witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
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KRISTY ~da sao
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JIAWEI ~poly
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FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
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since Mar 2005
[2011]
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Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ 是怎样？ ~
Date Stamp:
Saturday, September 30, 2006
在帮人家之前，有没有想过，人家有叫你帮吗？有希望你会帮吗？
我想我真的真得太活在自己的世界了。我真的真的从来没有想过，会有人不想得到人家的善意。或许，对别人而言，这并不是善意，而是多管闲事。
对我而言，有太多时候，我好希望有人会在我无助的时候，帮帮我。当然，我很感激那些帮我的朋友。我也清楚知道，不是每次都这么幸运。所以，我也会很希望可以帮我身边的朋友。我以为有些人不说，不是因为不想别人分担，而是因为不想麻烦人家。所以，我应该帮忙，好让他们知道我不嫌麻烦。当然，也有人我不想帮的啦。
我很矛盾。常常我分辨不出哪一个才是真正的我。当我觉得那是我时，身旁的人却说那不是，却说我在伪装。我没有。有时，我觉得我很坏，应该吧，我又不是天使。
难道，我的世界真的还处于小孩子的世界吗?
闷闷不乐的心情，刹间又找上了我。
不是因为以上所述的，我只是在转移思绪罢了。
昨天，我看见了一个貌似熟悉的脸。他和他真的长的满像的。和他说话时，就好像是在面对真正的他一样。但不是啊。。但想起他，感觉好差。当我发现，原来我们的工作地点这么近时，嗨。。 算了。
是怎样？！我是怎样？耍白痴~
~love is so heartbrkin.. ~
在帮人家之前，有没有想过，人家有叫你帮吗？有希望你会帮吗？
我想我真的真得太活在自己的世界了。我真的真的从来没有想过，会有人不想得到人家的善意。或许，对别人而言，这并不是善意，而是多管闲事。
对我而言，有太多时候，我好希望有人会在我无助的时候，帮帮我。当然，我很感激那些帮我的朋友。我也清楚知道，不是每次都这么幸运。所以，我也会很希望可以帮我身边的朋友。我以为有些人不说，不是因为不想别人分担，而是因为不想麻烦人家。所以，我应该帮忙，好让他们知道我不嫌麻烦。当然，也有人我不想帮的啦。
我很矛盾。常常我分辨不出哪一个才是真正的我。当我觉得那是我时，身旁的人却说那不是，却说我在伪装。我没有。有时，我觉得我很坏，应该吧，我又不是天使。
难道，我的世界真的还处于小孩子的世界吗?
闷闷不乐的心情，刹间又找上了我。
不是因为以上所述的，我只是在转移思绪罢了。
昨天，我看见了一个貌似熟悉的脸。他和他真的长的满像的。和他说话时，就好像是在面对真正的他一样。但不是啊。。但想起他，感觉好差。当我发现，原来我们的工作地点这么近时，嗨。。 算了。
是怎样？！我是怎样？耍白痴~
[[ End of Chapter // 是怎样？ ]]
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Date Stamp:
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
hey! dun juz look at de title & wonder ur mind off ya.. wat im gng to say is juz not related to wat u r thinkin.. haha!
had been watchin de 9pm chan 8 show.. starrin ivy lee, terence & thomas ong.. OH DAMN~!!
dun tell me ivy and thomas damn poor thing lor.. like each other but yet cant get together.. yes yes, and de leadin song is SO DAMN NICE~ but tazz not de main pt lor.. like each other but cant get together is coz of juz too many factors.. but terence likes ivy ahh~!! and is all willin to do anythin for her.. but she juz cant bring herself to accept him.. wah biangZ~ see his foreva sad face & de way ivy seem like playin him ard w/ her bloody confused feelings is makin me feel de heartache for him as well~!! fine, im biased can~? i like terence ALOT ALOT more than any local actors & definitely more than thomas. so dun tell me thomas is very poor thing.. haha! juz wat m i blabberin abt? is juz a show, somemore a local show!! lolz..
terence likes ivy but ivy dun like him = heartache
thomas & ivy like each other but still not together = heartache
HEADACHE lor~ de affairs of heart..
glad im not in tat circle.. wahahaha!!
~jUz t00 tired ~
hey! dun juz look at de title & wonder ur mind off ya.. wat im gng to say is juz not related to wat u r thinkin.. haha!
had been watchin de 9pm chan 8 show.. starrin ivy lee, terence & thomas ong.. OH DAMN~!!
dun tell me ivy and thomas damn poor thing lor.. like each other but yet cant get together.. yes yes, and de leadin song is SO DAMN NICE~ but tazz not de main pt lor.. like each other but cant get together is coz of juz too many factors.. but terence likes ivy ahh~!! and is all willin to do anythin for her.. but she juz cant bring herself to accept him.. wah biangZ~ see his foreva sad face & de way ivy seem like playin him ard w/ her bloody confused feelings is makin me feel de heartache for him as well~!! fine, im biased can~? i like terence ALOT ALOT more than any local actors & definitely more than thomas. so dun tell me thomas is very poor thing.. haha! juz wat m i blabberin abt? is juz a show, somemore a local show!! lolz..
terence likes ivy but ivy dun like him = heartache
thomas & ivy like each other but still not together = heartache
HEADACHE lor~ de affairs of heart..
glad im not in tat circle.. wahahaha!!
