我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
Tis is gng to be a LONG entry.. de thot of it is enuff to make me stop typin.. haha! juz kiddin..
xmas means nth to me, and fyi, today is boxing day.. to which my frenz relates as "a day to open up all de boxes (presents) u had collected durin xmas". pretty innovative huhz~ geez~
nonetheless, i still take part in givin off presents & collecting them. hehe! here they goes..
i made only 11 of de above. get lene to snap for me, so tat i can blog it here.. my blood & sweat oK~~ only 11 luckiest ppl get to own them.. haha!
my 1st xmas present frm yoz-brother, chee boon. ahh.. brother, i spotted de series of Dark chocoz for After Eight. why nv buy tat 1?? hahaa! alrite, as quoted frm my brother, since his xmas present is priced so much higher than mine, i shldnt fuss anymore. *lolZ* anyway, i gave half of them to lene coz i think she deserves to share w/ me.. rite, Ms Postger? *lolZ*
Lene did these. Chocz muffin, in case ur eyesight fails u. there were 5 but i gave 1 each to my da-sao & mama to try. if anythin shld happen, it wont be me~!! haha! kiddin~ quite nice.. and of coz, de thot is wat tat matters de most.
Jiawei bought it for us on his trip to Hong Kong. there were 4 in a set - 1 old grandpa, 1 old granny, 1 newly wed & baby(wat u saw above), so juz nice 4 of us took 1 each.. though it wasnt meant as a xmas present but since is given durin xmas period, why not? i will juz take it as a xmas present. keke!
my dear yanting bought tis for me. hehe! it was rather exp, according to her. de nicest lookin chocz i had recd tis yr.
da-jie noel bought tis SK pendant for me. im wearin it now.. i wonder how did she noe tat i long to chg away my necklace? keke!
ah bu cheryl, bought tis very victoria lookin box for me. yuppie, i can keep my accessories inside. but i had juz sorted my accessories into a storage box.. so de 1st thot tat come to my mind is.. i will display it on my dressin table when i own a hse nxt time. keke!
ah pui melvin bought tis turtle for me. nono, they are not real kuma-kuma and tazz wat makes me pretty helpless at 1st. coz for all de things i like, whether is doraemon, hamtaro, andy lau, energy or kuma-kuma, i cant stand piracy. other than tat, im fine. haha! nonetheless, i will safekeep it at home coz well, melvin dunno tazz fake in de 1st place..
bei-gong lee lee got tis for me. nice chocz which reli melts into your mouth~!
xi-gong elynn bought dark chocoz for me. hehe! and there, rite on top, is a fancl lip gloss miniature. v compact and classy.. haha!
oh yeah~!! and i got tis towel durin our office exchg present. im juz so glad to get tis towel.. yaya, i nid towels.. haha!
and i feel so happy to recd my "zhen ai" ring today~!!
if u dun find de ring familiar, plz.. GO.. BANG.. DE.. WALL~!! tis is de ring in Wang Zi Bian Qing Hua.. de ring Dang-Oh gave to Ye Tian Yu.. haha! ya, i noe im bein childish here to get de item appearin in taiwan drama.. but well, i like tat show cannot ahh?
and so.. i wore de PERRFECT ring.. it fits perrrfectly~!! ahh.. where is my "zhen ai"? haha!
with tat ring in hand, im juz gng to believe in tat "fairytale".. oh well, if i dun, why do i bother to get tat ring? haha! MUAHAHAH!!
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it all seem pretty helpless when you look back at the good old times u once shared with your so-called buddies.
before i got myself aware, i realize i seem to have lost my long-time frenz.
i used to share my weals & woes w/ leti, huiling & leeli.. they were no doubts, de 1st to noe my plight in any matter irregardless of how bz we were.. i rem tat time when leti took a cab down juz to console me when i was feelin reli down. strollin side-by-side, it was indeed a heartfelt conversation. but now, i hardly voice out anythin abt myself when facin de 3 of them..
i used to hog on fone w/ my "buddy" many yrs ago and we do meet up occasionally. i always rem i have such a buddy until 1 fine day, i realize.. it all seem to be only memories left.
i used to haf god kors who dote on me, not alot but at least not so bad. they brought me to dinners, they accompanied me for a walk, they allow me to scream myself at them, they tell me abt their troubles, they were my gd kakis when it comes to debatin and throwin sarcasms. but now, i rarely receive a sms from them.
i used to haf fun-lovin ppl wrkin w/ me at sentosa. we wrked hard tgt, we joked tgt & standin by de bakery corner crappin & listenin to chris is 1 of de most common things we do. she was de pillar then. as i recalled how long i hvnt seen her & de rest, i realize de only mean tat connects us is de sms frm an unfeelin object by de name of HANDPHONE.
and lastly, i used to haf a "boss" who will msn with me till late hrs wheneva online, who will tell me problems, who will try ways and means to cheer me up if im not feelin gd, who will sms me when new things happen, who will make me believe for once tat we will always be good frenz that share each other stories in lives.. who.. had alrdy.. stopped contactin me as well..
it was inevitable for changes to take place, for frenzhip to turn bland..
we begin with our own lives, we decide for ourselves many plans, we meet new frenz, we start off another life.. there are juz too many things in our individual lives which makes me believe tat we are indeed livin for ourselves in tis case. and as we drop off frenz unknowingly durin tis period, we can hardly pick them back again after tat.. perhaps tazz not wat we want, but it juz seem to us tat evthin had belonged to past tense and we shld juz move ahead with life.
for frenzhip to wrk, de bond is impt. no matter how long we nv contact each other, how long we nv talk to each other, how long we nv meet up.. we juz hafta believe tat there is tis imaginary bond tat keeps us tgt.. coz tis is de bond tat when we believe, de frenzhip will always remain de same.. in our hearts.