witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ 东西不见了 ~
Date Stamp:
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
每天一早醒来，都会觉得昨天是个梦[噩梦也好，美梦也罢]，甚至忘了昨天，重新来过。
只是对于昨天，我还是很耿耿于怀。。
昨天，泪水催眠了我入睡。。
我自言自语地哭诉了一大堆，在昏睡前，我感觉到自己的嘴都还没停下来。
哭泣是因为，心里的那份无奈已不是我能招架的。
哭泣是因为，很珍惜的东西送到你手里，却发现你没收到。
哭泣是因为，现在我根本不知道东西在哪里。。
哭泣是因为，我的在乎突现了你的冷漠。
不想说你不在乎。。因为这样的判断对你很不公平。
东西不见了，又没有半点头绪该怎么找的感觉。。是不知所措。。
好像心失去了感觉；没有听觉，没有知觉，连东西吃起来都没味道。。
忘了怎么说话，忘了怎么笑；忘了世界原来还在转动着。
现在，不单单是东西不见了。。
我也不见了。。
希望不见了，感觉不见了，一切一切都不见了。。
我会让它们都不见。。
只是。。今天的巫婆，还是伤心的。。
~Indulgz Bistro @ Bugis ~
每天一早醒来，都会觉得昨天是个梦[噩梦也好，美梦也罢]，甚至忘了昨天，重新来过。
只是对于昨天，我还是很耿耿于怀。。
昨天，泪水催眠了我入睡。。
我自言自语地哭诉了一大堆，在昏睡前，我感觉到自己的嘴都还没停下来。
哭泣是因为，心里的那份无奈已不是我能招架的。
哭泣是因为，很珍惜的东西送到你手里，却发现你没收到。
哭泣是因为，现在我根本不知道东西在哪里。。
哭泣是因为，我的在乎突现了你的冷漠。
不想说你不在乎。。因为这样的判断对你很不公平。
东西不见了，又没有半点头绪该怎么找的感觉。。是不知所措。。
好像心失去了感觉；没有听觉，没有知觉，连东西吃起来都没味道。。
忘了怎么说话，忘了怎么笑；忘了世界原来还在转动着。
现在，不单单是东西不见了。。
我也不见了。。
希望不见了，感觉不见了，一切一切都不见了。。
我会让它们都不见。。
只是。。今天的巫婆，还是伤心的。。
[[ End of Chapter // 东西不见了 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Sunday, May 27, 2007
i wonder if it reli become a trademark for me to shoot their menu instead of entrance. haha!
nonetheless, u may like to see their content here.
their varieties are considered few.. and ya, lene highlighted de pt tat it is considered sth liked fine dining.. so i realize.. de meaning of fine dining means pay more eat less~ *lolZ* but anyway, their prices not reli extortin la.. so ermm.. no comments~ :\
when we stepped in at ard 630pm, a couple was abt to leave. so we anticipated tat we were too early, thus de lack in customers. BUT when we left at ard 850pm, de whole restaurant was still vacant~!! maybe we are juz not bringin luck to de restaurant huhz.. maybe coz of its poor location - Tan Quee Lan Street, maybe.. i bother not. but jiawei said when he passed by de other day, it was rather packed~ so ermm.. no comments~ :/
^^ i quite like de lamps though. hehe!
lene can only take warm water now~ wahahaha! anyway, de cup is rather big for de teapot, which is liked.. NOT CUTE~ *faintZ & pick herself up*
^^ nice chocz proudly sponsored by the photographer~~
^^ photographer wonders wazz wrong w/ jiawei who simply refused to show his face~
and photographer contd to wonder WHY~~~!!
anyway, tat drink is a root beer~!! so not-innovative of him to order tat!! *lolZ*
i like de caramel coatin~ looks so delicious to me.. keke!
did anyone realize tat our dear princess had snipped off her long curls?
