witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
my faves
Witch -> Jiawei -> Queen -> Elmer ->
skin: sixseven
de frame // 27 Oct
My Nonsensical Cousins *lolZ*
witchology
beyond my world
KRISTY ~da sao
ELIZ ~SHR colleague
JIAWEI ~poly
starS world
FELICIA Chin
ELVIN Ng
NAT Ho
SUN YanZi
my memories
since Mar 2005
[2011]
Jan.11
Feb.11
Mar.11
chain of sequence
Princess -> Yong Jin -> Fairy
special thanks
~ (^_^) ~
Date Stamp:
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
brktime!!
sunday was a paintin day~ hmm.. ah ping, sen, kristy and me were at hm de whole day paintin their bedrm-to-be and livin rm. kinda fun.. but of coz if i were to do paintin everyday, most prolly i will find it a torture. *lolZ* de bedrm is cosy, de livin rm is neater.. and hmm.. my rm is in a mess now.
(-_-") coz all their belongings are put altogether inside de other rm.. *faintZ*
and yest.. monday.. no blues.. heh.. went bugis w/ cheryl and noel coz cheryl wana buy bikinis~!! wahahaha! wat a feast to my eyes.. o.O .. anyway, they were bz tryin out those bikinis while i stood there like a stone. why bring a guy w/ them to see such stuff~!!?? and im tat "guy".. *lolZ* ok la, im conservative lor. juz dun feel comfortable in bikinis. i prefer tankini/bandana. so hmm.. i din try any~ but we stayed in tat shop for ard 1.5hr~!! omgZ~ by de time cheryl bought juz 1 set, is alrdy 830pm~
(-_-") .. went phine's cafe for dinner. de food there is nice! i like de sirloin steak and guava juice! heh.. but i asked for a ladies cut instead coz is ard 915pm. i juz dun feel like havin a heavy dinner. is cheap wor.. only ard $15. but guess wat~? i dun nida pay.
heh.. coz cheryl & noel said hor.. for de mth of may, i only made 2 mistakes at wrk.. less than 3 mahz~ so tazz my reward~! muahahaha! got 2 blocks of chocolates last mth and tis mth got a free dinner. but tazz de agreement we made la. if i made 3 or more mistakes, i will haf to treat BOTH of them lehz.. but *phewS~* maybe i will buy.. those small tub ice cream for them nxt wk when i got my pay.. heh.. or maybe when we go chill out at Can Cafe.. then i pay.. hmm.. *gasp*
tis comin sunday my kor's BIGG~ day le!!! so fast manz~~ i dun think it will be as bz as i thot it wld be. and i took a halfday(am) leave on monday, coz i wana Zzz!!! heh.. yeah~ cheryl promised to lend me her digicam, and ya~ i will rem to buy lotsa batt, coz dun want history to keep repeatin.. *lolZ* and hmm.. videocam how huhz~~? so so lookin forward to their BIGG~ day.. *lolZ*
~hmm.. ~
brktime!!
sunday was a paintin day~ hmm.. ah ping, sen, kristy and me were at hm de whole day paintin their bedrm-to-be and livin rm. kinda fun.. but of coz if i were to do paintin everyday, most prolly i will find it a torture. *lolZ* de bedrm is cosy, de livin rm is neater.. and hmm.. my rm is in a mess now.
(-_-") coz all their belongings are put altogether inside de other rm.. *faintZ*
and yest.. monday.. no blues.. heh.. went bugis w/ cheryl and noel coz cheryl wana buy bikinis~!! wahahaha! wat a feast to my eyes.. o.O .. anyway, they were bz tryin out those bikinis while i stood there like a stone. why bring a guy w/ them to see such stuff~!!?? and im tat "guy".. *lolZ* ok la, im conservative lor. juz dun feel comfortable in bikinis. i prefer tankini/bandana. so hmm.. i din try any~ but we stayed in tat shop for ard 1.5hr~!! omgZ~ by de time cheryl bought juz 1 set, is alrdy 830pm~
(-_-") .. went phine's cafe for dinner. de food there is nice! i like de sirloin steak and guava juice! heh.. but i asked for a ladies cut instead coz is ard 915pm. i juz dun feel like havin a heavy dinner. is cheap wor.. only ard $15. but guess wat~? i dun nida pay.
