我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
it's bloggin time~!~!! im juz havin some kinda distorted feelin.. do u ppl feel tat i look differently frm de way i behave? and behave differently frm de way i think? and worse still, think differently frm de things i do?
last time, some1 told me.. i look like a walkin fm91.3 radio.. duhzz.. but im in fact SO DAMN GUAI lor~ and of coz, i haf my fair share of attitude problems. some think i look si wen, PROVIDED I DUN TOK. *lolZ* and im behavin so childishly and cranky tat no1 feel tat i do cry when i get upset. wazz wrong w/ me cryin huhz~!!? im a crybaby!! duhz.. and ya, worst of all, de things i do and de words i say.. r juz so damn contradictin when compared to wat im thinkin. im juz tryin to show tat i DUN CARE~ coz i dun wana bring any contradiction to any1 in their lives. if they care abt me, they will show me tat. i dun think any1 understands wat im tryin to say.. forget it~
another some1 said tat i gif ppl a feelin tat i dun fall for juz any1. wahahahahah~!! :x
i kinda forgotten tat until ANOTHER some1 said,"i think u had to be robbed, then some1 rescued u. then u will be wahhhh.. and think tat guy is a hero, then fall for him.."
DO I LOOK LIKE SOME1 WHO LIKES HERO?!!?
i dun watch movie like wat.. ermm.. Superman, Batman, Ultraman, Spiderman.. all those ppl who went flyin ard and rescue ppl. wat de heck~ (-_-")
TO ME, HEROES DUN EXIST~ okok, perhaps my frenz juz meant to say some1 SO GOD DAMN SPECIAL. but wazz special? to each its own, i guess.
among de crowds, u stood up and offered ur seat to a pregnant woman or old lady, i will think tat u r special.
when u r always full of smiles, i will think tat u r special.
u treat ev1 ard u nice enuff till ppl will lend u a helpin hand when u ask, u r special.
and of coz.......................... if u buy me dark chocolates..... all i can say is... U ARE HELL SPECIAL~!! wahahahaha! :x
so yesh, i dun nid a hero to be my boyfrenz.. de thot of it is enuff to make me think tat he wont haf time for me. he will go ard rescuin all de cats and dogs.. so bo eng~ *lolZ*
juz some1 who treats me and his frenz nice will do.. geez..
AND WAIT~!!!
im not advertisin myself here and DEFINITELY not statin my criterias for BOYFRENZ lor..
time to get lost.. *shRuGz*
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i decided to take a slack off wat im doin.
wrk in office has been bz.. but im fine~ even though sometimes i get reli gan cheong, scared cannot finish up wat im doin, etc.. but wazz worst is de mental torture. chantel, my office's mei nu had left for 2 mths lidat.. we all thot tat yeay yeay~ life in office will be so damn nice, no loudspker behind us anymore. but guess wat~!? got a walkin CCTV now~!!!
f**k tat aunty~! HER NAME IS NATASHA~! rem tat~!!! i wont gif such a name to my daughter nxt time, No, NEVER~! yuCks~! but anyway, i haf kinda stop talkin to her. no pt wat~ i dun like her. she is such a backstabber and hypocrite. oh~ wateva u can think of, de most wicked things ppl can do in office, SHE DOES THEM ALL~
BIGGGG FAT DIRTY TEAPOT w/ stale tea leaves.. YUCKS~!
i bet she kept talkin in office is coz no1 talks to her at hm~ if im her daughter, i will move out. but she muz be glad im not her daughter. coz my mama had been trained by her 3 precious, she dun nag since century years ago. *loLZ* oh wah~ such a LONG paragraph dedicated to her. feel like givin her my blog address for her to see tis entry. wahahahaha~!! :x
sack me la.. for all i care~ kaoz~! she dare dare terminate my yandao lor~!!!!! and still dare to tell another guy tat kenneth decided to resign himself. wat de heck~! see how bad she is?
BIGGG FAT DIRTY UGLY IDIOTIC.. oh well, suddenly i feel tat she looks like a hippopotamus. wahahahah~! SHE RELI DOES~~!! omgZ~
ok, end.. damn her, i hvnt even dedicate a pg to my weiwei lor.. whois she?
anyway, im juz some1 w/ no EQ.. i can scold any1 i feel like scoldin..
u step on my tail huhz...?? too bad~ :p
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noel said i only blogged twice a mth.
see im bloggin now.. :p
ok, byebye~ mission complete. *lolZ*
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Noel bought me bittersweet chocolates yest.. yeah yeah~ (^_^)~V
i was still thinkin who will bother w/ my nick yest.. she did she did~~ to my surprise.. heh.. but yest i finished up those tat Cheryl bought for me at de beginnin of tis wk and today, i ate de bar tat Noel gave me. *yUm yUm* THANKS BOTH~!! geez..
