witch words

我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实,越在乎的,我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界,欢迎多多了解我 ^_^

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~ 价值 ~

Date Stamp: Tuesday, May 30, 2006


“他不喜欢我,是他的损失。”
“她不珍惜我这个朋友,是她的损失。”

熟悉吗?以上对白,我想…唯有自大的人才说得出吧!
Hmm… 我曾经很爱这么说。对~我想曾经得我,真得很自大吧, 一副死不认输的衰样。真讨厌!现在我还在学,学着不要再自以为是了。

什么是损失?当他不喜欢你,当她不珍惜你…
你又凭什么值得被评为“损失”呢?别丢脸了,一点价值都没有,好不好?

一个人的价值,不是自己评估的。就算是商品,也是厂商开价的吧!
买还是不卖,是你的选择。人类也一样,价值是别人给的,由不得你去斤斤计较。
对于自己的价值,你是无动于衷?还是有所改变呢?

无动于衷,你应该是觉得自己并不是这么糟,没必要改变,或是觉得这不是你的问题。这真的不是你的问题,因为每个人都不同 – 表达方式不同,性格不同,处事待人的方式不同,思想不同…

改变,也不是一朝一夕的事,需要的是警觉性和时间。
警觉自己的缺点,不再重犯。在时间的熏陶下,你已经在慢慢地改变了。
可能因为不是一朝一夕的事,所以很多人对自己的价值变得无动于衷。

或许,在别人的帐簿里,我一点也没价值。
那… 没关系…请把我的名字删除。不值得的人,不应该占据你帐簿的一丝空间。
这不是任何人的损失,我只希望自己能在时间的熏陶下,变成一个更有价值的人。

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~ level.. ~

Date Stamp: Tuesday, May 23, 2006


i cant seem to ctrl my temper well nowadays. is bad.. watchin a video clip of my neighbor juz now.. mum started commentin so loudly to kristy and she was juz sittin beside me!! i cant hear a single word frm de video clip, so i began yellin at de pc but directin at mama though. i cant stand ppl tokin damn loudly beside me when sharin de same clip, or tellin / askin me abt de nxt scene. im selfish la.. maybe i shld become a loner instead. maybe it juz depends on my mood..

currently in an unstable mood though. no la~! not PMS ok~

at 1st, i was quite uncomfortable coz of my eye infectn. not tat i nida wear specs, but more like.. coz my left eye is infected, i think my rite eye is abit overloaded.. coz on & off, i can feel my rite eye havin a kinda unknown strain. but of coz left eye started recoverin even though de eyedrop reli cause me phobia. but now, i reduce usin de eyedrop.. told u phobia alrdy~ *lolZ*

and i think my clients are irritatin me till my limits alrdy~ Sanford ppl not human mehz~? i cant understand why those clients like to irritate me & my colleagues SO MUCH~ SO MUCH SO TAT I FEEL LIKE YELLIN AT ALMOST ALL OF THEM!! arghz!!

today noon~ juz back frm lunch & i got a fone call frm a client. he was practically lecturin me juz coz i din return his call. BUT shld i say, im supposed to be expectin a call frm his co. & not him expectin my call? FINEZ~! i was so freakin annoyed~ i hung up de fone, feelin both upset & annoyed. then ah pui gimme de kinda look, i felt like burstin into tears. so i walked off to file some papers & cooled myself down. no pt weepin over such client. so i ctrlled myself & tried to get it over. i din shed a drop of tears!! not a darn drop. i shld jolly well save my tears for ppl who r either more worthwhile or more worthless than on SUCH FUCKIN CLIENTS~ at least, ppl more worthwhile or worthless are weighed by myself & i reli enjoy cryin over them rather than all these idiotic clients~!

haiz.. i nid a brk.. i nida see de beach.. i nid de carefree breeze & de melodious waves.. SO DAMN BADLY~ *sigh*


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~ back~ on 20 May, Sat ~

Date Stamp: Tuesday, May 16, 2006


im supposed to be back soon.. but well.. reason in blog, find for urself.. *lolZ*
was clearin my yahoo mail briefcase on sunday when i found some interestin pics.. ta-da~! here they are.. some were reli small coz they were snapped by my old Pantech fone, damn yucky fone though it looks reli pretty in its pure white casin..


~> murder case~ *lolZ*

~> i still find tis pic funny~ do i look like de boyfrenz? *lolZ*

~> i like tis pic though.. seem like i din change much huhz.. but hell.. lene changed so much~!!

~> look innocent ma~!!?? wahahahaha!

~> saw my baobei? hehe! she v pei he wo huhz.. *lolZ*

in case, ppl may wonder why i said my bestie, lene, change alot.. here is de best evidence..