heh.. coz cheryl & noel said hor.. for de mth of may, i only made 2 mistakes at wrk.. less than 3 mahz~ so tazz my reward~! muahahaha! got 2 blocks of chocolates last mth and tis mth got a free dinner. but tazz de agreement we made la. if i made 3 or more mistakes, i will haf to treat BOTH of them lehz.. but *phewS~* maybe i will buy.. those small tub ice cream for them nxt wk when i got my pay.. heh.. or maybe when we go chill out at Can Cafe.. then i pay.. hmm.. *gasp*
tis comin sunday my kor's BIGG~ day le!!! so fast manz~~ i dun think it will be as bz as i thot it wld be. and i took a halfday(am) leave on monday, coz i wana Zzz!!! heh.. yeah~ cheryl promised to lend me her digicam, and ya~ i will rem to buy lotsa batt, coz dun want history to keep repeatin.. *lolZ* and hmm.. videocam how huhz~~? so so lookin forward to their BIGG~ day.. *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // (^_^) ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, May 28, 2005
i dun feel gd. not in de rite state of mind. recently always lidat. but tis time, is not outta de blue lor.. melvin juz returned me de Andy Lau's cantonese album which i lent to him mths ago. de front cover (hard cardboard) was so crumpled as if some1 spilt water on it for ages and finally dried up. arghz.. it reli dampen my mood. then melvin said inside short of 1CD is coz last time he alrdy returned to me.. got mehz~? later go hm dig.. if dun haf, i think i can gif tat CD to him free le. i go buy a new 1. arghz~ i looked at de cover alrdy feel like cryin liaoz.. wat de heck lor.. i dun like ppl to mess ard w/ my things lehz.. so IRRESPONSIBLE~! i trust u so i lent u, so can u dun disappoint me anot?! gimme back in 1 nice pc la.. u lidat treat other ppl's things, wont feel guilty de mehz~~? arghz.. call me a PETTY pax if u muz, I DUN CARE~~ *draw a BIGG~ full stop* anyway, i not referrin to melvin la as de irresponsible pax. is alrdy v kind of him to help me get it back frm chong's car. but then again, I RATHER HE DUN RETURN TO ME lor.. haiz.. im such a pain.. maybe if is not andy lau's album, i wont get so upset. =(
i dun like ppl to mess ard w/ my things. (who likes their things to get messed?)
i dun like liars. (i will throw tantrum and then appreciate ur frankness. if u brk my trust in u, tazz it)
i dun like last min changes. (is juz irritatin..)
i dun like ppl who brk their promises. (tazz why i dun make promises. if u cant fulfill, then can u DUN promise?)
i dun like to listen to ppl who dun mean wat they say. (if u dun mean wat u say, then wazz de pt in me listenin?)
i dun like ppl to hide things intentionally. (seriously, who likes to be kept in de dark? for sure, i dun like)
similarly, i can forgive all de abovementioned kind of ppl and also ppl puttin me planes.. sianz.. wat m i tokin abt manz.. ahz.. im gng crazy~~~
~sometimes life feels sad.. ~
i dun feel gd. not in de rite state of mind. recently always lidat. but tis time, is not outta de blue lor.. melvin juz returned me de Andy Lau's cantonese album which i lent to him mths ago. de front cover (hard cardboard) was so crumpled as if some1 spilt water on it for ages and finally dried up. arghz.. it reli dampen my mood. then melvin said inside short of 1CD is coz last time he alrdy returned to me.. got mehz~? later go hm dig.. if dun haf, i think i can gif tat CD to him free le. i go buy a new 1. arghz~ i looked at de cover alrdy feel like cryin liaoz.. wat de heck lor.. i dun like ppl to mess ard w/ my things lehz.. so IRRESPONSIBLE~! i trust u so i lent u, so can u dun disappoint me anot?! gimme back in 1 nice pc la.. u lidat treat other ppl's things, wont feel guilty de mehz~~? arghz.. call me a PETTY pax if u muz, I DUN CARE~~ *draw a BIGG~ full stop* anyway, i not referrin to melvin la as de irresponsible pax. is alrdy v kind of him to help me get it back frm chong's car. but then again, I RATHER HE DUN RETURN TO ME lor.. haiz.. im such a pain.. maybe if is not andy lau's album, i wont get so upset. =(
i dun like ppl to mess ard w/ my things. (who likes their things to get messed?)
