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我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
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~ purposeful ME ~
Date Stamp:
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
bbq on saturday was fun. my y.bro reli had a bunch of funny & cute frenz.. we were at de pit beside them.. all my aunts were sayin, they cldnt find my y.bro, all same pattern de.. *lolZ*
it definitely feels gd to be so young.. alas, look at me.. so old alrdy.. duhzz..
tat aside.
i was wonderin..
how does it feel to be waitin for ur frenz to be online, waitin frm 10pm - 12midnite? of coz, is coz u got sth to get frm ur frenz.
disappointment when ur frenz din come online?
wat if u try to extend ur time a little later.. say 1230am or even later than tat?
double disappointment.
how abt 7 days in a straight rows?
7 times of dissappointment.
not forgettin tiredness, coz is 12midnite alrdy and u got wrk tml at 9am.
and de bestest thing? u din manage to get anythin frm ur frenz.
only empty tiredness tat comes frm "u deserve it. who asked u to wait?"
nopez, my frenz din say tat. i feel it tat way. tazz all.. my frenz repeated after me "too bad lor.." and told me im such a PURPOSEFUL pax.. *cold laugh*
so ya.. i realize, maybe i shld quit waitin, since tazz de response i get..
i shld juz forget it.. oh well well.. im juz kickin a big fuss over a no-big-deal thing.
~hmm yum yum ~
bbq on saturday was fun. my y.bro reli had a bunch of funny & cute frenz.. we were at de pit beside them.. all my aunts were sayin, they cldnt find my y.bro, all same pattern de.. *lolZ*
it definitely feels gd to be so young.. alas, look at me.. so old alrdy.. duhzz..
tat aside.
i was wonderin..
how does it feel to be waitin for ur frenz to be online, waitin frm 10pm - 12midnite? of coz, is coz u got sth to get frm ur frenz.
disappointment when ur frenz din come online?
wat if u try to extend ur time a little later.. say 1230am or even later than tat?
double disappointment.
how abt 7 days in a straight rows?
7 times of dissappointment.
not forgettin tiredness, coz is 12midnite alrdy and u got wrk tml at 9am.
and de bestest thing? u din manage to get anythin frm ur frenz.
only empty tiredness tat comes frm "u deserve it. who asked u to wait?"
nopez, my frenz din say tat. i feel it tat way. tazz all.. my frenz repeated after me "too bad lor.." and told me im such a PURPOSEFUL pax.. *cold laugh*
so ya.. i realize, maybe i shld quit waitin, since tazz de response i get..
i shld juz forget it.. oh well well.. im juz kickin a big fuss over a no-big-deal thing.
[[ End of Chapter // purposeful ME ]]
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Date Stamp:
Thursday, June 22, 2006
ahh.. been feelin v tired these few days.. im alrdy gettin hints frm my heavy eyelids now.. *lolZ*
finally.. i had a gd share of durians yest..
my kor said,"she had been wantin to eat durians since last wk. maybe pregnant alrdy.. haha!"
yes yes, pinnin for durians since last wk till im lookin like a giraffe tis wk. *lolZ*
so yea yea.. very happy when daddy agreed to bring me out to buy durians!! w00hoo~!!
spent $110/- for 6 durians.. daddy paid, coz im currently very 'dry'.. :p
but de durians were.. too sweet.. i thot my taste buds got probz but then.. my y.bro said de same.. so ya, conclusion is they are juz too sweet for me.. i like bitter durians. hahaha! im startin to wonder if i like any sweet things. coz even chocz, i prefer de dark 1.. hehe! so tis mornie, i went w/o bfast. coz i can still feel de durian in me.
and juz now~~ when i reached hm.. my kor said he is gonna fry a chicken.. omgZ~ my dinner + fried chicken. dinner was so fillin. *lolZ* while i was bz munchin de drumstix, dad asked me if i want orange juice. OH MY GOD~!! i felt so.. well well.. u noe de la.. haha! de warmth of family. geez~
~hmm.. frenz ~
ahh.. been feelin v tired these few days.. im alrdy gettin hints frm my heavy eyelids now.. *lolZ*
finally.. i had a gd share of durians yest..