[[ End of Chapter // love is so heartbrkin.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Friday, September 22, 2006
i wana believe tat it's de lack of sleep tat cause me to throw tantrums. ev1 is unhappy w/ me for throwin tantrums over de MOST fuckin minor thing.. on 2nd thot, i wonder if it is my sight tat had been disturbin me since tis noon..
my left eye vision is gettin poorer now, i wonder why. izit coz my left eye din get enuff rest? tat explains why it has been under performin of late.. and de pain is comin back on and off, only de mucus din.. im glad de mucus din lor.. it looks terrible w/ mucus all de time.. but wat now? i think i seriously nid plenty of rest though i believe tat im leadin back to a normal life.. BUT M I?! or im juz forcin myself to go back to de normal life? other than less mucus, no eye medicatn.. i dun see de diff.. coz once again, my left eye had warned me abt de rest she nids. IN DE PROCESS OF RECOVERY~ ahh.. why de hell muz i assume she had recovered? im soOoo wrong.. she will go on strike if i contd to stay up so late.. fine fine.. guess i shld go rest soon.. make it b4 11pm, hopefully..
oh.. i had juz chg my hp on wed. though is not de fone i like but let's forgive myself coz tis hp can fit into my kuma kuma hp pouch~ LONG LIFE KUMA KUMA~
~wah biangZ ~
i wana believe tat it's de lack of sleep tat cause me to throw tantrums. ev1 is unhappy w/ me for throwin tantrums over de MOST fuckin minor thing.. on 2nd thot, i wonder if it is my sight tat had been disturbin me since tis noon..
my left eye vision is gettin poorer now, i wonder why. izit coz my left eye din get enuff rest? tat explains why it has been under performin of late.. and de pain is comin back on and off, only de mucus din.. im glad de mucus din lor.. it looks terrible w/ mucus all de time.. but wat now? i think i seriously nid plenty of rest though i believe tat im leadin back to a normal life.. BUT M I?! or im juz forcin myself to go back to de normal life? other than less mucus, no eye medicatn.. i dun see de diff.. coz once again, my left eye had warned me abt de rest she nids. IN DE PROCESS OF RECOVERY~ ahh.. why de hell muz i assume she had recovered? im soOoo wrong.. she will go on strike if i contd to stay up so late.. fine fine.. guess i shld go rest soon.. make it b4 11pm, hopefully..
oh.. i had juz chg my hp on wed. though is not de fone i like but let's forgive myself coz tis hp can fit into my kuma kuma hp pouch~ LONG LIFE KUMA KUMA~
[[ End of Chapter // jUz t00 tired ]]
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Date Stamp:
Thursday, September 07, 2006
time now 6:28am.. darn.. im so fully awake now. nono, not coz im so damn excited over my trip. tell me tat when i reached taipei.. haha! i woke up to go toilet & then i cant get to Zzz alrdy.. fell aZzz at 11pm+ lidat yest coz i was simply too tired.. and guess wat~!!??
i sprained my finger yest nite, de fourth 1 on my left.. yaya.. de WEDDIN finger~~ nxt time my husband wana wear de ring for me MUZ be extra careful le wor.. no bride sprains her finger on her BIG day de lor.. lolz..
dun ask me how i got it sprained, seriously no idea.. when i realized it was sprained, i got de shock myself too. so kor got me some medicine to eat. he said it was in de genes.. his fingers always swell & pain for no reason.. fine, another bad thing in my genes.. BUT WHY NOW? did i forget to instruct brain to tell genes tat im gng taipei?? alas..
then daddy said is a sprain while mama said is juz sth abt de nerves.. SO..
daddy becomes sinseh and rub medication oil on my finger.. after tat, mama put de salo plast.. those tat feel warm warm 1.. yaya~ each to their own prescription.. *faintZ* hopefully when i remove de salo plast later.. my finger is ok le.. *pray*
and how nice it is to noe ppl care~?
daddy is drivin me to de airport.. and mama told me she wana follow but coz daddy nida wrk, so she cant.. then she said her mama(which is my maternal grandma) & baobei said they wana see me off to de airport.. and then my paternal grandma actually gimme an angbao for GOOD luck.. haha! okok, no big deal abt sittin in planes & gng overseas w/ frenz but well, tis is my 1ST TIME, can? and hit lunar 7th mth.. (-_-").. then my 3rd aunt called and wished me bon voyage.. she asked if any1 is bringin me to de airport.. so maybe if no1 is bringin me to de airport, she will? lolz.. and my y.bro asked me to rem to capture de FEELIN of sittin in de plane, so tat i can relate to him when i come back.. more (-_-") lor.. lolz..
till then.. i will be back.. 5 days is TOO SHORT~ lolz..
