witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ tis is wat i called.. SUFFERIN.. ~
Date Stamp:
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
im so tyco now.. my leg.. :'(
i mean my foot..
both feet..
*CRY ALOUD*
look at all de bites i get frm mosquitoes, sand flies.. or wateva shit..
and de below pic.. my blue black arm.. i seriously got no idea how i manage to get such BIG~ blue black.. somemore swollen..
~here i m.. merry xmas~!! ~
im so tyco now.. my leg.. :'(
i mean my foot..
both feet..
*CRY ALOUD*
look at all de bites i get frm mosquitoes, sand flies.. or wateva shit..
and de below pic.. my blue black arm.. i seriously got no idea how i manage to get such BIG~ blue black.. somemore swollen..
[[ End of Chapter // tis is wat i called.. SUFFERIN.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, December 24, 2005
*~~~ MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS to all~~~*
seriously, tis occasion has got nth to do w/ me wor.. im into Taoism, not exactly devoted but definitely not a traitor ok~ *lolZ* bought some xmas gifts for my colleagues ONLY.. im almost reduced to becomin beggar liaoz lor, i think.. so din get anythin for any1 else, not even my family.. duhz.. & like i said earlier, tis occasion has got nth to do w/ me.. *lolZ*
amazingly, got family bbq for tis SPECIAL occasion.. (-_-").. last yr also family bbq.. juz diff venue.. but i believe tis yr will be reli 'unique' coz of de venue.. so hmm.. kinda lookin forward to it. so coz got bbq, muz wait for my bro to come hm so tat we can buy de food, etc.. so meanin.. i can watch my dang-oh at de 4pm show - King of Adventure!! wahahaha!!
no choice but to forsake my colleagues for their bbq.. enjoy ya~!!
got some gifts frm my colleagues as well.. receivin presents is a NICE feelin sia.. *lolZ*
and thz CHEE BOON for ur pirated card~!! though i alrdy msg him & he dun even noe de existence of tis blog.. but well.. i seriously like de pirated card~! hehe!
***
wat a long entry but im juz gonna combined.
ppl cant understand why i got so upset over my hammy weiwei.
coz he haf spent his worthy almost-2 yrs w/ me.
coz he is my 1st pet.
coz he is funny.
coz he is cute.
coz he DEFINITELY wont quarrel w/ me.
coz im a human.
coz i haf feelings.
coz i treat him like my family.
coz i love & dote on him.
coz i care for him.
& for all reasons, feelings cannot be explained.
DUN U FCUKIN TELL ME TAT UR MAMA OR PAPA DIES, U WONT CRY~?!
dun tell me is DIFFERENT? WAZZ DE DIFF?
different in yrs doesnt mean anythin. it doesnt mean de longest wins, my foot!
to me, ur mama / papa is ONLY a human wat~ doesnt make a diff wat.. is ANIMALS deprived of de chance human haf? wat makes human SO FCUKIN SPECIAL? coz we wear clothes? coz we wrk for $$~? coz we noe how to talk & haf fun? we r not animals, how we noe wat kinda fun they haf.. they entertain us and even help us, juz for de sake of food WE HUMAN gif to them.
and wait wait wait.. dun tell me tat since humans & animals r de same, so frm today onwards, i shld start walkin ard naked or stay mute or going for one night stands or wateva la.. im tokin abt de feelings we have for each other, de feelings inside us, not physically.. u cannot understand huhz? u not human huhz??
im not tryin to rebuke any1, pick a fight or wateva shit..
im juz hopin tat ppl out there can at least TRY to understand my feelings, if u cant.. plz AT LEAST DO WAT A FRENZ SHLD DO.. if u ask me wat a frenz shld do, then sori.. im not fit to be ur frenz.. coz u dun even noe.. apparently, u dun regard me as a worthy frenz..
till tis day, i still missed my hammy weiwei.
eatin stuff at hm can be quite sickenin at times.. coz IN DE PAST, i will spare him a little of everythin - biscuits, milk, apple, etc..
juz tat day, i saw those melon seeds in de blue container. i had purposely removed all de so-called 'shells'.. coz i scare it will be a chore to him. it wasnt finished. includin de big pack of honeystar which is still standin in a corner of my fridge. i rem givin him porridge & oatmeal in milk durin those days ever since i realized he maybe nearin his due.. i told my frenz tat he wont die when i wasnt at hm.. coz tazz wat i believe strongly. he waited for me till 730pm++ b4 he collapsed. no1 can understand de kinda torment im havin coz i SERIOUSLY blame myself for not bein there and de last 1 to noe his death.
