when i plugged in my earfones and retreat into my own world, as wat i thot so. weepin in front of de pc is a terrible helpless feelin.. de cold monitor cant console me.
i never expect myself to stay so calm & act like nothin happened when de news released, i never never expected tat. nobody died, dun let ur thots run wild.
i was in a clear state of mind, anxious to find out wat actually happened.. de full story and reason behind it. i simply cant believe wat de truth has laid.. when tomorrow comes, we all learnt that wat had happened is not a dream/nitemare, but a reality.
despite de fact tat all of us noe tat tis day will come 1 fine day and we at times do find it unbearable to tolerate, but we are afterall humans with flesh and blood.. so we merely complain & u noe.. MORE COMPLAINS. but tat doesnt spell hatred. so now i realize.. i do care.. even though it may seems like i dun.
i left with a name for myself; you left with none.
partial tears go to myself.
i seriously hate myself for not havin a drivin license.
i hate myself for not bein able to stay longer, to tide over tis sad period..
i hate myself for not bein able to help, not in de near future soon..
i hate de me who seems to be standin outside de circle watchin evthin happen, heart shattered at every scene; helplessly watchin evthin happen. i wish i can reach in to provide an additional source of light.. i noe im needed but i cant do anythin.
i tried to think of ways, to wrk out a nice 1 hopefully for me and my coy.. but nth seems to wrk.. coz im limited.. i cant possibly give up my new job.. i cant delay my day of wrk coz i tried.. b4 signing de appt letter, i actually requested them for me to serve 2 mths' notice but they refused.. and i signed de letter still.
im always feelin helpless..
I FUCKIN HELL HATE MYSELF NOW..
[[ End of Chapter // Ms Teo, I Hate You ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, May 10, 2008
had a family dinner juz now w/ my aunts & grandmas as usual..
tis yr is abit diff coz we actually stepped into PAP's organized activity, so is liked we had our dinner under those tents w/ a getai rite in front.. got lucky draw and we won ourselves de 2nd prize and 7th prize - Hyundai Toaster Oven & Hyundai Home Theatre System. dun wah~~ de home theatre system is not those exp kind la.. *lolZ*
tis yr turned out abit special coz i juz haf tis thot of gettin flower for de mothers.
bein MY mother, she got 3 stalks of carnations.. haha!
while my aunts and 2 grandmas had 1 stalk each.. photo not reli well taken coz hmm.. im not good with flowers.. haha!
not forgettin another 2 young aunts of mine who juz got married in not long ago and thus, yet to become mothers.. so i got them daisies instead.. honestly i prefer daisies to carnation.. de petals of carnation seem like a bundle of tissue..
had a family dinner juz now w/ my aunts & grandmas as usual..
tis yr is abit diff coz we actually stepped into PAP's organized activity, so is liked we had our dinner under those tents w/ a getai rite in front.. got lucky draw and we won ourselves de 2nd prize and 7th prize - Hyundai Toaster Oven & Hyundai Home Theatre System. dun wah~~ de home theatre system is not those exp kind la.. *lolZ*
tis yr turned out abit special coz i juz haf tis thot of gettin flower for de mothers.
bein MY mother, she got 3 stalks of carnations.. haha!
while my aunts and 2 grandmas had 1 stalk each.. photo not reli well taken coz hmm.. im not good with flowers.. haha!
not forgettin another 2 young aunts of mine who juz got married in not long ago and thus, yet to become mothers.. so i got them daisies instead.. honestly i prefer daisies to carnation.. de petals of carnation seem like a bundle of tissue..
tryin to be artistic w/ de flowers and verryn..
lastly, let's welcome our representative - baby verryn..
wishin all mothers a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
P/S: fyi.. photos are taken w/ my new hp - LG viewty.. clear hor? *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // happy mother's day ]]