~kuma kuma ~
time now 6:28am.. darn.. im so fully awake now. nono, not coz im so damn excited over my trip. tell me tat when i reached taipei.. haha! i woke up to go toilet & then i cant get to Zzz alrdy.. fell aZzz at 11pm+ lidat yest coz i was simply too tired.. and guess wat~!!??
i sprained my finger yest nite, de fourth 1 on my left.. yaya.. de WEDDIN finger~~ nxt time my husband wana wear de ring for me MUZ be extra careful le wor.. no bride sprains her finger on her BIG day de lor.. lolz..
dun ask me how i got it sprained, seriously no idea.. when i realized it was sprained, i got de shock myself too. so kor got me some medicine to eat. he said it was in de genes.. his fingers always swell & pain for no reason.. fine, another bad thing in my genes.. BUT WHY NOW? did i forget to instruct brain to tell genes tat im gng taipei?? alas..
then daddy said is a sprain while mama said is juz sth abt de nerves.. SO..
daddy becomes sinseh and rub medication oil on my finger.. after tat, mama put de salo plast.. those tat feel warm warm 1.. yaya~ each to their own prescription.. *faintZ* hopefully when i remove de salo plast later.. my finger is ok le.. *pray*
and how nice it is to noe ppl care~?
daddy is drivin me to de airport.. and mama told me she wana follow but coz daddy nida wrk, so she cant.. then she said her mama(which is my maternal grandma) & baobei said they wana see me off to de airport.. and then my paternal grandma actually gimme an angbao for GOOD luck.. haha! okok, no big deal abt sittin in planes & gng overseas w/ frenz but well, tis is my 1ST TIME, can? and hit lunar 7th mth.. (-_-").. then my 3rd aunt called and wished me bon voyage.. she asked if any1 is bringin me to de airport.. so maybe if no1 is bringin me to de airport, she will? lolz.. and my y.bro asked me to rem to capture de FEELIN of sittin in de plane, so tat i can relate to him when i come back.. more (-_-") lor.. lolz..
till then.. i will be back.. 5 days is TOO SHORT~ lolz..
[[ End of Chapter // wah biangZ ]]
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Date Stamp:
Sunday, September 03, 2006
yes yes~ they are MINE~!! wahahaha! i got them in de shop More than Words at cineleisure~~ duhz~~!! i haf been pinnin for de hp pouch, a slingbag & hp chains.. but i cant find de slingbag & hpchains at tat shop.. and i saw a damn BIG kuma kuma & his gf rite on top where they put BIG soft toys~!! arghz~! $109/- for one.. damn exp.. i cant bear to buy but i wld definitely love to hug it to sleep everynite~!!! haiz.. so i got myself a damn mini soft toy(de 1 on left) for me to bring it whereva i go.. haha! DAMN CHILDISH HOR~? but lookin at such a cute smiley turtle is definitely gng to brighten up any1's bad mood~
im still waitin for de slingbag.. and hopefully de hp chains.. seriously ahh.. i think i DARE to bring de slingbag out ehz.. despite de fact tat w/ my specs now, i look more like a jiejie/mother/teacher.. yaya.. juz some older generation LADY~ haha! I LIKE LEHZ~~ lolz..
~rain rain, go away ~
yes yes~ they are MINE~!! wahahaha! i got them in de shop More than Words at cineleisure~~ duhz~~!! i haf been pinnin for de hp pouch, a slingbag & hp chains.. but i cant find de slingbag & hpchains at tat shop.. and i saw a damn BIG kuma kuma & his gf rite on top where they put BIG soft toys~!! arghz~! $109/- for one.. damn exp.. i cant bear to buy but i wld definitely love to hug it to sleep everynite~!!! haiz.. so i got myself a damn mini soft toy(de 1 on left) for me to bring it whereva i go.. haha! DAMN CHILDISH HOR~? but lookin at such a cute smiley turtle is definitely gng to brighten up any1's bad mood~im still waitin for de slingbag.. and hopefully de hp chains.. seriously ahh.. i think i DARE to bring de slingbag out ehz.. despite de fact tat w/ my specs now, i look more like a jiejie/mother/teacher.. yaya.. juz some older generation LADY~ haha! I LIKE LEHZ~~ lolz..
[[ End of Chapter // kuma kuma ]]
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Date Stamp:
Friday, September 01, 2006
it had been rainin for de past 2 days.. finally im seein a glimpse of sun ray now.. tis is nice..
now i understand wat chee boon means when he said is gd tat taipei is in summer still, beta than rain.. i thot well, a lil rain will be gd.. but wat if it rains for 2 days when we are there? i simply cant imagine~ so pray tat de weather will be fine~!! keke!
and wazz nxt..? de result of 2 days heavy rain..
it had been rainin for de past 2 days.. finally im seein a glimpse of sun ray now.. tis is nice..
now i understand wat chee boon means when he said is gd tat taipei is in summer still, beta than rain.. i thot well, a lil rain will be gd.. but wat if it rains for 2 days when we are there? i simply cant imagine~ so pray tat de weather will be fine~!! keke!
and wazz nxt..? de result of 2 days heavy rain..
[[ End of Chapter // rain rain, go away ]]