i ordered strawberry yoghurt smoothie as well.. which is ermm.. i cannot say i got no comments ahh!! gd gracious i dunno why but it tastes more like banana smoothie to me!! and puttin into de fact tat i dun like bananas (coz i feel tat de smell of banana is reli awful), i feel so compulsed to finish up de drink.. SAD~
de triangular cheese. INSIDE ALL CHEESE~ *lolZ* taste beta w/o de berry sauce.. juz look at de cheese~
fried mushrooms.. v juicy wor.. and de garlic mayo is nice.. hehe! but my loyalty for manhattan fish mkt - fried country mushrooms remain~ :p
fried pieces of chicken thighs.. normal dish but when compared w/ de 2 as above, jiawei actually think tis taste gd~! :S
^^ mushroom soup
^^ onion soup w/ a piece of bread in de middle..
^^ casear salad~
lene & xiujun had tis butterfish thingy which is NICE~!! coz de fish melts in ur mouth, de mango cubes melt too! and de mashed potato taste so GOOD!!
~你的电话 ~
i wonder if it reli become a trademark for me to shoot their menu instead of entrance. haha!
nonetheless, u may like to see their content here.
their varieties are considered few.. and ya, lene highlighted de pt tat it is considered sth liked fine dining.. so i realize.. de meaning of fine dining means pay more eat less~ *lolZ* but anyway, their prices not reli extortin la.. so ermm.. no comments~ :\
when we stepped in at ard 630pm, a couple was abt to leave. so we anticipated tat we were too early, thus de lack in customers. BUT when we left at ard 850pm, de whole restaurant was still vacant~!! maybe we are juz not bringin luck to de restaurant huhz.. maybe coz of its poor location - Tan Quee Lan Street, maybe.. i bother not. but jiawei said when he passed by de other day, it was rather packed~ so ermm.. no comments~ :/
^^ i quite like de lamps though. hehe!
lene can only take warm water now~ wahahaha! anyway, de cup is rather big for de teapot, which is liked.. NOT CUTE~ *faintZ & pick herself up*
^^ nice chocz proudly sponsored by the photographer~~
^^ photographer wonders wazz wrong w/ jiawei who simply refused to show his face~
and photographer contd to wonder WHY~~~!!
anyway, tat drink is a root beer~!! so not-innovative of him to order tat!! *lolZ*
i like de caramel coatin~ looks so delicious to me.. keke!
did anyone realize tat our dear princess had snipped off her long curls?
i ordered strawberry yoghurt smoothie as well.. which is ermm.. i cannot say i got no comments ahh!! gd gracious i dunno why but it tastes more like banana smoothie to me!! and puttin into de fact tat i dun like bananas (coz i feel tat de smell of banana is reli awful), i feel so compulsed to finish up de drink.. SAD~
de triangular cheese. INSIDE ALL CHEESE~ *lolZ* taste beta w/o de berry sauce.. juz look at de cheese~
fried mushrooms.. v juicy wor.. and de garlic mayo is nice.. hehe! but my loyalty for manhattan fish mkt - fried country mushrooms remain~ :p
fried pieces of chicken thighs.. normal dish but when compared w/ de 2 as above, jiawei actually think tis taste gd~! :S
^^ mushroom soup
^^ onion soup w/ a piece of bread in de middle..
^^ casear salad~
lene & xiujun had tis butterfish thingy which is NICE~!! coz de fish melts in ur mouth, de mango cubes melt too! and de mashed potato taste so GOOD!!
elmer's portobello.. which is a v small portion.. but it tastes pretty nice too.. wazz left awful is my dish~!! :'(
MY milk pasta carbonara. can u spot de egg yolk? is not milky nor cheesy.. rather plain.. i dun like :x
jiawei got de same but in double, as in double milk, double cheese, double yolks.. i can only see tat it is double yolks coz it doesnt taste alot cheesier than mine.
for me, it was rather disappointin~ so i wont consider it worth a second visit.. i was alrdy missin KFC in de midst of finishin my pasta.. but i soon got full after swallowin de cup of supposedly strawberry yoghurt smoothie.. *lolZ*
when it comes to ratin, lene and jiawei gave it a pass.. but i dun wana noe how many mks they gif la.. haha! coz is definitely not anywhere near mine~ elmer gave it a mere pass of maybe 6/10?
no comments, no comments.. WHERE HAF ALL DE GOOD FOOD GONE TO..??!!