~> see how pretty she is now? *lolZ* i delayed tis post coz of tis pic lor..








then i accidentally found pics of SUPER LONG ago.. maybe not reli long.. perhaps is juz tat im in short hair ba.. *lolZ* but then.. we din take our pics la.. coz damn SCARY~ end tis post w/ 1 of de pic though.. hilarious! *lolZ*




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~ it's bloggin time!! ~

Date Stamp: Sunday, May 14, 2006


i wonder how i can change de date and day to SATURDAY. im juz late for bloggin by 1hr and 32 mins.. it becomes SUNDAY. (-_-")

oh yeah~~ wat an enjoyment for LONG wkend. muahahaaha!

i went msia on fri noon.. reached hm juz a few hrs ago.. stayed at Princess' apartment in msia. wahahaha!! it was a very SUDDEN decision though. i felt bored after noein elynn is gng to hongkong, lee lee is gng back hm in msia.. & noel is gng to kukup for a seafood feast. dun feel nice.. SO~ noein tat Princess will be gng back to msia tis wkend, i asked her to BRING ME ALONG~ see.. tazz how desperate im to get outta tis freakin place, by de name of Singapore.

she reminded me tat she will be gng for movie w/ her colleague & y.bro, both msians. hmm.. who cares? i nid a getaway!! so im taggin along. nv visit msia cinema b4 too.. *lolZ*

ok, so im gng.

started packin at nite and told mama abt it. think mama was pretty shocked, since i din mentn anythin abt it earlier. nono.. she din nag, let alone scold. she din even asked anythin. maybe coz i told her i wld definitely be back b4 Sunday. FILLAL huhz? *lolZ* how can i be celebratin mama day w/ Princess' mama? *lolZ*

got stuck at de chkpt for 1.5hrs. damn hell.. i was perspirin yet tryin to keep cool. as i wiped off my perspiration, i can feel my makeup meltin.. well, i dun mind Q-in but WHY NO AIR-CON?! arghz!!

went City Square for some shoppin. then to Tebrau City (also known as 'Jusco' to them) for movie, MI:3. hell~ de cinema looked so much like de 1 in cineleisure, and it only cost RM11/- (S$5/-).. de movie is alrite, maybe coz i was quite disturbed by de volume, abit too loud for my ears to tahan. and they had got malay subtitles. haha! i was wonderin why malay subtitles, then Princess reminded me tat we r in msia. nxt, i wondered if those chn msians noe how to read malay subtitles. THEN i realized, they got chn subtitles as well. but as a whole, i wonder if they understand english. im not lookin down on them, but english is not their main lang afterall. is juz like me watchin shows in cantonese. can understand abit but MOST of de time, relyin on de subtitles provided. oh well.. suan le..

then we went to de bowling alley nearby. oh my~ i saw 1 damn gigantic pin in de air, u noe.. like those mosque ahh.. they got 1 BIG~ onion as a symbol.. bowlin place.. of coz bein replaced by a PIN~ somemore painted in white w/ a red stripe round de neck. my my~~ why waste such $$ when they had only got ard 24 lanes for play? *lolZ* anyway, they suggested bowlin, but neither of them had gone bowling b4 (as claimed to be).. so i dun understand.. WASH DRAIN is a form of ventin anger mehz? *shake head* hmm.. we finished at ard 140am, i think.

and i seriously dun like de roads in msia. so damn INFLEXIBLE. u hafta go so damn far for 1 u-turn. so many times, i looked outta de window.. thinkin tat tazz de route to our nxt destination.. but almost evtime, i wld find de car u-turnin. i trust tat they din go de wrong way lor.. typical msians go wrong way quite absurd ba.. and w/o a commotion, more absurd.. *lolZ*

finally reached Princess' hse at ard 3am.. i think we slept at ard 4am+.. after watchin Princess' pics since birth. not tat im slim~ yeah yeah.. im becomin BIG SIZED~ but lookin at her sec sch pics, i cldnt help it but commented tat she reli looked.. FAT~ we were laughin at de fact tat she looked like a pig durin her sec sch.. alamak.. tazz bad of me. BUT~ hey! i was slim durin my sec sch time ok~~ lidat compare, i can laugh at her ahh~ *lolZ* lene was also oversized durin her sec sch time. wazz happenin to sec sch time huhz? ev1 grows fat & looked like a pig is a trend tat time mehz? wahahaha!! oops.. yaya~ i will grow fat and look like a pig soon.. startin frm now.. *hide face in palm & cry*

we went for lunch at a nearby coffeeshop de nxt day. Princess was still askin me, if i wana go.. coz is reli lok kok. im ez gng de lehz~ *lolZ* like real.. but seriously, tis kinda external factors dun bother me la.. unless got TOO MANY blah blah blah, for eg, too many FLIES, too SMELLY, too many CATS.. too DIRTY.. then tazz another story.. actually im troublesome huhz~ no wonder Princess asked me. *lolZ* after lunch, we went for some shoppin again. then dinner. then her mama brought us to somewhere, where i can get my Secret Receipt Cheese Cake.

oh yummy~ i bought a whole cake of frozen orange cheese. cost me RM65/-.. pretty cheap as compared to those in sg. yupz, plz dun doubt me, im reli bringin de cake back to sg. tough job coz i got my slingbag, a shlderbag(luggage), a paperbag &.. tada~! tat cake!! PROUD TO SAY TAT DE CAKE IS STILL IN TOP CONDITION, no bruises~ no distortion. ahh.. im proud of myself. *lolZ*

i went w/ RM306 and now left w/ a mere RM21. did i spend RM285 in 1.5days? RM 285 == S$126/- ehz~! *collapse in front of de pc* and ya, wat did i buy huhZ?