i dun like liars. (i will throw tantrum and then appreciate ur frankness. if u brk my trust in u, tazz it)
i dun like last min changes. (is juz irritatin..)
i dun like ppl who brk their promises. (tazz why i dun make promises. if u cant fulfill, then can u DUN promise?)
i dun like to listen to ppl who dun mean wat they say. (if u dun mean wat u say, then wazz de pt in me listenin?)
i dun like ppl to hide things intentionally. (seriously, who likes to be kept in de dark? for sure, i dun like)
similarly, i can forgive all de abovementioned kind of ppl and also ppl puttin me planes.. sianz.. wat m i tokin abt manz.. ahz.. im gng crazy~~~
[[ End of Chapter // hmm.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
~event for keng-in mc ~
i was kinda enjoyin my long wkend. yeah~ enjoy rottin and hangin out a lil w/ alfred n zhiyong coz we went to attend yihui and andson de baby's full mth on Sat. somehow still cant accept de fact tat my frenz, only 21~ alrdy a mama. wat de heck.. and im still playin ard. *lolZ* then sun is family day, so went to grandma's hse as usual. mon met leti and huiling as usual. tok cork ard.. and is liked.. i think we runnin outta topic manz~~ haha! but then, it feels gd to hang out w/ ur bestest frenz. u dun nid to say anythin but ya, we noe we r always there for each other.
im not feelin gd today. i haf no intentn of throwin tantrum at any1 at all. i juz feel sad. is liked.. sometimes when u got so annoyed, u will feel like yellin at any1 but.. not tis time. i cant seem to find my voice to tok. not restless but.. i juz feel sad. im sad, im sad, im sad.. so sad i almost teared in office juz now.
sometimes life feels so sad.. even though i got a happy family to fall back on, nice frenz who r always there for me, and understandin colleagues who wont reprimand me no matter wat.. but still, i dunno why.. for today, im sad..
{{ i thot there is only u and me in our world.. but i realized.. im livin in my own world.. }}
[[ End of Chapter // sometimes life feels sad.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Friday, May 20, 2005
im still in my hols mood frm yest. :x
ok, im bad. i went to keng mc for yest coz i wana go to de National Heritage Board, or beta known as Chinatown Heritage Centre. went w/ leti and huiling. we took ard 120pics!! omgZ~ but anyway is nice. even though is only 3 storey and kinda spacious. but reli can see so many things! i reli dun mind gng there again lor.. but then again, wazz de pt la.. *lolZ* anyway, de entrance fee is supposed to be $8.80 but if u got ATM card (any will do).. then is only 4 bucks! wahahaha! so cheap :x anyway, is reli ancient inside. as if museum. i like it beta than de 1 at sentosa. sentosa tat museum nice mehz~? worst of all, cannot take pics. *lolZ* but i will reli like to see those galleries whereby de ppl in wax hor.. are actors/actresses/singers.. i think those r reli nice lehz~ they can actually make those ppl so identical. hmm.. i wana see!! but sg like.. dun haf?
anyway, back to CHC, i think de 3 of us reli made a fool of ourselves. coz most of de display rooms tat r designed till reli looked like got ancient ppl stayin inside 1.. are all blocked halfdoor, as if got dog inside. (-_-").. so we climbed into 1 room we chose. alamak, tat 2 in short skirts lor.. and i was in long skirt. machiem 3 monkeys climbin ard CHC. *lolZ*
we enjoyed de tour as much as we enjoyed takin pics. haha! i still wana explore many other places of sg~! heh.. then after we rested and shopped ard chinatown. met leeli for dinner-supper. we went jalan kayu for roti prata coz my cousin opened 1 there! btw, my cousin is a chinese. not bad la his food.. but de kambing soup was not in its top form.. super oily.