wazz nxt? oh ya.. de bbq.. yihui was feelin kinda frustratin coz of de stingray thingy.. and now, pork satay or NO pork? *lolZ* dun worry le la.. i will do a pretty pretty job for ya.. but somehow hor.. i got tis feelin tat sth will crop up. hmm.. when u see me, plz rem to ask me if de sambal chilli is halal. *lolZ*
im gng broke. coz leeli & huiling present alone are enuff to kill me and burn myself.. no more burnin a hole in my pocket. im juz gonna get burnt thoroughly. save me~~!! ~(>_<)~
and who says abt gng Bangkok or even Hongkong? im so afraid of de monsoon / winter season~~
hmmm.. 1 of tis days.. im gng to dedicate a whole blog entry to my dearest hammy, weiwei.. and bored all of u to death.. hahahahaha! :x
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ok, tell u wat..
u wont be 1 of de lucky 20 who will get a share of those "ling ling long long" stuff i mentioned in my prev entries..
coz..
im not gng to make anymore la~ :x
u noe how hard to thread those mini beads into bracelets, hp chains, earrins anot..? wah liewz.. see alrdy wana faint lor.. :
i went w/ noel yest to buy those beads, threads, etc.. but ended up i LOOKED only. coz to make all those, need piler, cutter, and those necessary.. and most importantly, PATIENCE~
hmm.. tazz sth i haf been lackin of since de day i was borned.. so.. i think is beta for me to gif up doin anythin la~ hahaha! *excuses*
im juz lazy la.. and reli nid those lady fingers lor.. im s00ooooo00oo boy.. hahaha! cannot make it la.. and muz haf creativity. creativity.. hmm.. why de heck my mama borned me WITHOUT patience and creativity huhz..?? MUZ be coz she noes tat i wont do such things.. wAhh.. my mama so clever, shldnt disappoint her.. so im not gng to do any beady art & crafts.. hahaha!
till tis pt, if u dun understand wat i tokin abt.. never mind.. coz im juz tryin to find excuses abt not doin de beady stuff.. blehz..
tazz de gist of tis entry.. wont be back soon, i guess.. as usual.. hahahha! :x
oh ya, btw.. wana see de pic of a spinster who has wrked for 10yrs? lalalallllaalala~~
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wOo~hoo~!! i actually got de itinerary spelt correctly~!! bwahahaha! :x
anyway, no big deal abt de spellin.. *lolZ*
today im gng to buy those beads w/ noel.. at somewhere in chinatown, i juz dunno where.. haha! noel noes de way, so no worries.. maybe can haf some nice food too. heh.. im gng to make hp chains mostly, perhaps key chains, bracelets as well.. and ya, earrings will be in as well. hmm.. juz so many ppl i wana make and gif to~!! lemme count.. wAhh.. at least 20 lor.. wat de heck~ (-_-") .. okok, so if u received.. u r considered quite lucky to be in de top 20 list.. haha! but i got butter fingers.. so hmm.. dun expect anythin VERY nice. DUN DREAM of tat even!! *lolZ*
im still havin my sore throat, even though leti says i sound de same. i can feel myself exertin more strength to tok (read:yell) in my normal voice.. and havin occasional coughin. bad. all my goody frenz noe tat once i get a sore throat, it will be damn long b4 i can recover. my last sore throat was liked.. took 9mths b4 it gradually starts to recover. hello~ 9mths then starts to recover, NOT 9mths and it recovers. haiz.. my sore throat pregnant tat time izit~? how come also 9mths? hahahaha!
my frenz, joanne, is givin birth today at 3:30pm. she calls me juz now and i was so shocked. a few mths ago, i juz told her to meet up for baby shoppin. now she is givin birth liaoz.. so fast sia~ im reli bad. din even call her up durin her pregnancy, and still needs her to call me instead. wat a frenz im~! *swear at herself* anyway, if she is not discharged on friday, i will drop her a visit. yes, i promise myself tat. but if she is discharged alrdy, then can only wait after her 1 mth's confinement. anyway, her hubby's hse and parents gimme a feelin tat they dun entertain strangers, even though im their daughter-in-law's frenz.. :
and for de nxt comin wkends in tis mth, Aug.. im not free.. seriously not free.. kinda excited coz ya, im so packed~!! but ermm.. i think im de 1 who go and get myself so packed lor..
but still, im excited abt meetin my godkors they all for bbq on de 20th aug~!!!
now.. tired.. :S