5 tees for my bro & y.bro. they can share.
1 for myself.
1 cake for mama day.

eat la, watch movie la, play bowlin la, etc.. *hug bear & weep* no wonder im still.. poor..

my y.bro did gimme S$50/- to help him buy some tees back. poly ahhh~~ nid lotsa clothes.. else ppl will say behind ur back, why always wearin de same tee? tazz wat i did when in poly times lor.. hahaha!! cannot be i say ppl, other ppl say my y.bro ba~? but anyway, i took his $$ but gonna keep for him.. i dun think me, as his sista, cant afford to buy some clothes for him lor.. he will nid tat S$50/- some days la.. which i predict.. will be quite soon.. *lolZ* so of coz, i wont tell him tat S$50/- is still his. is still lawfully MINE. lalallaa~~~

thz Princess for ur kind entertainment.. *lolZ*.. ur mama too.. and Christine~! she had been a nice companion!! hehe!

damn long post ehz.. but i will be back pretty soon ya~~

wazz up nxt.. ahhh.. eugene's ROM chalet.. ;)


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~ c0incidence? ~

Date Stamp: Thursday, May 11, 2006


yupz yupz~ i nida blog la.. i got things to say.. dunno why suddenly feel so qiao towards things for juz tis few days.. here it goes..

Day 1: dreamt of Polymate W at nite.. shocked!
Polymate W used to be a hot topic among me and lene.. wahahaha! but been a long time since we mentioned Polymate W's name.. *lolZ*

Day 2: saw Labmate D when i was gng down de escalator at Orchard. shocked x o2!!
i paid lotsa attention to Labmate D last time de ehz.. *lolZ* well~ u noe.. gng to sch for final yr proj definitely need some motivation.. juz motivation ya~
still Day 2.. Frenz L msn me at nite!! shocked x o3!!!
even though is juz MSN.. but we v long nv contact / chat liaoz wor.. *lolZ* tis is de 1 who is not juz motivation.. wahahaha!

Day 3: which is today.. somewhere near my wrkplace, i bumped into de guy who i thot looks like Frenz L. shocked x o4!!!! see below for story~

when i 1st joined tis co not long ago.. my joined date is 11 Oct 2004 wor, mind u~ *lolZ* oh well~~ im relatin a history here.. duhzz.. 1 sunny day, on my way to wrk.. i dun feel well.. then when im crossin de traffic road in front of my office bldg, i saw a face i thot looks like Frenz L. joggin, so i guess is livin nearby ba. but it is pretty obv im mistaken rite.. merely look like nia~ then i started to feel so damn miserable. muz i see a resemblance when i fell sick?

anyway, since then.. i din see tis lookalike pax anymore. been more than 1 yr liaoz wor.. BUT today!! i saw tis pax again. i was thinkin.. not bad~ then on 2nd thot, i realize tis had been de face i saw last time.. de 1 who resembled Frenz L. *lolZ*

R U CONFUSED ALRDY? coz im gettin somehow confused by my own typin. *lolZ*


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~ recent updates ~

Date Stamp: Monday, May 08, 2006


de election is over, nth to do w/ me though.. i voted for PAP.. tazz wat a gd citizen shld always do. alas.. im such typical sporean. so many ppl stayin up on saturday nite, juz to get de 1st hand news of who-win-who at where.. *faintZ* u noe.. is juz like soccer, whereby ppl watch and watch.. juz to get de 1st hand news of who-win-who and by how much.. & of coz, its their winnings tat matters most. *lolZ*

then i went out to meet Princess and Queen for some shopping. Fairy cldnt make it coz she fell sick. worse thing is.. Queen actually nida go off reli early, at ard 610pm. she wana watch de votin result LIVE. (-_-").. left me and Princess only, again. *lolZ*

and Princess reli cant stand me buyin tees.. she asked me why im always buyin tees at bugis. oops.. but i hvnt got many tees in my wardrobe ehz.. guess i nid a black cloak too huhz.. witches wear cloaks as if it is their uniform. *lolZ*
oh ya.. i tried on those shorts and i took 'S' size, thinkin it shld be juz nice for me.. ended up i cant get in~ too GIANT alrdy~ *lolZ* maybe de salesger is tryin to console me by sayin tat de cuttin for tat shorts is smaller than usual.. ='(

but well, i still managed to buy 2 shorts & 3 tops. hulala~~


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