[[ End of Chapter // today is SATURDAY.. ]]

Date Stamp: Wednesday, November 23, 2005


havin a title is tirin sia.. esp when hor.. im always havin repeated titles but of coz diff contents la.. *lolZ*

ok, today Ms Teo is gng to start a lesson on.. ermm, let's do away with all the introduction.. i dun even haf a title in mind for tis lesson lor.. hahaha!

At diff phases in life, we experience diff things and yes, many a time, we juz hafta admit tat it is de ppl ard us tat make us realize, change and grow up. they may be juz passerby in our life which we can claim as frenz, which in later stage, beta known as acquaintances. whether they will remain as a frenz, or simply write off as acquaintances, we decide for ourselves.

Cousin Nana once said to me,"u dun nid frenz 1 la.. to u, tis also redundant tat also not impt.."
hey! i nid frenz ok.. but why shld i keep frenz who make me feel worthless? frenz r supposed to be supportive and yes, we noe they are always there. if at times, u feel helpless towards a frenzhip or relationship, plz gif de pax a 2nd chance coz ev1 deserves it. too many chances given? then juz confront. i cant understand de mentality some ppl haf. perhaps tazz wat make each of us unique. ur way of handling things may not be my way of handlin things. but plz rem, ur way is not definitely de BEST way.

if i had prob w/ tis frenz and im in de wrong, after throwin ENUFF tantrums, i will write off evthin.. im not tat quiet as to swallow evthin. i will DEFINITELY THROW TANTRUMS~ *lolZ* im not a nice creature ya.. i dunno if i will say sori.. coz seriously, i dun like ppl to say sori and expect forgiveness. after tat? they do back de same old mistake and gif u back de same old "sori" which u can always expect.

and if my frenz is in de wrong? i wont expect him/her to say sori. SHOW me u r sori lor.. tat u noe wat goes wrong and is changin.. rem u r given a 2nd chance? i can gif u MORE than 2 chances but if u dun feel tat tis frenzhip is impt, i will show u tat it is not impt to me as well.

and wat if got prob and my frenz is behavin so stagnant towards it?
coz i may think s/he is at fault, and s/he thinks im at fault. sometimes, is not obv whois at fault mahz.. *lolZ* after a while, evthin shld be fine la.. then i will ask my frenz lor.. but if tazz not de case, guess i will most prolly confront my frenz.. TAZZ ME lor.. i dun like to make assumptions, v hateful u noe.. but of coz, tat frenz gotta be those who i regard their frenzhip as "impt".. else confront for wat? i dun even bother to noe wazz happenin.. hahaha!

ezier said than done?
lene noes it all ba.. hahaha! coz lene say im always givin up frenzhip which i regard as redundant.. but LENE~ i got gif them many chances ok.. cannot be evtime i cannot see things frm their angles de ma.. i juz cannot tolerate de way they treat de frenzhip.. so too bad.. anyway, i believe they wont mind losin me as their frenz.. *lolZ*

too long liaoz la tis post.. i cannot tell u all my story.. heh..

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