TOO KUA ZHANG? juz a hamster wat.. u dun action la..
maybe u shld wait till 1 of ur beloved died.. then u will understand tis feeling. so for now, go away.
& ya, without weiwei.. life goes on.. im not supposed to cry for my whole life ba.. if im cryin my life away.. then i might as well end my life now.. *lolZ*
my last sentence.. whether de decision i had made is gd or bad, result in a beta tml or stagnant life ahead, i wont regret and i seriously thank weiwei for wakin me up with de price of his life.
~In Loving Memory of Hammy Weiwei ~
*~~~ MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS to all~~~*
seriously, tis occasion has got nth to do w/ me wor.. im into Taoism, not exactly devoted but definitely not a traitor ok~ *lolZ* bought some xmas gifts for my colleagues ONLY.. im almost reduced to becomin beggar liaoz lor, i think.. so din get anythin for any1 else, not even my family.. duhz.. & like i said earlier, tis occasion has got nth to do w/ me.. *lolZ*
amazingly, got family bbq for tis SPECIAL occasion.. (-_-").. last yr also family bbq.. juz diff venue.. but i believe tis yr will be reli 'unique' coz of de venue.. so hmm.. kinda lookin forward to it. so coz got bbq, muz wait for my bro to come hm so tat we can buy de food, etc.. so meanin.. i can watch my dang-oh at de 4pm show - King of Adventure!! wahahaha!!
no choice but to forsake my colleagues for their bbq.. enjoy ya~!!
got some gifts frm my colleagues as well.. receivin presents is a NICE feelin sia.. *lolZ*
and thz CHEE BOON for ur pirated card~!! though i alrdy msg him & he dun even noe de existence of tis blog.. but well.. i seriously like de pirated card~! hehe!
***
wat a long entry but im juz gonna combined.
ppl cant understand why i got so upset over my hammy weiwei.
coz he haf spent his worthy almost-2 yrs w/ me.
coz he is my 1st pet.
coz he is funny.
coz he is cute.
coz he DEFINITELY wont quarrel w/ me.
coz im a human.
coz i haf feelings.
coz i treat him like my family.
coz i love & dote on him.
coz i care for him.
& for all reasons, feelings cannot be explained.
DUN U FCUKIN TELL ME TAT UR MAMA OR PAPA DIES, U WONT CRY~?!
dun tell me is DIFFERENT? WAZZ DE DIFF?
different in yrs doesnt mean anythin. it doesnt mean de longest wins, my foot!
to me, ur mama / papa is ONLY a human wat~ doesnt make a diff wat.. is ANIMALS deprived of de chance human haf? wat makes human SO FCUKIN SPECIAL? coz we wear clothes? coz we wrk for $$~? coz we noe how to talk & haf fun? we r not animals, how we noe wat kinda fun they haf.. they entertain us and even help us, juz for de sake of food WE HUMAN gif to them.
and wait wait wait.. dun tell me tat since humans & animals r de same, so frm today onwards, i shld start walkin ard naked or stay mute or going for one night stands or wateva la.. im tokin abt de feelings we have for each other, de feelings inside us, not physically.. u cannot understand huhz? u not human huhz??
im not tryin to rebuke any1, pick a fight or wateva shit..
im juz hopin tat ppl out there can at least TRY to understand my feelings, if u cant.. plz AT LEAST DO WAT A FRENZ SHLD DO.. if u ask me wat a frenz shld do, then sori.. im not fit to be ur frenz.. coz u dun even noe.. apparently, u dun regard me as a worthy frenz..
till tis day, i still missed my hammy weiwei.
eatin stuff at hm can be quite sickenin at times.. coz IN DE PAST, i will spare him a little of everythin - biscuits, milk, apple, etc..
juz tat day, i saw those melon seeds in de blue container. i had purposely removed all de so-called 'shells'.. coz i scare it will be a chore to him. it wasnt finished. includin de big pack of honeystar which is still standin in a corner of my fridge. i rem givin him porridge & oatmeal in milk durin those days ever since i realized he maybe nearin his due.. i told my frenz tat he wont die when i wasnt at hm.. coz tazz wat i believe strongly. he waited for me till 730pm++ b4 he collapsed. no1 can understand de kinda torment im havin coz i SERIOUSLY blame myself for not bein there and de last 1 to noe his death.
TOO KUA ZHANG? juz a hamster wat.. u dun action la..
maybe u shld wait till 1 of ur beloved died.. then u will understand tis feeling. so for now, go away.