my kor said,"she had been wantin to eat durians since last wk. maybe pregnant alrdy.. haha!"
yes yes, pinnin for durians since last wk till im lookin like a giraffe tis wk. *lolZ*
so yea yea.. very happy when daddy agreed to bring me out to buy durians!! w00hoo~!!
spent $110/- for 6 durians.. daddy paid, coz im currently very 'dry'.. :p
but de durians were.. too sweet.. i thot my taste buds got probz but then.. my y.bro said de same.. so ya, conclusion is they are juz too sweet for me.. i like bitter durians. hahaha! im startin to wonder if i like any sweet things. coz even chocz, i prefer de dark 1.. hehe! so tis mornie, i went w/o bfast. coz i can still feel de durian in me.
and juz now~~ when i reached hm.. my kor said he is gonna fry a chicken.. omgZ~ my dinner + fried chicken. dinner was so fillin. *lolZ* while i was bz munchin de drumstix, dad asked me if i want orange juice. OH MY GOD~!! i felt so.. well well.. u noe de la.. haha! de warmth of family. geez~
[[ End of Chapter // hmm yum yum ]]
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Date Stamp:
Friday, June 16, 2006
met 1 of my pri sch frenz on wed.. hmm.. it had been 10yrs since i last saw her. *lolZ*
aMaZin~ huhz.. to think tat i still get to meet her out after a decade.. sheer luck, i guess.
we tok, we crapped, we laughed.. surprisingly, i guess no1 wld haf thot tazz our 1st meetin. i had a few of reli gd frenz back then in pri sch, and im glad to realize tat time did not bring a distance to my frenzhip w/ them.. only thing is.. i miss out de time to bring tis frenzhip closer. ahh~ maybe tis is beta.. now i believe im in a beta position to handle frenzhip & a beta pax to befrenz w/.. *lolZ*
she is.. indeed.. much more mature than me.. alas~ when will i ever grow up? when i stop throwin tantrums when ppl refuse to give in to me? when will i stop shoppin for childish things and start replenishin my wardrobe? *faintZ*
quoted frm my frenz, she said.. Between frenz.. there is no nid for constant companion.. wat matter most is de moral support both of ya are givin to each other. her best frenz went London for studies a few yrs ago.. she cried so hard, yet now thinkin back.. she said she is glad tat her best frenz left for London.. coz tis had indeed strengthen their frenzhip, etc..
~~ ahh..
*think left*
*think rite*
when is my best frenz gng to leave Sg for another country ahh? so tat i noe if de departure strengthen our frenzhip anot? *lolZ*
To all my frenz.. i treasure every bits & pieces of our memory which mould into de frenzhip we share today. dun let anythin change ur perception of our frenzhip. whether it is constant anot, im still here.. choosin de way i think our frenzhip wrks de best.. & will definitely be here.. incldin u~ lene.. :)
~mon.. tues.. wed.. ~
met 1 of my pri sch frenz on wed.. hmm.. it had been 10yrs since i last saw her. *lolZ*
aMaZin~ huhz.. to think tat i still get to meet her out after a decade.. sheer luck, i guess.
we tok, we crapped, we laughed.. surprisingly, i guess no1 wld haf thot tazz our 1st meetin. i had a few of reli gd frenz back then in pri sch, and im glad to realize tat time did not bring a distance to my frenzhip w/ them.. only thing is.. i miss out de time to bring tis frenzhip closer. ahh~ maybe tis is beta.. now i believe im in a beta position to handle frenzhip & a beta pax to befrenz w/.. *lolZ*
she is.. indeed.. much more mature than me.. alas~ when will i ever grow up? when i stop throwin tantrums when ppl refuse to give in to me? when will i stop shoppin for childish things and start replenishin my wardrobe? *faintZ*
quoted frm my frenz, she said.. Between frenz.. there is no nid for constant companion.. wat matter most is de moral support both of ya are givin to each other. her best frenz went London for studies a few yrs ago.. she cried so hard, yet now thinkin back.. she said she is glad tat her best frenz left for London.. coz tis had indeed strengthen their frenzhip, etc..
