witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ i smell trouble.. ~
Date Stamp:
Thursday, March 30, 2006
i haf been sneezin since tis mornie..
5 sneezes in a row w/o stop.. who dare to challenge me~!? *lolZ*
got sleepy eyes, runny nose.. and i suddenly feel warm juz now.. omgZ~
think i will be beta after lunch.. coz lunch == go out == sun == warmth == get well.. wahaha!
my rite eyelid has been twitchin since a few days ago.. juz now still twitchin non-stop.
*faintZ* left eyelid twitch means gd thing, rite eyelid twitch spells trouble.. oh no.. i smell trouble.. alamak.. quite a stink huhz.. *lolZ*
~a trip to msia.. Part II ~
i haf been sneezin since tis mornie..
5 sneezes in a row w/o stop.. who dare to challenge me~!? *lolZ*
got sleepy eyes, runny nose.. and i suddenly feel warm juz now.. omgZ~
think i will be beta after lunch.. coz lunch == go out == sun == warmth == get well.. wahaha!
my rite eyelid has been twitchin since a few days ago.. juz now still twitchin non-stop.
*faintZ* left eyelid twitch means gd thing, rite eyelid twitch spells trouble.. oh no.. i smell trouble.. alamak.. quite a stink huhz.. *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // i smell trouble.. ]]
~
Date Stamp:
Monday, March 27, 2006
juz now hor.. i finished uploadin de pics and typin all de captions.. then when i clicked "Publish Post", i was bein d/c.. quite sick to be doin de same thing twice lor..
anyway, not much pics but hmm, chin cai la.. 1st time im postin so many pics in my blog wor..
anyway, we only took pics at de place we had our dinner.. coz we darent snapped ard.. coz..
snappin ard w/ 2 cameras == attract attention == robbery
*lolZ* here they are~~
~a trip to msia.. - Part I ~
juz now hor.. i finished uploadin de pics and typin all de captions.. then when i clicked "Publish Post", i was bein d/c.. quite sick to be doin de same thing twice lor..
anyway, not much pics but hmm, chin cai la.. 1st time im postin so many pics in my blog wor..
anyway, we only took pics at de place we had our dinner.. coz we darent snapped ard.. coz..
snappin ard w/ 2 cameras == attract attention == robbery
*lolZ* here they are~~
^ de dunno-wat-name hawker ctr.. can u spot my horse tail? *lolZ*
^ i like tis dessert stall.. looks so ancient.. look at those chn words~ wahh.. oops! did i see a "self-service" sign there? *lolZ*
^ BEFORE
^ AFTER.. gosh~ we are such messy gers.. ermm.. ok, maybe is juz me.. *lolZ*
^ de red cap which claims to be attractin robbers.. hey hey! im a Singaporean~ *lolZ*
& look at tat BIG MUG~
^ obvly, queen is not happy w/ de messy table.. hehe!
^ seriously, dunno why princess smiles so happily.. oh ya~ muz be coz of us.. *lolZ*
^ let's end tis post w/ de pink flurry slippers i bought for wearing them in de office.. so CUTE~ huhz.. hehe!
[[ End of Chapter // a trip to msia.. Part II ]]
~
Date Stamp:
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Time now is in fact 2:30am.. im feelin so exhausted..
Went to msia today w/ princess & queen.. we brought an umbrella, juz in case.. wana bring pepper spray & penknife.. but cant find any pepper spray & penknife hor.. dangerous weapon, i may even get retained at de chkpt. *lolZ* coz de whole world is sayin how scary / dangerous msia is.. beta be safe than sori..
