witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ 联想起你 ~
Date Stamp:
Thursday, October 25, 2007
并着肩，我们一起走。
后来分开也不为所意。
心里多痛多伤，我也说好要祝福，要痊愈。
曾经的谈笑风声、
曾经的倾诉、曾经的昵称；
曾经的曾经，我们化为乌有，我们再也没提起。
现在的路，还是一个人。
只是各自心里有了另一个人。
我们都在寻找安慰，
因为这又是一场学习忘记的过程。
你心里的那个她，
知道你对她念念不忘吗？
我心里的那个他，
是否有想起我？
当我们各自在放弃的道路上，
又会有谁与我们擦身而过？
~very very very upset ~
并着肩，我们一起走。
后来分开也不为所意。
心里多痛多伤，我也说好要祝福，要痊愈。
曾经的谈笑风声、
曾经的倾诉、曾经的昵称；
曾经的曾经，我们化为乌有，我们再也没提起。
现在的路，还是一个人。
只是各自心里有了另一个人。
我们都在寻找安慰，
因为这又是一场学习忘记的过程。
你心里的那个她，
知道你对她念念不忘吗？
我心里的那个他，
是否有想起我？
当我们各自在放弃的道路上，
又会有谁与我们擦身而过？
[[ End of Chapter // 联想起你 ]]
~
Date Stamp:
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
i cldnt control my tears when on de way to work today.
de black baby bunny died after 1 mth 6 days.
i cldnt help but feel very guilty. coz the day before, i had juz given off de white baby bunny to my colleague. i wonder did de blackie die coz of loneliness?
kristy said maybe it wasnt fed enuff since it was stayin w/ parents. de parents practically snatched and finished all de food whenever we fed them. kristy said maybe de big rain in de noon drenched her and so, she died. ah ping also said tat.. but de prob is.. WHY DIDNT WE MANAGE TO DETECT TAT ABNORMALITY IN BLACKIE?
i blame myself. very badly.
yest nite, i was feeding them with the milk verryn didnt drink.. i put it into their water btls and de parents were drinkin happily. i was of coz, very elated. then blackie juz sat there and allowed the milk to drip on its head. i thot maybe de btl was too high for it to reach, so i lowered it and held with my hand instead. but it wasnt drinking. then not long after, i found it in de middle of de cage, eyesclosed.
i thot it was too tired, since is already midnite. i almost wanted to snap a pic of its adorable look. a round ball of black fur sitting, fat and cute! but i didnt. and i seriously got no idea tat it actually died. im such a loser. i thot it was sleeping!!
we got a big cage, ready to put it in and begin a new life at jiamin’s hse. but it was a day too late.
if we had taken de cage back a day earlier, none of tis would happen.
if i had given de white one to my colleague a day later, none of tis would happen.
if i had realized tat it was feelin unwell, none of tis would happen.
if i dare to touch on rabbits, then i wld haf carried and fed it with milk, then perhaps none of all these would happen.
why didnt someone close de window?
why didnt we realize anythin?
why didnt i see and detect tat it was dyin?
i feel so goddamn guilty~ to think tat i was de 1st pax to witness its death.. :~(
~原来失去是那么简单 ~
i cldnt control my tears when on de way to work today.
de black baby bunny died after 1 mth 6 days.
i cldnt help but feel very guilty. coz the day before, i had juz given off de white baby bunny to my colleague. i wonder did de blackie die coz of loneliness?
kristy said maybe it wasnt fed enuff since it was stayin w/ parents. de parents practically snatched and finished all de food whenever we fed them. kristy said maybe de big rain in de noon drenched her and so, she died. ah ping also said tat.. but de prob is.. WHY DIDNT WE MANAGE TO DETECT TAT ABNORMALITY IN BLACKIE?
i blame myself. very badly.