Labels: Reviews
[[ End of Chapter // Indulgz Bistro @ Bugis ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, May 19, 2007
好像是梦。
是我健忘吗？
为什么一醒来，感觉很不真实？仿佛根本没这回事。
时间不能改写历史，所以。。都是真的。
我好像回到了从前，回到那时错过一切的我。
但是，理智的我清楚晓得错过就是错过；心里很想补救，却束手无策。
这是喜悦，这是感觉；就算短暂，也无所谓。
~stomach flu ~
好像是梦。
是我健忘吗？
为什么一醒来，感觉很不真实？仿佛根本没这回事。
时间不能改写历史，所以。。都是真的。
我好像回到了从前，回到那时错过一切的我。
但是，理智的我清楚晓得错过就是错过；心里很想补救，却束手无策。
这是喜悦，这是感觉；就算短暂，也无所谓。
[[ End of Chapter // 你的电话 ]]
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Date Stamp:
Thursday, May 17, 2007
tis sux.
i took a day leave yest coz i wana clear up those homewrk tat had been pilin up like no1's biz.. and guess wat? mama brought me to de sinseh early mornie coz i sprained my shoulder.. and in de end, i got myself stomach flu.. is a contagious virus passed onto me by WHOEVA~
when i reach home, i felt my feet so cold, so i lied on de bed, hopin to feel beta after ample rest.. then elynn, my colleague called and asked me for my pc password.
that's it!
after i hung up de fone, i felt so unwell tat de nxt moment i found myself vomitting profusely at de basin.. YUCKS!! i juz had de dark carrot cake for bfast.. so juz imagine how gross they looked.. :S
i went back to bed and rested.. so at ard 2pm, i felt beta and got up to touch on my homework.. trust me, i was feelin quite ok except tat i cant eat anythin then. even when my mama was cookin dinner and how nice those aroma can get, i juz feel like vomittin once again.
so i went to take a 2nd rest. tazz when i feel my body temperature risin up under de blanket.
after an hr or 2 (im not sure, i was quite concussed).. grandma dragged me to see a doc.
well, thinkin tat it was juz a fever, i attempted a few times to reject her kind intentions. but grandma won~! *lolZ* coz wat worries me de most is tat i did not eat anythin for de whole day.. ppl said when they extract wisdom tooth, they got no appetite to eat or they couldnt manage to eat those solid foods but i was perfectly ok. i juz nimbled those solid food into smaller pieces and throw into my mouth.
thinkin tat tis was only a fever, i cldnt figure out exactly why i even lose de appetite to eat anythin.. so i went to see de doc..
when i told de doc i vomitted, he appeared rather non-chalant. then i EMPHASIZED that when i vomit, is a BIG~ thing coz i rarely vomit since i recalled de last time i vomitted was liked more than 4years ago (most of de time when i feel de urge to vomit, i will SWALLOW back. wahahahah! yucks!!).
yeah.. is reli a BIG~ thing indeed.. STOMACH FLU~
doc prescribed me outta his own accord for an MC today and i was liked, "So u mean i cannot go work?"
"yeah, coz it is contagious and ur fever is still burning as high as 38.3 degress, is not advisable for u to go to wrk and spread de virus ard. if ur fever didnt subside, then u will hafta come back again for another day of mc."
WAHH~~ wat de hell.. normally when i visit doc, im de one who REQUESTS for an mc.. but now, i didnt want an MC and de doc is offerin me a free flow of mc.. (-_-")..
i wana go wrk la.. if not, wat will my boss think sia?
boss will most prolly said,"1st her eyes got probz, then her tooth.. now even her stomach gets a flu!! JUZ WAZZ NEXT??!!"