i was so suku lor.. dunno how to go thru de chkpt and kept askin them if we reached JB.. duhz.. (-_-").. and who says abt gettin stuck at de chkpt wor.. de traffic so smooth till princess finds it puzzlin.. we took less than 1/2hr to clear BOTH chkpts. JB~! here i m!! wahahaha! even though it is not my 1st time to msia, but still i cant get used to de fact tat it is juz across de rd but evthin seem so diff. more lok kok shophouses.. and rd signs in english alphabets but i cant understand.. *lolZ* a for-show meter in all de cabs & we hafta negotiate de price 1st. princess will do de job coz queen & witch cant understand malay, u see.. *lolZ*
we went.. Taman Sentosa 1st.. walked ard, shop ard.. we got a cup of bubble tea & 1 tea egg each. then walked ard lor.. oh ya~ i bought a white sling bag there.. Rm37~! which means.. less than $20!! for a sling bag tazz meant for gng sch de pattern.. not tat exp la.. though no brand.. but i like it at 1st sight~ *lolZ* cant blame.. & i nv see tat bag in sg b4.. so hmm.. plus pt~! then a pair of flurry sliippers for Rm10.. sg sellin $8.90 lehz.. & i got it for $5 there.. wahahaha! im soundin more and more like an aunty liaoz.. bought 3 tees for my brothers also.. hmm.. sound exp~ Rm 59.70.. but when convert, only $10 per tee lor~~ so cheap! cant resist de temptation!! *lolZ* i almost wana buy bedsheets home.. but.. hmm.. too kua zhang le la.. im not in charge of bedsheets by de way~ *lolZ* princess bought kose loose powder.. got free gifts.. hehe!
then we went to de.. dunno wat hawker ctr.. i think is quite well known for seafood or wat la.. so damn lok kok~ looks like ex- champ champ.. we took pic of de food we ordered.. so nice and only Rm68.70.. which means only $10/pax~! wahahaha! and we actually took our dinner at ard 630pm.. so early!!
then we went pelangi plaza.. nth much there though.. RELI NTH MUCH~ but got 1 stall sellin nice hp chains.. v jap~!! queen bought 1.. black & white ribbon w/ a white flurry ball hangin.. princess bought a dark pink 1.. so princess!! she asked me if i wana get 1 also.. matchin ma.. we can all put sama sama 1 ma.. but i still prefer my 2 turtles hangin ard.. so i din get any la.. wana get 1 for lene de.. but.. i reli dunno her taste liaoz.. so dun dare to risk.. *lolZ* after all de walkin.. ard 9pm i think.. we stopped at secret recipe for cakes. queen got her chocolate banana while princess had a slice of baked cheese. me? i got chocolate indulgence.. but it taste like there is coconut inside, so.. i dun think i will wana try tat again.. *lolZ* restin at de red cushion seats yummin our cakes, i feel like.. a tai tai~ shoppin and eatin.. wahh.. enjoyable life.. *lolZ* i like my trip to msia.. for tis time and hope for all de trips in msia.. hehe!
my frenz had asked me to buy PRESENT.. i did try to keep a lookout.. saw a tortoise soft toy which i find it still quite cute la.. BUT~ it turns out to be a CD wallet in disguise.. hmm.. i dun like it as a CD wallet.. so in de end, din buy.. i dunno if my frenz likes a CD wallet but i juz dun like.. waahaha! after steppin outta Taman Sentosa.. pelangi plaza was pathetic.. i cant reli find any nice stuff.. oh ya.. i cant find any darts.. *lolZ*
comin back to sg was still alrite.. not tat smooth but well, not much jam also.. was Q-in at de msia chkpt when i realized.. im Q-in in a Q whereby i cant see de Q.. *lolZ* and there is tis quite sporty ger in blue halterneck w/ her frenz.. she was tryin to push her way thru de ermm.. so-called Q~ then de indian lady in front of her kinda "aye" her.. she was holdin a canada passport lor.. i thot angmoh countries all slow paced kind and more civilized than we singaporeanS? seem like there are reli exceptions.. she looks so much like a barbarian in de midst of singaporeans..
blehz~
***
P/S: btw, i guess i reli scared de sHit outta my frenz in my prev entry.. dear frenz, dun worry.. im fine.. perhaps tat time OVERemotional le, tazz why typed de entry until abit.. OVERboard.. i wont dare to die.. not in tis life, i guess.. :)
~in me ~
Time now is in fact 2:30am.. im feelin so exhausted..