~~ ahh..
*think left*
*think rite*
when is my best frenz gng to leave Sg for another country ahh? so tat i noe if de departure strengthen our frenzhip anot? *lolZ*
To all my frenz.. i treasure every bits & pieces of our memory which mould into de frenzhip we share today. dun let anythin change ur perception of our frenzhip. whether it is constant anot, im still here.. choosin de way i think our frenzhip wrks de best.. & will definitely be here.. incldin u~ lene.. :)
[[ End of Chapter // hmm.. frenz ]]
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Date Stamp:
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
im becomin a panda le.. i nid sleep!!
well well.. de usual me.. will always try to Zzz around 1130pm.. maybe 12am is fine also.. but i will prefer 11pm actually. *lolZ* wat de hell m i tokin abt..
but mon~ i Zzz at ard 2am.. wat kept me awake till such late time ahh? nth lor.. im juz msn-in.. *faintZ* but in de end, i started to write my frenz bday card to while away some time.. AND i FELT SO TIRED de nxt day. *yawnZzz*
went for dinner & rottin w/ my colleagues yest. nice food.. nice scenery.. nice ambience.. *lolZ*
and i reached hm at 1140~!! almost midnite le..
guess im all ready to Zzz early tonite~~ *lolZ*
~my wkend ~
im becomin a panda le.. i nid sleep!!
well well.. de usual me.. will always try to Zzz around 1130pm.. maybe 12am is fine also.. but i will prefer 11pm actually. *lolZ* wat de hell m i tokin abt..
but mon~ i Zzz at ard 2am.. wat kept me awake till such late time ahh? nth lor.. im juz msn-in.. *faintZ* but in de end, i started to write my frenz bday card to while away some time.. AND i FELT SO TIRED de nxt day. *yawnZzz*
went for dinner & rottin w/ my colleagues yest. nice food.. nice scenery.. nice ambience.. *lolZ*
and i reached hm at 1140~!! almost midnite le..
guess im all ready to Zzz early tonite~~ *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // mon.. tues.. wed.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Monday, June 12, 2006
after zoo.. i went to my frenz 21st bday 'party'. purpose for puttin de inverted commas is.. it wasnt much of a crowd to be claimed as party. my definition of party : crowded w/ ppl, loud music, damn fun. neither of de above but still i enjoyed chattin w/ my long-time-no-see ex-colleagues.. ok, they also my frenz la~ they r another bunch of nice ppl & im glad i met them.. suddenly i realize.. ppl surroundin me are all nice ppl.. izit coz im nice, tazz why i attract nice ppl to be my frenz? *lolZ* nono.. maybe u can tell me, juz like magnets.. opposite poles attract? im evil ma~~ muahahahaha!! tis sounds more convincin.. :p
Dinner Buffet on Sunday was.. ermm.. uhh.. ehh.. ahhh.. hmm.. forget it. *lolZ*
~ktv w/ my lil cousins ~
great wkends normally result in blue monday.. duhZ~
went z00 on Sat w/ Princess & y.sista, Queen, jw & another pax (high chance to be Princess' suitor *lolZ*).. well~ was indeed wonderin if they are juz visitin de zoo.. as quoted, seem more like they are doin researches on animals. *lolZ* pics & pics.. all juz animals.. duhZ~ i wont like de idea of arrangin my album when i noe it wld be filled w/ animals pics.. *lolZ*
it rained for a while but tat indeed cools off de temperature & we are able to walk further w/o much perspiration. nice weather~ Thanks God (not Jesus, of coz)~! my prayin seem to wrk.. hehe! here are some pics for enjoyment!!
~> PIC OF TAT DAY!
SEE HOW FAT TIS PIG IS~? *lolZ*
~> seem like zoo is reli givin these animals a GOOD & unhealthy life.. *lolZ*
~> scary huhz? yuCkS~!!