hmm.. wazz up nxt.. oh ya~ i wana go to de old army mkt at beach rd~! and.. noel said we r gng bangkok tis comin aug/sept~!! wahh.. any1 wana come w/ us? they r v nice and fun ppl wor..
^ we love each other~ *lolZ*
~kukup - msia ~
im still in my hols mood frm yest. :x
ok, im bad. i went to keng mc for yest coz i wana go to de National Heritage Board, or beta known as Chinatown Heritage Centre. went w/ leti and huiling. we took ard 120pics!! omgZ~ but anyway is nice. even though is only 3 storey and kinda spacious. but reli can see so many things! i reli dun mind gng there again lor.. but then again, wazz de pt la.. *lolZ* anyway, de entrance fee is supposed to be $8.80 but if u got ATM card (any will do).. then is only 4 bucks! wahahaha! so cheap :x anyway, is reli ancient inside. as if museum. i like it beta than de 1 at sentosa. sentosa tat museum nice mehz~? worst of all, cannot take pics. *lolZ* but i will reli like to see those galleries whereby de ppl in wax hor.. are actors/actresses/singers.. i think those r reli nice lehz~ they can actually make those ppl so identical. hmm.. i wana see!! but sg like.. dun haf?
anyway, back to CHC, i think de 3 of us reli made a fool of ourselves. coz most of de display rooms tat r designed till reli looked like got ancient ppl stayin inside 1.. are all blocked halfdoor, as if got dog inside. (-_-").. so we climbed into 1 room we chose. alamak, tat 2 in short skirts lor.. and i was in long skirt. machiem 3 monkeys climbin ard CHC. *lolZ*
we enjoyed de tour as much as we enjoyed takin pics. haha! i still wana explore many other places of sg~! heh.. then after we rested and shopped ard chinatown. met leeli for dinner-supper. we went jalan kayu for roti prata coz my cousin opened 1 there! btw, my cousin is a chinese. not bad la his food.. but de kambing soup was not in its top form.. super oily.
hmm.. wazz up nxt.. oh ya~ i wana go to de old army mkt at beach rd~! and.. noel said we r gng bangkok tis comin aug/sept~!! wahh.. any1 wana come w/ us? they r v nice and fun ppl wor..
^ we love each other~ *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // event for keng-in mc ]]
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Date Stamp:
Monday, May 16, 2005
lemme take a rest..
.
..
...
im so packed today~!! hardly haf time to rot ard.. but heck care le la.. so sianz~ i nida breathe!! *gaspin for air* mornie was preparin docs for cancellatn of wrkers, then juz finished sortin out 1 whole pile of documents. now is back to typin applicatn letters and still, applications letters.. *pui* oh ya, and 1 more appeal letter. wat de heck~ *stomp on all de papers*
anyway, wkend is reli nice.. how i wish i dun come back le~ haha! went kukup (msia) w/ noel & her side, which includes her hubby - ah boy, her y.bro - eugene & gf - candice & her mama, and then elaine. they r reli fun-lovin ppl~ heh.. i enjoy their companion alot, even though tis is de 1st time i met all of them, except ah boy ( i saw him twice b4).. i nv noe fun-lovin ppl exist everywhere..!! heh.. i always thot only my kor noes fun-lovin ppl.. whereas i gotta noe all de dinosaurs.. (-_-") .. *lolZ* anyway, they r reli pro at suan-in ppl manz.. haha! they made de whole trip so much more enjoyable, w/ eugene and ah boy suan-in ppl, and elaine kana suaned. *lolZ* candice is nice too, v talkable and frenzly. heh.. they r all nice ppl. :p