Went to msia today w/ princess & queen.. we brought an umbrella, juz in case.. wana bring pepper spray & penknife.. but cant find any pepper spray & penknife hor.. dangerous weapon, i may even get retained at de chkpt. *lolZ* coz de whole world is sayin how scary / dangerous msia is.. beta be safe than sori..
i was so suku lor.. dunno how to go thru de chkpt and kept askin them if we reached JB.. duhz.. (-_-").. and who says abt gettin stuck at de chkpt wor.. de traffic so smooth till princess finds it puzzlin.. we took less than 1/2hr to clear BOTH chkpts. JB~! here i m!! wahahaha! even though it is not my 1st time to msia, but still i cant get used to de fact tat it is juz across de rd but evthin seem so diff. more lok kok shophouses.. and rd signs in english alphabets but i cant understand.. *lolZ* a for-show meter in all de cabs & we hafta negotiate de price 1st. princess will do de job coz queen & witch cant understand malay, u see.. *lolZ*
we went.. Taman Sentosa 1st.. walked ard, shop ard.. we got a cup of bubble tea & 1 tea egg each. then walked ard lor.. oh ya~ i bought a white sling bag there.. Rm37~! which means.. less than $20!! for a sling bag tazz meant for gng sch de pattern.. not tat exp la.. though no brand.. but i like it at 1st sight~ *lolZ* cant blame.. & i nv see tat bag in sg b4.. so hmm.. plus pt~! then a pair of flurry sliippers for Rm10.. sg sellin $8.90 lehz.. & i got it for $5 there.. wahahaha! im soundin more and more like an aunty liaoz.. bought 3 tees for my brothers also.. hmm.. sound exp~ Rm 59.70.. but when convert, only $10 per tee lor~~ so cheap! cant resist de temptation!! *lolZ* i almost wana buy bedsheets home.. but.. hmm.. too kua zhang le la.. im not in charge of bedsheets by de way~ *lolZ* princess bought kose loose powder.. got free gifts.. hehe!
then we went to de.. dunno wat hawker ctr.. i think is quite well known for seafood or wat la.. so damn lok kok~ looks like ex- champ champ.. we took pic of de food we ordered.. so nice and only Rm68.70.. which means only $10/pax~! wahahaha! and we actually took our dinner at ard 630pm.. so early!!
then we went pelangi plaza.. nth much there though.. RELI NTH MUCH~ but got 1 stall sellin nice hp chains.. v jap~!! queen bought 1.. black & white ribbon w/ a white flurry ball hangin.. princess bought a dark pink 1.. so princess!! she asked me if i wana get 1 also.. matchin ma.. we can all put sama sama 1 ma.. but i still prefer my 2 turtles hangin ard.. so i din get any la.. wana get 1 for lene de.. but.. i reli dunno her taste liaoz.. so dun dare to risk.. *lolZ* after all de walkin.. ard 9pm i think.. we stopped at secret recipe for cakes. queen got her chocolate banana while princess had a slice of baked cheese. me? i got chocolate indulgence.. but it taste like there is coconut inside, so.. i dun think i will wana try tat again.. *lolZ* restin at de red cushion seats yummin our cakes, i feel like.. a tai tai~ shoppin and eatin.. wahh.. enjoyable life.. *lolZ* i like my trip to msia.. for tis time and hope for all de trips in msia.. hehe!
my frenz had asked me to buy PRESENT.. i did try to keep a lookout.. saw a tortoise soft toy which i find it still quite cute la.. BUT~ it turns out to be a CD wallet in disguise.. hmm.. i dun like it as a CD wallet.. so in de end, din buy.. i dunno if my frenz likes a CD wallet but i juz dun like.. waahaha! after steppin outta Taman Sentosa.. pelangi plaza was pathetic.. i cant reli find any nice stuff.. oh ya.. i cant find any darts.. *lolZ*
comin back to sg was still alrite.. not tat smooth but well, not much jam also.. was Q-in at de msia chkpt when i realized.. im Q-in in a Q whereby i cant see de Q.. *lolZ* and there is tis quite sporty ger in blue halterneck w/ her frenz.. she was tryin to push her way thru de ermm.. so-called Q~ then de indian lady in front of her kinda "aye" her.. she was holdin a canada passport lor.. i thot angmoh countries all slow paced kind and more civilized than we singaporeanS? seem like there are reli exceptions.. she looks so much like a barbarian in de midst of singaporeans..
blehz~
***
P/S: btw, i guess i reli scared de sHit outta my frenz in my prev entry.. dear frenz, dun worry.. im fine.. perhaps tat time OVERemotional le, tazz why typed de entry until abit.. OVERboard.. i wont dare to die.. not in tis life, i guess.. :)
[[ End of Chapter // a trip to msia.. - Part I ]]
~
Date Stamp:
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
i wonder how.. how i can stop my tears.. i haf been cryin for 2 days..