~> Giant Tortoises~ they are indeed very giant~!! *gasp*
went z00 on Sat w/ Princess & y.sista, Queen, jw & another pax (high chance to be Princess' suitor *lolZ*).. well~ was indeed wonderin if they are juz visitin de zoo.. as quoted, seem more like they are doin researches on animals. *lolZ* pics & pics.. all juz animals.. duhZ~ i wont like de idea of arrangin my album when i noe it wld be filled w/ animals pics.. *lolZ*
it rained for a while but tat indeed cools off de temperature & we are able to walk further w/o much perspiration. nice weather~ Thanks God (not Jesus, of coz)~! my prayin seem to wrk.. hehe! here are some pics for enjoyment!!
~> PIC OF TAT DAY!
SEE HOW FAT TIS PIG IS~? *lolZ*
~> seem like zoo is reli givin these animals a GOOD & unhealthy life.. *lolZ*
~> scary huhz? yuCkS~!!
~> Giant Tortoises~ they are indeed very giant~!! *gasp*
after zoo.. i went to my frenz 21st bday 'party'. purpose for puttin de inverted commas is.. it wasnt much of a crowd to be claimed as party. my definition of party : crowded w/ ppl, loud music, damn fun. neither of de above but still i enjoyed chattin w/ my long-time-no-see ex-colleagues.. ok, they also my frenz la~ they r another bunch of nice ppl & im glad i met them.. suddenly i realize.. ppl surroundin me are all nice ppl.. izit coz im nice, tazz why i attract nice ppl to be my frenz? *lolZ* nono.. maybe u can tell me, juz like magnets.. opposite poles attract? im evil ma~~ muahahahaha!! tis sounds more convincin.. :p
Dinner Buffet on Sunday was.. ermm.. uhh.. ehh.. ahhh.. hmm.. forget it. *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // my wkend ]]
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Date Stamp:
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
went ktv w/ my lil cousins on Sunday.. nice & fun experience~ *lolZ* i love de ways kids play.. as if there is no1 ard.. can reli let go of themselves.. *lolZ* they started singin, though some were yellin and only 2 were seriously singin. me & cousin Nana were basically audience~ *lolZ* then i started snappin pics while Nana decided for abit of video recordin.. they are terrible sia.. dancin and dancin~ *lolZ* kids.. they can nv get enuff fun~ *lolZ*
~> de 2 serious singers - 1 crazy, 1 cool
Before & After (Craziness *lolZ*)
realize i like to post pics in my blog nowaday.. not juz my pics of coz.. *lolZ* over dinner, i asked them if they wana go Sentosa tis comin Sunday~ we can haf a picnic!! but their mama dun allow and suggested bbq.. which.. me & de kids aint tat interested. *lolZ* but anyway, i haf juz rec'd news tat im gng for a Dinner Buffet tis comin Sunday.. so no Sentosa trip for de kids as well.. *lolZ*
~mothers.. ~
went ktv w/ my lil cousins on Sunday.. nice & fun experience~ *lolZ* i love de ways kids play.. as if there is no1 ard.. can reli let go of themselves.. *lolZ* they started singin, though some were yellin and only 2 were seriously singin. me & cousin Nana were basically audience~ *lolZ* then i started snappin pics while Nana decided for abit of video recordin.. they are terrible sia.. dancin and dancin~ *lolZ* kids.. they can nv get enuff fun~ *lolZ*
~> de 2 serious singers - 1 crazy, 1 cool
my baobei can reli sing <~
Before & After (Craziness *lolZ*)
You may think tis is nth.. but they haf actually climbed up!!
My Baobei reli noe how to pei he wo sia.. *lolZ*
realize i like to post pics in my blog nowaday.. not juz my pics of coz.. *lolZ* over dinner, i asked them if they wana go Sentosa tis comin Sunday~ we can haf a picnic!! but their mama dun allow and suggested bbq.. which.. me & de kids aint tat interested. *lolZ* but anyway, i haf juz rec'd news tat im gng for a Dinner Buffet tis comin Sunday.. so no Sentosa trip for de kids as well.. *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // ktv w/ my lil cousins ]]
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Date Stamp:
Sunday, June 04, 2006
hmm.. tis topic strikes me juz a few hrs ago.. and reportin time now bein 357am, i still cant get myself to Zzz.. so ta-da~!