and hmm.. kukup ahz~ ok la, is reli very village. i cant imagine myself stayin there for life. guess i will rather kill myself, coz it seriously smells of fishes, dead fishes, fishy smell.. yuCkS~ even though is rather clean, no mosquitoes or cockroaches at all~!! and woo~ facin sea.. but hmm.. i dunno how to bathe w/ a pail, i cant stand de -fishy- smell.. and de sea is.. so brown.. (-_-") .. but there can play fire crackers. haha! after a super heavy dinner, they went out to buy those firewrk thingies and then, wahh~~ bomb de place ard.. damn loud but fun~ eugene's 1st firewrk backfired. (-_-") i dunno where it fly to.. *lolZ* lucky din kana me.. else i will throw him into de sea lor.. *lolZ* saw small firewrks and even firecrackers runnin like a glowin mouse on de flr!! amazed manz.. and ya, firecracker bomb de water.. (-_-") we tried to throw it up de sky after lit up, but it went straight down sea. in de end, can reli see as if sth exploded in de sea, and then many many ripples. *lolZ* i Zzzed v early at nite, 2am. they all Zzzed at 4-5am lidat. im juz so so so tired.. reli fell into a deep sleep. been a long time since i last had a gd sleep - no dreams, nth but SLEEP~ *lolZ* and im reli reli sori manz.. coz they all woke up so much earlier than me, or rather i was de last to wake up. *lolZ* since gng to bed earliest and wakin up as de last, i guess kana suaned is inevitable. *lolZ* after our fair share of bfast & tok cork, Mr. Ktv KingS & Queen (ah boy, eugene & elaine) carried on w/ their ktv EARLY IN DE MORNIE!! omgZ~ i pity myself alot. *lolZ* then we packed our things and went for a ferry ride. went kelong.. (-_-") .. i used to go kelong till sianz.. coz daddy used to share 1 w/ his frenz.. borrrin.. and de idiot so-called tour guide showed us de alive fish and small shark, and rite in front of me lor. i wasnt holdin any camera lehz.. but all beside me were la.. why de heck elaine and ah boy muz stand beside me huhz~~~ i looked at de fish and shark w/ a real disgusted look. i think fish r ugly, VERY ugly. oh.. wateva~ they juz looked distorted to me. i dun like.
then we went into a souvenir shop lookalike. i saw a table ornament. very nice. is in those dirty steel color, got 2 bases side-by-side. and on it is a dragon w/ de tail on its right. then in front is a small crystal ball w/ multiple colors inside. u noe those crystal whereby u shine on it will haf many colors? yala, tat 1. very nice. thot of buyin it for 1 of my frenz but hmm.. $150/-~!! exp ahz.. i din bring tat much $$ and hmm.. weird lehz.. souvenirs buy so exp for wat~? and somemore not related. i mean de ornament not related to kukup.. but is nice.. i din see it anywhere in sg lehz.. hmm.. -period. then we went to buy some local products. i bought some Clorets chewing gums for james (my kor's frenz).. coz he is juz so addicted to Clorets. but i dun think my kor will ever pass to him lor..
anyway, i like all my newly-made frenz. heh.. and now.. im back, sadly.. to de island of problems..
{{ some things r nv meant to be.. }}
~now and then ~
lemme take a rest..
.
..
...