~I AM COMPLAINING ~
tis sux.
i took a day leave yest coz i wana clear up those homewrk tat had been pilin up like no1's biz.. and guess wat? mama brought me to de sinseh early mornie coz i sprained my shoulder.. and in de end, i got myself stomach flu.. is a contagious virus passed onto me by WHOEVA~
when i reach home, i felt my feet so cold, so i lied on de bed, hopin to feel beta after ample rest.. then elynn, my colleague called and asked me for my pc password.
that's it!
after i hung up de fone, i felt so unwell tat de nxt moment i found myself vomitting profusely at de basin.. YUCKS!! i juz had de dark carrot cake for bfast.. so juz imagine how gross they looked.. :S
i went back to bed and rested.. so at ard 2pm, i felt beta and got up to touch on my homework.. trust me, i was feelin quite ok except tat i cant eat anythin then. even when my mama was cookin dinner and how nice those aroma can get, i juz feel like vomittin once again.
so i went to take a 2nd rest. tazz when i feel my body temperature risin up under de blanket.
after an hr or 2 (im not sure, i was quite concussed).. grandma dragged me to see a doc.
well, thinkin tat it was juz a fever, i attempted a few times to reject her kind intentions. but grandma won~! *lolZ* coz wat worries me de most is tat i did not eat anythin for de whole day.. ppl said when they extract wisdom tooth, they got no appetite to eat or they couldnt manage to eat those solid foods but i was perfectly ok. i juz nimbled those solid food into smaller pieces and throw into my mouth.
thinkin tat tis was only a fever, i cldnt figure out exactly why i even lose de appetite to eat anythin.. so i went to see de doc..
when i told de doc i vomitted, he appeared rather non-chalant. then i EMPHASIZED that when i vomit, is a BIG~ thing coz i rarely vomit since i recalled de last time i vomitted was liked more than 4years ago (most of de time when i feel de urge to vomit, i will SWALLOW back. wahahahah! yucks!!).
yeah.. is reli a BIG~ thing indeed.. STOMACH FLU~
doc prescribed me outta his own accord for an MC today and i was liked, "So u mean i cannot go work?"
"yeah, coz it is contagious and ur fever is still burning as high as 38.3 degress, is not advisable for u to go to wrk and spread de virus ard. if ur fever didnt subside, then u will hafta come back again for another day of mc."
WAHH~~ wat de hell.. normally when i visit doc, im de one who REQUESTS for an mc.. but now, i didnt want an MC and de doc is offerin me a free flow of mc.. (-_-")..
i wana go wrk la.. if not, wat will my boss think sia?
boss will most prolly said,"1st her eyes got probz, then her tooth.. now even her stomach gets a flu!! JUZ WAZZ NEXT??!!"
[[ End of Chapter // stomach flu ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, May 12, 2007
so my da sao was tellin me tat blogger is facin some probs w/ their interface.. and i thot is their laptop havin some probz w/ de alignment.. now im havin probz w/ de keyboard.. coz i dun use their laptop once.. :S
im startin to get sick of my part time studies.. which i think is pretty bad, since i haf been lookin forward to it.. it simply sux la..
coz new environment, new ppl means u hafta start adaptin..
i haf probz adaptin.. v much to my amusement. guess im startin to act like a hard nut to crack.. all my frenz had got used to me, my styles, de way i throw BIG tantrums for no gd reason and my level of insanity at times. oh ya, by de way, i wana thz all my frenz for their high level of tolerance towards me.. haha! but now, in front of all my new frenz, i cant throw my temper.. i cant express my point of views across strongly, like i always do.. u noe, im de sort who is DAMN unreasonable and want ppl to follow wat i say.. ya~ tat kind lor..
but now, i hafta try to let them understand my pt of view and then bring it for discussion, to which i feel.. im bein compulsed to accept their pt of views. alrite, in fact takin in new ideas doesnt hurt.. de worst thing is we end up w/ so many different pt of views, i dunno if i shld stick to mine or take theirs. and de runner-up goes to ppl w/ no opinion of their own.. so u noe.. sometimes u nid juz tat extra vote to show to de world tat ur idea or whoeva idea is not tat bad and is generally accepted but ppl simply refuse to cast their votes..