yest nite, i was feeding them with the milk verryn didnt drink.. i put it into their water btls and de parents were drinkin happily. i was of coz, very elated. then blackie juz sat there and allowed the milk to drip on its head. i thot maybe de btl was too high for it to reach, so i lowered it and held with my hand instead. but it wasnt drinking. then not long after, i found it in de middle of de cage, eyesclosed.
i thot it was too tired, since is already midnite. i almost wanted to snap a pic of its adorable look. a round ball of black fur sitting, fat and cute! but i didnt. and i seriously got no idea tat it actually died. im such a loser. i thot it was sleeping!!
we got a big cage, ready to put it in and begin a new life at jiamin’s hse. but it was a day too late.
if we had taken de cage back a day earlier, none of tis would happen.
if i had given de white one to my colleague a day later, none of tis would happen.
if i had realized tat it was feelin unwell, none of tis would happen.
if i dare to touch on rabbits, then i wld haf carried and fed it with milk, then perhaps none of all these would happen.
why didnt someone close de window?
why didnt we realize anythin?
why didnt i see and detect tat it was dyin?
i feel so goddamn guilty~ to think tat i was de 1st pax to witness its death.. :~(
[[ End of Chapter // very very very upset ]]
~
Date Stamp:
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
昨天看了《破茧而出》；看到Xi Cun死在XiaoQian怀里，然后Wan Rou自杀在OuYang面前，歌词的一段 “原来失去是那么简单”就一直盘旋在我脑海里。
失去，真的很简单。或许我们被失去后的痛与悲蒙瞎了吧；所以，我们忘了从中学习。
不。我不是在说那种“节哀顺便”的失去。
感触很深，只因为人生里，我们自小就开始失去。
小时候，失去玩具。
慢慢长大时，我们失去的不仅是玩具。
你所能想的，我们都有可能会失去；朋友、同事、同学、至亲、自由、时间、正义、人格。。
失去，不是因为他们入土；只是大家少联络、没话题，自然而然就疏远。
又或者是多心、有误会等，不疏远都难。
失去，不是因为环境污染了你；而是你所追求的，大不如从，因而改变了。
又或者是你害怕受伤等、因而改变了。
一个举动、一个想法、一个理念。。都有可能是失去的源头。
失去你，是很早的事。
突然间，就成了过去，就变成了失去。
是不是很轻而易举? 是不是来不及反应?
这样的失去，没办法挽回。
~Sofra @ Shaw Tower ~
昨天看了《破茧而出》；看到Xi Cun死在XiaoQian怀里，然后Wan Rou自杀在OuYang面前，歌词的一段 “原来失去是那么简单”就一直盘旋在我脑海里。
失去，真的很简单。或许我们被失去后的痛与悲蒙瞎了吧；所以，我们忘了从中学习。
不。我不是在说那种“节哀顺便”的失去。
感触很深，只因为人生里，我们自小就开始失去。
小时候，失去玩具。
慢慢长大时，我们失去的不仅是玩具。
你所能想的，我们都有可能会失去；朋友、同事、同学、至亲、自由、时间、正义、人格。。
失去，不是因为他们入土；只是大家少联络、没话题，自然而然就疏远。
又或者是多心、有误会等，不疏远都难。
失去，不是因为环境污染了你；而是你所追求的，大不如从，因而改变了。
又或者是你害怕受伤等、因而改变了。
一个举动、一个想法、一个理念。。都有可能是失去的源头。
失去你，是很早的事。
突然间，就成了过去，就变成了失去。
是不是很轻而易举? 是不是来不及反应?