im so packed today~!! hardly haf time to rot ard.. but heck care le la.. so sianz~ i nida breathe!! *gaspin for air* mornie was preparin docs for cancellatn of wrkers, then juz finished sortin out 1 whole pile of documents. now is back to typin applicatn letters and still, applications letters.. *pui* oh ya, and 1 more appeal letter. wat de heck~ *stomp on all de papers*
anyway, wkend is reli nice.. how i wish i dun come back le~ haha! went kukup (msia) w/ noel & her side, which includes her hubby - ah boy, her y.bro - eugene & gf - candice & her mama, and then elaine. they r reli fun-lovin ppl~ heh.. i enjoy their companion alot, even though tis is de 1st time i met all of them, except ah boy ( i saw him twice b4).. i nv noe fun-lovin ppl exist everywhere..!! heh.. i always thot only my kor noes fun-lovin ppl.. whereas i gotta noe all de dinosaurs.. (-_-") .. *lolZ* anyway, they r reli pro at suan-in ppl manz.. haha! they made de whole trip so much more enjoyable, w/ eugene and ah boy suan-in ppl, and elaine kana suaned. *lolZ* candice is nice too, v talkable and frenzly. heh.. they r all nice ppl. :p
and hmm.. kukup ahz~ ok la, is reli very village. i cant imagine myself stayin there for life. guess i will rather kill myself, coz it seriously smells of fishes, dead fishes, fishy smell.. yuCkS~ even though is rather clean, no mosquitoes or cockroaches at all~!! and woo~ facin sea.. but hmm.. i dunno how to bathe w/ a pail, i cant stand de -fishy- smell.. and de sea is.. so brown.. (-_-") .. but there can play fire crackers. haha! after a super heavy dinner, they went out to buy those firewrk thingies and then, wahh~~ bomb de place ard.. damn loud but fun~ eugene's 1st firewrk backfired. (-_-") i dunno where it fly to.. *lolZ* lucky din kana me.. else i will throw him into de sea lor.. *lolZ* saw small firewrks and even firecrackers runnin like a glowin mouse on de flr!! amazed manz.. and ya, firecracker bomb de water.. (-_-") we tried to throw it up de sky after lit up, but it went straight down sea. in de end, can reli see as if sth exploded in de sea, and then many many ripples. *lolZ* i Zzzed v early at nite, 2am. they all Zzzed at 4-5am lidat. im juz so so so tired.. reli fell into a deep sleep. been a long time since i last had a gd sleep - no dreams, nth but SLEEP~ *lolZ* and im reli reli sori manz.. coz they all woke up so much earlier than me, or rather i was de last to wake up. *lolZ* since gng to bed earliest and wakin up as de last, i guess kana suaned is inevitable. *lolZ* after our fair share of bfast & tok cork, Mr. Ktv KingS & Queen (ah boy, eugene & elaine) carried on w/ their ktv EARLY IN DE MORNIE!! omgZ~ i pity myself alot. *lolZ* then we packed our things and went for a ferry ride. went kelong.. (-_-") .. i used to go kelong till sianz.. coz daddy used to share 1 w/ his frenz.. borrrin.. and de idiot so-called tour guide showed us de alive fish and small shark, and rite in front of me lor. i wasnt holdin any camera lehz.. but all beside me were la.. why de heck elaine and ah boy muz stand beside me huhz~~~ i looked at de fish and shark w/ a real disgusted look. i think fish r ugly, VERY ugly. oh.. wateva~ they juz looked distorted to me. i dun like.
then we went into a souvenir shop lookalike. i saw a table ornament. very nice. is in those dirty steel color, got 2 bases side-by-side. and on it is a dragon w/ de tail on its right. then in front is a small crystal ball w/ multiple colors inside. u noe those crystal whereby u shine on it will haf many colors? yala, tat 1. very nice. thot of buyin it for 1 of my frenz but hmm.. $150/-~!! exp ahz.. i din bring tat much $$ and hmm.. weird lehz.. souvenirs buy so exp for wat~? and somemore not related. i mean de ornament not related to kukup.. but is nice.. i din see it anywhere in sg lehz.. hmm.. -period. then we went to buy some local products. i bought some Clorets chewing gums for james (my kor's frenz).. coz he is juz so addicted to Clorets. but i dun think my kor will ever pass to him lor..
anyway, i like all my newly-made frenz. heh.. and now.. im back, sadly.. to de island of problems..