SEE, IM COMPLAININ~ im havin probz w/ my interpersonal skills!! wat de hell is happenin to me???
then my wrk is another BIG headache to me.
MANAGEMENT said they want us to organize de folders properly and insert names into every folder.. which is very goddamn tedious.. AND I DUN HAF TAT KINDA TIME.
y.boss is dumpin so many manual applications to me like nobody's biz, leavin me to fend for myself.. and tazz excludin my daily ad-hoc duties and job scope, which include repeatin and explainin de same old shit to de same old idiotic clients. ALL TIS SUX la..
then my superior is gng for her maternity soon, which means i cant take my part time exam in PEACE.. which means most prolly i wont be able to score well.. or maybe i will juz flunk my studies.. coz most of de time, im still REQUIRED to go work.. not to say tat im indispensable but since my superior is gng for such long leaves, im definitely indispensable for tat period..
i dun wana neglect my frenz or abandon any of my planned activities coz of tis part time studies but now, it seem like im bein forced to place my priorities.. which i think.. im ermm.. havin difficultives..
im so fuckin tired~ to all tat i had complained as above, no offences to any1 ya..
im juz tired la.~~~
~Part Time Studies ~
so my da sao was tellin me tat blogger is facin some probs w/ their interface.. and i thot is their laptop havin some probz w/ de alignment.. now im havin probz w/ de keyboard.. coz i dun use their laptop once.. :S
im startin to get sick of my part time studies.. which i think is pretty bad, since i haf been lookin forward to it.. it simply sux la..
coz new environment, new ppl means u hafta start adaptin..
i haf probz adaptin.. v much to my amusement. guess im startin to act like a hard nut to crack.. all my frenz had got used to me, my styles, de way i throw BIG tantrums for no gd reason and my level of insanity at times. oh ya, by de way, i wana thz all my frenz for their high level of tolerance towards me.. haha! but now, in front of all my new frenz, i cant throw my temper.. i cant express my point of views across strongly, like i always do.. u noe, im de sort who is DAMN unreasonable and want ppl to follow wat i say.. ya~ tat kind lor..
but now, i hafta try to let them understand my pt of view and then bring it for discussion, to which i feel.. im bein compulsed to accept their pt of views. alrite, in fact takin in new ideas doesnt hurt.. de worst thing is we end up w/ so many different pt of views, i dunno if i shld stick to mine or take theirs. and de runner-up goes to ppl w/ no opinion of their own.. so u noe.. sometimes u nid juz tat extra vote to show to de world tat ur idea or whoeva idea is not tat bad and is generally accepted but ppl simply refuse to cast their votes..
SEE, IM COMPLAININ~ im havin probz w/ my interpersonal skills!! wat de hell is happenin to me???
then my wrk is another BIG headache to me.
MANAGEMENT said they want us to organize de folders properly and insert names into every folder.. which is very goddamn tedious.. AND I DUN HAF TAT KINDA TIME.
y.boss is dumpin so many manual applications to me like nobody's biz, leavin me to fend for myself.. and tazz excludin my daily ad-hoc duties and job scope, which include repeatin and explainin de same old shit to de same old idiotic clients. ALL TIS SUX la..
then my superior is gng for her maternity soon, which means i cant take my part time exam in PEACE.. which means most prolly i wont be able to score well.. or maybe i will juz flunk my studies.. coz most of de time, im still REQUIRED to go work.. not to say tat im indispensable but since my superior is gng for such long leaves, im definitely indispensable for tat period..
i dun wana neglect my frenz or abandon any of my planned activities coz of tis part time studies but now, it seem like im bein forced to place my priorities.. which i think.. im ermm.. havin difficultives..
im so fuckin tired~ to all tat i had complained as above, no offences to any1 ya..
im juz tired la.~~~
[[ End of Chapter // I AM COMPLAINING ]]
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Date Stamp:
Friday, May 04, 2007
Well, not that i wana complain here nor tryin to show de whole world how much i haf encountered in part time studies, coz afterall.. ppl takin p/t degree are definitely gng thru a harder time than i do..
there are juz some differences b/w p/t studies and when i was in poly.. and seriously, im not accustomed to it yet.