in bed in de same posture.. my tears flowed like no1's biz.. at wrk in front of de pc.. a moment of silence.. i started weepin unknowingly.. i had more than a moment of silence.. i cant seem to recover.. im still breathin w/ de most minimal amt of energy i can gif myself.. even now, im weepin.. im sparin all my energy for cryin.. coz other than cryin and typin.. i cant do anythin, cant think properly even..
i get upset.. not noein wat happened.. and now im still upset.. perhaps upset w/ myself for not noein wazz happenin to me.. i feel helpless.. so helpless i feel i do not haf de strength to hold myself up anymore.. so helpless tat de thot of death actually strikes me once again.. and i so much wish tat i haf tat enuff courage to face death.. if facin death means de end of world.. tazz wat i want most now, rite now.
in life, there are 3 SIMPLE phases.
learn how to be a gd daughter.
learn how to be a gd wife.
learn how to be a gd mother.
and above all, learn de rules of bein a gd human bein AT ALL TIMES.
im at de 1st phase.. and i alrdy feel like givin up.. elynn said i din suffer much in life but why m i feelin so pessimistic over all minor things. i din suffer much.. of coz, as compared to other ppl.. i feel im so much more fortunate.
to others, i haf parents,
to another lot, i haf siblings..
and yes, i can tok, i can walk, i can hear, i can write,
i can understand english, i get my fair share of studies, i haf my own frenz..
and now wat? here im.. feelin so much like endin my life.. if i wish for death, whois givin courage to those who are disabled? mute? deaf? illiterate? deserted?
i haf been playin 2 roles.. till a pt im feelin tired now.
i admit im reli pessimistic.. who will believe tat another part of me has been tryin so hard to convince myself tat i shld be glad w/ all i own? feelin pessimistic and pickin myself up.. time and again, de cycle repeats. and now im tired alrdy..
i guess im tryin too hard, to learn how to be a gd human, how to be a gd frenz, how to be a gd siblin, how to be a gd daughter.. AND I FLUNK THRU ALL. so funny huhz.. de harder i try, de more i realize im such a failure.. i slammed fone at my y.bro today.. i feel so bad for shoutin at him.. but i cant ctrl myself. he din shout back, tazz de worst part. i feel worse. to my frenz who care, i cause them to worry le.. to those tat dun, i cause them to get angry le.. im reli wonderin when my life is endin.. so tat i can end their misery for havin me as a frenz..
im tryin too hard to show ppl tat im strong.. to let ppl be mistaken tat im not weak, coz i dun want my family to get worried over me.. im not wei da at all.. im also weak.. i also nid a shlder to cry on, i also nid ppl to be there for me when i feel so sick of de world.. but all i can find.. is limited within a palm.. life is such a tragedy for me.. m i askin too much as well? askin too much frm tis world.. since im askin too much frm tis world, why cant tis world juz end me? i dun haf de courage to end my life, can some1 help me? can de world help me? no.. de world wants me to stay on and suffer coz i haf asked too much..
i hafta be strong headed.
if i dun, no1 will decide things for me either. i get used to de fact tat im decidin things for myself, so im stickin to things i haf decided for myself, in me.
i hafta be fierce.
if i dun, no1 will ever gimme de fear, de protection shield i nid for myself. fierce means no1 will bully me.
i hafta be independent.
if i dun, i cant stay alive till tis day. learnin how to get things my ways, how to earn $$ & how to manage myself.
i hafta be optimistic.
if i dun, im endin up like wat im in now. coz i refuse to listen to de optimistic me now..
i hafta be strong.
if i dun, im afraid tat de weak 1s has no1 to fall on. havin no1 to fall on is a bad feelin..
im juz another fucked up character in tis world.. who.. feels like vanishin.. who cant.. so stayin here to type tis fucked up entry..