all mothers sound like noblists huhz.. how much time they spend takin care of their children, how much efforts they put in to ensure a gd future ahead for their kids, how much sweat they put in maintainin a hse or a family, physically & mentally. cannot deny though, i believe wateva mums do, they do it outta gdwill, outta their loves for their children. different mothers look after and educate their kids differently. tazz why u see.. some kids behaves like spoilt brats while others are alrdy helpin out w/ hsehold chores. i dun reli help w/ hsehold chores, in fact, i dun do them la.. *lolZ*
ever since we were reli young, my mama leaves us to ourselves.. she is so sure we wont get kidnapped lor.. maybe my kor not handsome la, somemore i not cute.. who will wana kidnaP? *lolZ* we walked to & fro sch ourselves, bought our own food in de canteen, studied on our own for exams, oh.. de signin part was done by her & sometimes my dad(when she felt tat we nid some cannin).. but well, in de later stage, i took charge in signin. *lolZ* maybe some kids wld envy us back then (except when we flunk in exams).. pri 3 and i cld alrdy step into a cinema w/ my frenz~!! i still rem my 1st movie was "Little Rascals".. *lolZ* mum said,"can study study lor, cannot also bo bian. it all depends on de kid 1 la~" see tat attitude? sth i dun like.. i dun like de way she deals w/ us.. when probz arises, then she starts blamin us and ctrllin us.. and now tat even young kids haf a mind of their own, u think they will be bothered w/ ur ctrllin system which pops out suddenly? but well, im glad we are grown up alrdy.
then i look at de ways my aunts deal w/ their kids.. and i started comparin.. then i feel fortunate to be born earlier and tat my parents are my parents. *lolZ* not to say my aunts are not gd in dealin w/ their kids.. im in no position to say ahh.. im still a KID~ *lolZ* but it is reli different u noe..
2nd aunt.. naggy.. scrimp and save.. juz coz she is afraid tat if her kids dun look after her when she and her hubby get old, at least she got a savin to last her another 1/3 of their lifetimes. even when her son is liked flunkin his sec sch exams, she din reli bother. her son was put in a grp tuition last time in pri sch.. but bein shy and abit egoist, he dun dare to raise his hand and asked qns.. his mum noes, we explained but she said,"Individual tuition VERY EXP, u noe?" duhzz.. so go ahead and let ur son flunk in his exams ba~
3rd aunt is great. but too soft till her son is liked.. kinda spolit. i rem he din pass his exams.. pri sch nia~ she used to biased.. but i think she is gettin beta as times pass. she did relate to us sometimes, how gd her daughter is.. to be able to take care of herself and v disciplined, nv make her worried.
4th aunt.. fierce. she got a temper like mine (yeah.. u can imagine how bad it is).. but she dun reli flared it at us. she is straightforward, sarcastic yet fun-lovin.. it always feel comfortable to tok to her..
but she always believe tat de elder 1 shld look after de younger 1, gif in to de younger 1, love and dote the younger 1.. wateva it is, de younger 1 has to be de MOST precious 1 in de family. so there u see.. her young daughter was spoilt to rot. gng to be rotten alrdy i think, if she contd spoilin her..
i haf no clue how i will treat and educate my kids nxt time (if i ever haf, if i do get a chance to be married off.. *lolZ*) .. yet im sure, my kids will be juz as spoilt. hopefully not worse.. which parents dun dote on their own flesh & blood? but who actually noes de rite method? and who actually can deal w/ it correctly? duhz.. yeah, i realize parents are reli poor bein on Earth..
~dark chocz!! ~
hmm.. tis topic strikes me juz a few hrs ago.. and reportin time now bein 357am, i still cant get myself to Zzz.. so ta-da~!