Age Gap
i was alrdy expectin de age gap to be there, so it doesnt matter.. and btw, my grp consist of 6 ppl (incldin me) and we had an average age of 25. how cool is tat? haha!
Free Time VS Studies Time
puttin it across plainly, we cant find a time which suit our schedules. even when we wana meet up for proj, de discussion takes such a long time.. even though i noe ev1 is bz and my proj mates are sincere in givin a share in de proj but still.. it makes me realize tat those days when i was in poly, we cld ezily meet durin brk times for discussion and stay back after school for MORE discussions. such a mere task sounds like mission impossible to me currently.
Concentration
i cant concentrate!! evday, i feel so deadbeat after wrk and still, i hafta go sch. thz God i dun nida rush since sch is pretty near me.. but then, at de rate tat im not concentratin.. i dun think i can attain my wish of scorin straight As.. haha!! juz kiddin~~ polytimes, i chose to sleep durin lectures but now, im tryin my best to keep my eyes open for school!!!
Befriendin Process
believe it anot, im reli quiet in class.. im alrdy tryin so hard to open my eyes, how noisy can i get?! and i dun socialize w/ my classmates. i haf only my proj mates.. whereas some of my proj mates are alrdy on par term w/ ppl in my class. im juz too tired to socialize and hmm.. i lose de interest of befrenzin new ppl.. *lolZ*
most of de time, im feelin tired.. but i dun wana neglect my frenz nor my activities durin tis p/t studies.
im strugglin to keep my brain wrkin and my eyelids up when typin tis entry..!!
there are still many differences but my mind had gone offwrk..
till then, bye~
P/S: how bad it is, i actually post tis to de chn section and then realize it after.. simi sai~~
Well, not that i wana complain here nor tryin to show de whole world how much i haf encountered in part time studies, coz afterall.. ppl takin p/t degree are definitely gng thru a harder time than i do..
there are juz some differences b/w p/t studies and when i was in poly.. and seriously, im not accustomed to it yet.
Age Gap
i was alrdy expectin de age gap to be there, so it doesnt matter.. and btw, my grp consist of 6 ppl (incldin me) and we had an average age of 25. how cool is tat? haha!
Free Time VS Studies Time
puttin it across plainly, we cant find a time which suit our schedules. even when we wana meet up for proj, de discussion takes such a long time.. even though i noe ev1 is bz and my proj mates are sincere in givin a share in de proj but still.. it makes me realize tat those days when i was in poly, we cld ezily meet durin brk times for discussion and stay back after school for MORE discussions. such a mere task sounds like mission impossible to me currently.
Concentration
i cant concentrate!! evday, i feel so deadbeat after wrk and still, i hafta go sch. thz God i dun nida rush since sch is pretty near me.. but then, at de rate tat im not concentratin.. i dun think i can attain my wish of scorin straight As.. haha!! juz kiddin~~ polytimes, i chose to sleep durin lectures but now, im tryin my best to keep my eyes open for school!!!
Befriendin Process
believe it anot, im reli quiet in class.. im alrdy tryin so hard to open my eyes, how noisy can i get?! and i dun socialize w/ my classmates. i haf only my proj mates.. whereas some of my proj mates are alrdy on par term w/ ppl in my class. im juz too tired to socialize and hmm.. i lose de interest of befrenzin new ppl.. *lolZ*
most of de time, im feelin tired.. but i dun wana neglect my frenz nor my activities durin tis p/t studies.
im strugglin to keep my brain wrkin and my eyelids up when typin tis entry..!!
there are still many differences but my mind had gone offwrk..
till then, bye~
P/S: how bad it is, i actually post tis to de chn section and then realize it after.. simi sai~~
[[ End of Chapter // Part Time Studies ]]