~de weather my mood ~
i wonder how.. how i can stop my tears.. i haf been cryin for 2 days..
in bed in de same posture.. my tears flowed like no1's biz.. at wrk in front of de pc.. a moment of silence.. i started weepin unknowingly.. i had more than a moment of silence.. i cant seem to recover.. im still breathin w/ de most minimal amt of energy i can gif myself.. even now, im weepin.. im sparin all my energy for cryin.. coz other than cryin and typin.. i cant do anythin, cant think properly even..
i get upset.. not noein wat happened.. and now im still upset.. perhaps upset w/ myself for not noein wazz happenin to me.. i feel helpless.. so helpless i feel i do not haf de strength to hold myself up anymore.. so helpless tat de thot of death actually strikes me once again.. and i so much wish tat i haf tat enuff courage to face death.. if facin death means de end of world.. tazz wat i want most now, rite now.
in life, there are 3 SIMPLE phases.
learn how to be a gd daughter.
learn how to be a gd wife.
learn how to be a gd mother.
and above all, learn de rules of bein a gd human bein AT ALL TIMES.
im at de 1st phase.. and i alrdy feel like givin up.. elynn said i din suffer much in life but why m i feelin so pessimistic over all minor things. i din suffer much.. of coz, as compared to other ppl.. i feel im so much more fortunate.
to others, i haf parents,
to another lot, i haf siblings..
and yes, i can tok, i can walk, i can hear, i can write,
i can understand english, i get my fair share of studies, i haf my own frenz..
and now wat? here im.. feelin so much like endin my life.. if i wish for death, whois givin courage to those who are disabled? mute? deaf? illiterate? deserted?
i haf been playin 2 roles.. till a pt im feelin tired now.
i admit im reli pessimistic.. who will believe tat another part of me has been tryin so hard to convince myself tat i shld be glad w/ all i own? feelin pessimistic and pickin myself up.. time and again, de cycle repeats. and now im tired alrdy..
i guess im tryin too hard, to learn how to be a gd human, how to be a gd frenz, how to be a gd siblin, how to be a gd daughter.. AND I FLUNK THRU ALL. so funny huhz.. de harder i try, de more i realize im such a failure.. i slammed fone at my y.bro today.. i feel so bad for shoutin at him.. but i cant ctrl myself. he din shout back, tazz de worst part. i feel worse. to my frenz who care, i cause them to worry le.. to those tat dun, i cause them to get angry le.. im reli wonderin when my life is endin.. so tat i can end their misery for havin me as a frenz..
im tryin too hard to show ppl tat im strong.. to let ppl be mistaken tat im not weak, coz i dun want my family to get worried over me.. im not wei da at all.. im also weak.. i also nid a shlder to cry on, i also nid ppl to be there for me when i feel so sick of de world.. but all i can find.. is limited within a palm.. life is such a tragedy for me.. m i askin too much as well? askin too much frm tis world.. since im askin too much frm tis world, why cant tis world juz end me? i dun haf de courage to end my life, can some1 help me? can de world help me? no.. de world wants me to stay on and suffer coz i haf asked too much..
i hafta be strong headed.
if i dun, no1 will decide things for me either. i get used to de fact tat im decidin things for myself, so im stickin to things i haf decided for myself, in me.
i hafta be fierce.
if i dun, no1 will ever gimme de fear, de protection shield i nid for myself. fierce means no1 will bully me.
i hafta be independent.
if i dun, i cant stay alive till tis day. learnin how to get things my ways, how to earn $$ & how to manage myself.
i hafta be optimistic.
if i dun, im endin up like wat im in now. coz i refuse to listen to de optimistic me now..
i hafta be strong.
if i dun, im afraid tat de weak 1s has no1 to fall on. havin no1 to fall on is a bad feelin..
im juz another fucked up character in tis world.. who.. feels like vanishin.. who cant.. so stayin here to type tis fucked up entry..
[[ End of Chapter // in me ]]
~
Date Stamp:
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
today.. de weather turns rainy after so many days of sunny sunshine..
i hvnt been into such low mood until today..
i dunno why, but juz like de weather.. my mood turns so rainy outta de blues.. i reli dunno why..
after sheddin 2 precious BIG drops of tears, i started feelin very very tired.. till a pt i fell aZzz at wrk today.. i rem de last time i fell aZzz at wrk was liked.. i think at least 1 yr ago.. tazz when i was still VERY new to office life, cant get myself sittin down and wrkin.. but today, i dozed off rite in front of pc.. no rhymes and reason.. i wonder izit coz im indeed v tired..
even till now.. im still feelin as if im havin sth over me.. i can breathe but w/ de most minimal energy.. i wonder wat had gotten over me..