all mothers sound like noblists huhz.. how much time they spend takin care of their children, how much efforts they put in to ensure a gd future ahead for their kids, how much sweat they put in maintainin a hse or a family, physically & mentally. cannot deny though, i believe wateva mums do, they do it outta gdwill, outta their loves for their children. different mothers look after and educate their kids differently. tazz why u see.. some kids behaves like spoilt brats while others are alrdy helpin out w/ hsehold chores. i dun reli help w/ hsehold chores, in fact, i dun do them la.. *lolZ*
ever since we were reli young, my mama leaves us to ourselves.. she is so sure we wont get kidnapped lor.. maybe my kor not handsome la, somemore i not cute.. who will wana kidnaP? *lolZ* we walked to & fro sch ourselves, bought our own food in de canteen, studied on our own for exams, oh.. de signin part was done by her & sometimes my dad(when she felt tat we nid some cannin).. but well, in de later stage, i took charge in signin. *lolZ* maybe some kids wld envy us back then (except when we flunk in exams).. pri 3 and i cld alrdy step into a cinema w/ my frenz~!! i still rem my 1st movie was "Little Rascals".. *lolZ* mum said,"can study study lor, cannot also bo bian. it all depends on de kid 1 la~" see tat attitude? sth i dun like.. i dun like de way she deals w/ us.. when probz arises, then she starts blamin us and ctrllin us.. and now tat even young kids haf a mind of their own, u think they will be bothered w/ ur ctrllin system which pops out suddenly? but well, im glad we are grown up alrdy.
then i look at de ways my aunts deal w/ their kids.. and i started comparin.. then i feel fortunate to be born earlier and tat my parents are my parents. *lolZ* not to say my aunts are not gd in dealin w/ their kids.. im in no position to say ahh.. im still a KID~ *lolZ* but it is reli different u noe..
2nd aunt.. naggy.. scrimp and save.. juz coz she is afraid tat if her kids dun look after her when she and her hubby get old, at least she got a savin to last her another 1/3 of their lifetimes. even when her son is liked flunkin his sec sch exams, she din reli bother. her son was put in a grp tuition last time in pri sch.. but bein shy and abit egoist, he dun dare to raise his hand and asked qns.. his mum noes, we explained but she said,"Individual tuition VERY EXP, u noe?" duhzz.. so go ahead and let ur son flunk in his exams ba~
3rd aunt is great. but too soft till her son is liked.. kinda spolit. i rem he din pass his exams.. pri sch nia~ she used to biased.. but i think she is gettin beta as times pass. she did relate to us sometimes, how gd her daughter is.. to be able to take care of herself and v disciplined, nv make her worried.
4th aunt.. fierce. she got a temper like mine (yeah.. u can imagine how bad it is).. but she dun reli flared it at us. she is straightforward, sarcastic yet fun-lovin.. it always feel comfortable to tok to her..
but she always believe tat de elder 1 shld look after de younger 1, gif in to de younger 1, love and dote the younger 1.. wateva it is, de younger 1 has to be de MOST precious 1 in de family. so there u see.. her young daughter was spoilt to rot. gng to be rotten alrdy i think, if she contd spoilin her..
i haf no clue how i will treat and educate my kids nxt time (if i ever haf, if i do get a chance to be married off.. *lolZ*) .. yet im sure, my kids will be juz as spoilt. hopefully not worse.. which parents dun dote on their own flesh & blood? but who actually noes de rite method? and who actually can deal w/ it correctly? duhz.. yeah, i realize parents are reli poor bein on Earth..
[[ End of Chapter // mothers.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Friday, June 02, 2006
tis is amazin~ see tis pic? 3-in-1..
in de foreground is de dark chocz tat noel bought for us.
72% cocoa - 99% cocoa - 85% cocoa
nice nice~ hmm.. shld start trainin myself up for 85% cocoa. *lolZ*
to get de best view, i placed de chocz on my keyboard, so kinda snapped de nametag of my keyboard. tazz my name but WRONG spellin.. given by my colleague quite sometimes ago..
did u see 4 animal poohs hidin in de shelter~!? *lolZ*
tis is amazin~ see tis pic? 3-in-1..
in de foreground is de dark chocz tat noel bought for us.
72% cocoa - 99% cocoa - 85% cocoa
nice nice~ hmm.. shld start trainin myself up for 85% cocoa. *lolZ*
to get de best view, i placed de chocz on my keyboard, so kinda snapped de nametag of my keyboard. tazz my name but WRONG spellin.. given by my colleague quite sometimes ago..
did u see 4 animal poohs hidin in de shelter~!? *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // dark chocz!! ]]