这样的失去，没办法挽回。
[[ End of Chapter // 原来失去是那么简单 ]]
~
Date Stamp:
Monday, October 08, 2007
Shaw Tower is not de one whereby Lido is in..
ok, at least i got de wrong impression when i heard "shaw tower".. a very ulu bldg situated in a v ulu place.. and Sofra is serving turkish food..
notice tat i didnt sound real excited?
coz de food wasnt to my likin.. haha! and de portion i ordered WAS SO SMALL.. *hmpff*
basically, as wat jw said.. u hafta survive on their bread to make it a FULL meal. and sadly, i dun find their breads nice.. King said, dun bring ur middle-east frenz here.. coz wat they serve is FAR frm turkish food. de rice tat Princess had is so oily i think de oil was floatin in my mouth for quite sometimes.. *shake head*
de most special dessert was de one at top left corner. red bean + barley + nuts.. how special~ *lolZ* bein a safe player tis time, i ordered de rice puddin.. and juz as i expected, de dessert i had is safe to consume. *lolZ* Princess' dessert is too sweet la.. de sugar is liked.. gushin inside my mouth w/ every bit.. (Princess ahh~~ why de food u order is either too oily or too sweet?? *lolZ*)
despite havin a very last-min arrangement & make us worried till de last min as to whether de meetin is confirmed anot, our organizer still gets a gift~ let's see wat de stitch can do..
a torch light~! w/ stitch face~ *lolZ* Elmer is elated, i muz say..
and de pax who is authorised to acceptin gifts is our Queen, whose bday is over for almost a week. hahaa! nonetheless, happy birthday!
well.. we were alrdy at desperate ends.. though all 3 of us noe tat she is not gng to like tis dress.. her reaction proves us rite.. *lolZ* and Fairy, de other official khaki who got her gifts rather early, turn up after dinner.. so no shots taken~
"Idiot~ nxt time u beta organize properly. if not, u are gng to get it frm me.. see my sword anot~!"
"DUN lidat treat my beloved~!" So jw swallowed de sword in order to prevent Witch from killin his beloved Elmer. *kakaka*
Shaw Tower is not de one whereby Lido is in..
ok, at least i got de wrong impression when i heard "shaw tower".. a very ulu bldg situated in a v ulu place.. and Sofra is serving turkish food..
notice tat i didnt sound real excited?
coz de food wasnt to my likin.. haha! and de portion i ordered WAS SO SMALL.. *hmpff*
basically, as wat jw said.. u hafta survive on their bread to make it a FULL meal. and sadly, i dun find their breads nice.. King said, dun bring ur middle-east frenz here.. coz wat they serve is FAR frm turkish food. de rice tat Princess had is so oily i think de oil was floatin in my mouth for quite sometimes.. *shake head*
de most special dessert was de one at top left corner. red bean + barley + nuts.. how special~ *lolZ* bein a safe player tis time, i ordered de rice puddin.. and juz as i expected, de dessert i had is safe to consume. *lolZ* Princess' dessert is too sweet la.. de sugar is liked.. gushin inside my mouth w/ every bit.. (Princess ahh~~ why de food u order is either too oily or too sweet?? *lolZ*)
despite havin a very last-min arrangement & make us worried till de last min as to whether de meetin is confirmed anot, our organizer still gets a gift~ let's see wat de stitch can do..
a torch light~! w/ stitch face~ *lolZ* Elmer is elated, i muz say..
and de pax who is authorised to acceptin gifts is our Queen, whose bday is over for almost a week. hahaa! nonetheless, happy birthday!
well.. we were alrdy at desperate ends.. though all 3 of us noe tat she is not gng to like tis dress.. her reaction proves us rite.. *lolZ* and Fairy, de other official khaki who got her gifts rather early, turn up after dinner.. so no shots taken~
"Idiot~ nxt time u beta organize properly. if not, u are gng to get it frm me.. see my sword anot~!"
"DUN lidat treat my beloved~!" So jw swallowed de sword in order to prevent Witch from killin his beloved Elmer. *kakaka*a grp pic.. im still holdin onto my sword.. hmm.. jw swallowed de wrong sword.. *kakakaa*
RESIDENT EVIL SUX..
never in my life did i find it so tirin to watch a movie.. cover my ears and close my eyes~ wazz left to see?? *faintz*
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