did i throw a tantrum today? it wasnt intentional.. i wonder if my frenz will forgive me.. im always lidat.. no wonder wheneva i got into an abnormal mood, no1 wana tok to me at all.. im such a bad frenz.. such an unworthy frenz.. i feel like disappearin alrdy.. 6mths and 1 day.. and tis is wat happened.. *weep*
~NEWS ~
today.. de weather turns rainy after so many days of sunny sunshine..
i hvnt been into such low mood until today..
i dunno why, but juz like de weather.. my mood turns so rainy outta de blues.. i reli dunno why..
after sheddin 2 precious BIG drops of tears, i started feelin very very tired.. till a pt i fell aZzz at wrk today.. i rem de last time i fell aZzz at wrk was liked.. i think at least 1 yr ago.. tazz when i was still VERY new to office life, cant get myself sittin down and wrkin.. but today, i dozed off rite in front of pc.. no rhymes and reason.. i wonder izit coz im indeed v tired..
even till now.. im still feelin as if im havin sth over me.. i can breathe but w/ de most minimal energy.. i wonder wat had gotten over me..
did i throw a tantrum today? it wasnt intentional.. i wonder if my frenz will forgive me.. im always lidat.. no wonder wheneva i got into an abnormal mood, no1 wana tok to me at all.. im such a bad frenz.. such an unworthy frenz.. i feel like disappearin alrdy.. 6mths and 1 day.. and tis is wat happened.. *weep*
[[ End of Chapter // de weather my mood ]]
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Date Stamp:
Monday, March 20, 2006
im at hm~! hmm.. got internet alrdy.. so i decide to blog my 1st at-hm entry today!! *lolZ*
was kinda unhappy when watchin de 10pm news juz now..
are they reportin news or simply BAD news~?
keep harpin on de Singapore District Election thingy.. ohh.. they welcome those opposition so much.. so much i feel irritated coz seem like.. v yaya pattern.. *lolZ*
then i realized.. strikes broke out at Thailand, Taiwan and France.. France was scary.. i think is not juz simply strike lor.. and got a car crash at.. *think hard* i cant rem.. they seem to be reportin all de bad things ard us.. are they juz informin us of de dangers we are in, showin us sights tat humans are no longer harmonious, countries are no longer in peace?
no wonder since young, i dun like to watch news.. oh nono.. i like to watch de part whereby we get to noe de weather at diff countries.. i noe is weird but i only like tat part~
flipping thru newspapers evday.. headlines are liked.. demoralizin as well.. so i only go for de media news.. *lolZ*
so hmm.. after today, im even more determined not to watch news anymore. ermm.. is tat a loser's attitude? weird huhz.. dun watch news.. then will become reli ignorant ehz? alamak.. suan le suan le~ i dunno la~
~bday birthday!! ~
im at hm~! hmm.. got internet alrdy.. so i decide to blog my 1st at-hm entry today!! *lolZ*
was kinda unhappy when watchin de 10pm news juz now..
are they reportin news or simply BAD news~?
keep harpin on de Singapore District Election thingy.. ohh.. they welcome those opposition so much.. so much i feel irritated coz seem like.. v yaya pattern.. *lolZ*
then i realized.. strikes broke out at Thailand, Taiwan and France.. France was scary.. i think is not juz simply strike lor.. and got a car crash at.. *think hard* i cant rem.. they seem to be reportin all de bad things ard us.. are they juz informin us of de dangers we are in, showin us sights tat humans are no longer harmonious, countries are no longer in peace?
no wonder since young, i dun like to watch news.. oh nono.. i like to watch de part whereby we get to noe de weather at diff countries.. i noe is weird but i only like tat part~
flipping thru newspapers evday.. headlines are liked.. demoralizin as well.. so i only go for de media news.. *lolZ*
so hmm.. after today, im even more determined not to watch news anymore. ermm.. is tat a loser's attitude? weird huhz.. dun watch news.. then will become reli ignorant ehz? alamak.. suan le suan le~ i dunno la~
[[ End of Chapter // NEWS ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, March 18, 2006
and also to my Dada~~ wahahaha!!