& ya, without weiwei.. life goes on.. im not supposed to cry for my whole life ba.. if im cryin my life away.. then i might as well end my life now.. *lolZ*
my last sentence.. whether de decision i had made is gd or bad, result in a beta tml or stagnant life ahead, i wont regret and i seriously thank weiwei for wakin me up with de price of his life.
[[ End of Chapter // here i m.. merry xmas~!! ]]
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Date Stamp:
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
exactly after 9mths after Qiqi left me, Weiwei left as well.
when? Yesterday b/w 730pm - 9pm. i cant gif a time. i wasnt at hm. i deserve to be slapped for tat.
reason? old age, no illness.
my deepest condolences then..
i dun wish to say more.
~a MUST-BLOG entry ~
exactly after 9mths after Qiqi left me, Weiwei left as well.
when? Yesterday b/w 730pm - 9pm. i cant gif a time. i wasnt at hm. i deserve to be slapped for tat.
reason? old age, no illness.
my deepest condolences then..
i dun wish to say more.
[[ End of Chapter // In Loving Memory of Hammy Weiwei ]]
~
Date Stamp:
Monday, December 05, 2005
lene said i MUZ post sth today.. regardin Sat (03/12/2005).. and in a v abstract manner tat only me, myself noes wat im tokin abt.. ok, i will try.. and here it goes.. i shld start w/ de story 1st..
in a restaurant beside a restaurant, 5 by 3 respectively.. they once know each other and now a total stranger. fcuk~ i doin a rhyme thingy or wat?
*restart*
i nv reli like AjiSen.. or rather, i prefer anythin than AjiSen. so, perhaps.. it leads to.. shld i start likin AjiSen or wat~? is juz so ptless.. i haf juz been branded as some1 w/ my own mind.. how can i start gng AjiSen coz..
forget it.. i dun wana go on tryin so hard to blog an abstract entry anymore.
definitely when u see less of tis pax, hear less of tis pax, interact less w/ tis pax.. most likely u will forget tis pax, no matter how much u think of tis pax last time. but wat if u see tis pax suddenly again 1 day? for me, i forget ALL de ppl ard me, suddenly. it sux. and i tell myself im gettin outta tis shit, no matter..
my frenz said, it doesnt matter wat i think and how i feel anymore, eventually it will come to nought. yes oh yes.. TOTALLY AGREE~ so i believe w/ tis sentence, im able to get out faster. unless i wana make a difference, my frenz added. correct! de prob is.. i noe i wont make a difference anyway.. so why bother?
once again, im tellin myself.. no1 can affect my life.. i can live w/o any1.. i wont allow myself to be affected by any1.. and believe me lehz.. im not bein affected now when im typin tis entry..
*finger cross*
fcuk~ forget it. im gng hm alrdy..
lene said i MUZ post sth today.. regardin Sat (03/12/2005).. and in a v abstract manner tat only me, myself noes wat im tokin abt.. ok, i will try.. and here it goes.. i shld start w/ de story 1st..
in a restaurant beside a restaurant, 5 by 3 respectively.. they once know each other and now a total stranger. fcuk~ i doin a rhyme thingy or wat?
*restart*
i nv reli like AjiSen.. or rather, i prefer anythin than AjiSen. so, perhaps.. it leads to.. shld i start likin AjiSen or wat~? is juz so ptless.. i haf juz been branded as some1 w/ my own mind.. how can i start gng AjiSen coz..
forget it.. i dun wana go on tryin so hard to blog an abstract entry anymore.
definitely when u see less of tis pax, hear less of tis pax, interact less w/ tis pax.. most likely u will forget tis pax, no matter how much u think of tis pax last time. but wat if u see tis pax suddenly again 1 day? for me, i forget ALL de ppl ard me, suddenly. it sux. and i tell myself im gettin outta tis shit, no matter..
my frenz said, it doesnt matter wat i think and how i feel anymore, eventually it will come to nought. yes oh yes.. TOTALLY AGREE~ so i believe w/ tis sentence, im able to get out faster. unless i wana make a difference, my frenz added. correct! de prob is.. i noe i wont make a difference anyway.. so why bother?
once again, im tellin myself.. no1 can affect my life.. i can live w/o any1.. i wont allow myself to be affected by any1.. and believe me lehz.. im not bein affected now when im typin tis entry..
*finger cross*
fcuk~ forget it. im gng hm alrdy..
[[ End of Chapter // a MUST-BLOG entry ]]