i bought my pc alrdy.. 2k.. *ahem*
officially declarin myself bankrupt w/ tat miserable receipt. *lolZ*
even though i dunno much abt pc, but im reli proud to say tat i detected a software prob. coz de shuttin down took more than 1/2hr to shut down. RIDICULOUS rite? no excuses for such a new pc as young as 2 days old. :P
i did de system recovery but still, i find it slow.. m i bein demandin? BUT 2K~! my current lifetime asset.. wat de hell~ suan le.. if i cant stand it, i will sit on it and get tat shopowner to change it away for me!! as long as i insist tat it is STILL VERY SLOW~ oops.. *lolZ*
btw.. i juz bought a baby turtle last Monday.. it died yest.. (-_-").. who says turtles are enjoyin longevity? they cant even survive thru their baby stage~ terrrible.. not gng to feed turtles anymore.. so COLD-blooded..
~wat m i tokin? ~
HAPPY
BIRTHDAY TO
PRINCESS~!
BIRTHDAY TO
PRINCESS~!
and also to my Dada~~ wahahaha!!
i bought my pc alrdy.. 2k.. *ahem*
officially declarin myself bankrupt w/ tat miserable receipt. *lolZ*
even though i dunno much abt pc, but im reli proud to say tat i detected a software prob. coz de shuttin down took more than 1/2hr to shut down. RIDICULOUS rite? no excuses for such a new pc as young as 2 days old. :P
i did de system recovery but still, i find it slow.. m i bein demandin? BUT 2K~! my current lifetime asset.. wat de hell~ suan le.. if i cant stand it, i will sit on it and get tat shopowner to change it away for me!! as long as i insist tat it is STILL VERY SLOW~ oops.. *lolZ*
btw.. i juz bought a baby turtle last Monday.. it died yest.. (-_-").. who says turtles are enjoyin longevity? they cant even survive thru their baby stage~ terrrible.. not gng to feed turtles anymore.. so COLD-blooded..
[[ End of Chapter // bday birthday!! ]]
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Date Stamp:
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
de world is not always filled w/ bright sun, white clouds and clear blue sky~
we do experience rain.. and worst of all, thunderstorm. will a rainbow definitely follow after tat?
i cant be sure.. but i believe, even if i drench myself in de BIG BIG rain, i will still find myself dry after sometimes.. hair dryer will save me!! *lolZ* wazz de pt of seein a rainbow when u r totally drenched? ermm.. wat m i tryin to say..? i forgot totally ehz.. (-_-")..
suan le.. lemme start a story tellin..
long long ago, there lives a pretty pretty Princess..
together in de grand grand castle, there lives a cute cute Queen..
in the grand grand castle, at a small small corner.. there lives a chubby chubby Fairy..
beside de grand grand castle, in a dark dark hut.. there lives an evil evil Witch..
and above all.. they r protected by two gong gong bodyguards..
wahahaha! stupid story..
i contd nxt time..
~lettin go..? ~
de world is not always filled w/ bright sun, white clouds and clear blue sky~
we do experience rain.. and worst of all, thunderstorm. will a rainbow definitely follow after tat?
i cant be sure.. but i believe, even if i drench myself in de BIG BIG rain, i will still find myself dry after sometimes.. hair dryer will save me!! *lolZ* wazz de pt of seein a rainbow when u r totally drenched? ermm.. wat m i tryin to say..? i forgot totally ehz.. (-_-")..
suan le.. lemme start a story tellin..
long long ago, there lives a pretty pretty Princess..
together in de grand grand castle, there lives a cute cute Queen..
in the grand grand castle, at a small small corner.. there lives a chubby chubby Fairy..
beside de grand grand castle, in a dark dark hut.. there lives an evil evil Witch..
and above all.. they r protected by two gong gong bodyguards..
wahahaha! stupid story..
i contd nxt time..
[[ End of Chapter // wat m i tokin? ]]
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Date Stamp:
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
im not feelin gd..
nxt time, if u got a BAD news related to me, DUN TELL ME IN DE MORNIE.
but plz tell me b4 lunch.. coz after food, my mood will be beta.. *lolZ*
ya, it will be great if u can tell me at ard 1 - 2 pm.. so i wont be affected by it AT ALL.
deeply appreciate..
guess in life, hafta let go many things.. i haf, over de yrs, learnt to grow up and let go of MANY things.. muz growing up process incld lettin go of many things? why cant i hold on to many things instead when im growin up?
Huiling said.. when one gets older.. they will tend to bo chup many things.. which incld? frenzhip perhaps.. tazz why we got some sorta misunderstandin at times. but i guess we haf all grown frm tat incident.. meanin, we still try to meet up sometimes but even if either of us cant make it, we dun blame tat pax anymore.. not coz bo chup, i believe is coz we understand.. to a certain extent tat we do hafta let go of our frenz at times..
towards them, i attain tat kinda mutual feelin.. but.. not to some ppl.
to which i feel rather sick for not bein able to accept de fact of "lettin go".
M I BEIN PETTY OR WAT?! ya huhz.. i think IM lor..
but still, i haf alrdy hated de feelin of takin initiatives since polytimes. ok, unless it was reciprocated. else, suan le.. i dun wana upset any1's days anymore w/ my kinda temper. i noe i noe, words still hurts even though is juz seen thru screen. but then, im not stayin quiet.. see~ im BLOGGIN here.. *lolZ* but obvly, i din use any hurtin words, i guess..
currently in de midst of lettin go of my family.. oh nono~ i dun mean i dun want them.. juz tryin to accept things for how they r.. maybe they r juz meant to be tis way.. and since im born under it, i think i shld juz accept it la.. im startin to appreciate things tat daddy & mummy r doin.. if wat i ask for are classified under "more".. i guess i shld reli stop askin for more..
and of coz, fRENZ~ i do appreciate all tat u all haf done for me..
i heard some1 say,"if ppl r treatin u de way u dun want them to.. it only goes to show tat wat u haf done are not enuff, tazz why they r treatin u lidat.."
yes yes.. im juz not treatin my frenz gd enuff.. tazz why..
who to blame? ME LOR~ *lolZ*
but sori huhz.. tazz me, tazz de limit.. if tazz not enuff.. forget it.. forget evthin..
im not feelin gd..
nxt time, if u got a BAD news related to me, DUN TELL ME IN DE MORNIE.
but plz tell me b4 lunch.. coz after food, my mood will be beta.. *lolZ*
ya, it will be great if u can tell me at ard 1 - 2 pm.. so i wont be affected by it AT ALL.
deeply appreciate..
guess in life, hafta let go many things.. i haf, over de yrs, learnt to grow up and let go of MANY things.. muz growing up process incld lettin go of many things? why cant i hold on to many things instead when im growin up?
Huiling said.. when one gets older.. they will tend to bo chup many things.. which incld? frenzhip perhaps.. tazz why we got some sorta misunderstandin at times. but i guess we haf all grown frm tat incident.. meanin, we still try to meet up sometimes but even if either of us cant make it, we dun blame tat pax anymore.. not coz bo chup, i believe is coz we understand.. to a certain extent tat we do hafta let go of our frenz at times..
towards them, i attain tat kinda mutual feelin.. but.. not to some ppl.
to which i feel rather sick for not bein able to accept de fact of "lettin go".
M I BEIN PETTY OR WAT?! ya huhz.. i think IM lor..
but still, i haf alrdy hated de feelin of takin initiatives since polytimes. ok, unless it was reciprocated. else, suan le.. i dun wana upset any1's days anymore w/ my kinda temper. i noe i noe, words still hurts even though is juz seen thru screen. but then, im not stayin quiet.. see~ im BLOGGIN here.. *lolZ* but obvly, i din use any hurtin words, i guess..
currently in de midst of lettin go of my family.. oh nono~ i dun mean i dun want them.. juz tryin to accept things for how they r.. maybe they r juz meant to be tis way.. and since im born under it, i think i shld juz accept it la.. im startin to appreciate things tat daddy & mummy r doin.. if wat i ask for are classified under "more".. i guess i shld reli stop askin for more..
and of coz, fRENZ~ i do appreciate all tat u all haf done for me..
i heard some1 say,"if ppl r treatin u de way u dun want them to.. it only goes to show tat wat u haf done are not enuff, tazz why they r treatin u lidat.."
yes yes.. im juz not treatin my frenz gd enuff.. tazz why..
who to blame? ME LOR~ *lolZ*
but sori huhz.. tazz me, tazz de limit.. if tazz not enuff.. forget it.. forget evthin..
[[ End of Chapter // lettin go..? ]]