{{ some things r nv meant to be.. }}
[[ End of Chapter // kukup - msia ]]
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Date Stamp:
Friday, May 13, 2005
~ta-da!! chocolates again..!! ~
many a time we look back and wish time cld go back to tat precious moment. but still, is it possible? if there is sth abt u in de past which u adore, there muz be sth in u now tat u r happy w/..
do u wish for ur mama to cry over u or ur dad to argue w/ u all de time, juz coz u r gng thru a rebellious age and they cant understand? or do u wish to go back to de past whereby u experienced de so-called happiest times of ur life and then go thru de darkest patch in ur life all alone? u wana be brave again, but still, brave may be impulsive which leads to regret. as 1 grows older, u will definitely think more.. if u so much like to be brave as last time, then gng back to de impulsive u will lead to all history repeated. u sure u want tat..? and if u reli like to be de old brave u.. then why haf u changed unknowingly as time passes? changes are inevitable and we will definitely be aware. no1 can stop u frm changin, and similarly, if u wana change, no1 can stop u either.. i hate myself at times too for not bein brave at times when i shld. but i dun even noe when i shld be brave and even if i wana brave, how do i? wat shld i do? i believe tat if there is reli sth u want, it will get u motivated and u will fight for it.. and tazz not coz u r brave once again. is coz u noe tat u cant live w/o.. so u battle w/ ur might. grabbin all de chances u see is not bein brave..
oh no.. does tis entry make sense?? haha! anyway,
Happy Birthday ah bu!!
[[ End of Chapter // now and then ]]
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Date Stamp:
Thursday, May 12, 2005
ta-da~!! is chocolates again!! wahh.. dun see these chocolates like not v nice.. actually in real v nice de!! juz tat ermm.. de design cannot be seen.. only can see round round shape.. heh.. and 1 box lidat caused ard $50 le~!! frm de brand Chocolate Box. hmm.. maybe coz they not dark chocolates, so i dun reli like.. heh.. anyway, melvin bought for ALL OF US, yes, de whole office.. heh.. i saw de paper bag on my table and i was liked.. "wah~ how come got chocolate again?!" *lolZ* tis box of chocolates definitely brightens up my day.. *lolZ* reli thz my colleagues.. they always brighten up my days when im at my down-est~ heh.. *show a victory sign* i love them manz.. heh.. :p
and saw de 1 in golden wrap? tat rochor-look alike hor.. got liquor inside. i dunno lor.. melvin said nice.. but suspicious, so i only took a small bite.. damn.. immediately realize got liquor.. kaoz~ lucky i only ate abit.. melvin volunteered to finish up tat chocolate.. haha! i hate liquor chocolate.. but still, haha! thanks manz.. and tat wu xim de ah phui got a pink heart shape chocolate (quite big) for his wife.. hurhur..
^wAh.. chocolates~~
~yest~ today!! ~
ta-da~!! is chocolates again!! wahh.. dun see these chocolates like not v nice.. actually in real v nice de!! juz tat ermm.. de design cannot be seen.. only can see round round shape.. heh.. and 1 box lidat caused ard $50 le~!! frm de brand Chocolate Box. hmm.. maybe coz they not dark chocolates, so i dun reli like.. heh.. anyway, melvin bought for ALL OF US, yes, de whole office.. heh.. i saw de paper bag on my table and i was liked.. "wah~ how come got chocolate again?!" *lolZ* tis box of chocolates definitely brightens up my day.. *lolZ* reli thz my colleagues.. they always brighten up my days when im at my down-est~ heh.. *show a victory sign* i love them manz.. heh.. :p
and saw de 1 in golden wrap? tat rochor-look alike hor.. got liquor inside. i dunno lor.. melvin said nice.. but suspicious, so i only took a small bite.. damn.. immediately realize got liquor.. kaoz~ lucky i only ate abit.. melvin volunteered to finish up tat chocolate.. haha! i hate liquor chocolate.. but still, haha! thanks manz.. and tat wu xim de ah phui got a pink heart shape chocolate (quite big) for his wife.. hurhur..
^wAh.. chocolates~~
[[ End of Chapter // ta-da!! chocolates again..!! ]]
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Date Stamp:
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
early in de mornie and im liked.. typin a blog liaoz.. wat de heck manz.. recently nth much in office to do.. been rottin 8hrs in office yest and tazz v bad.. no mood to wrk and got nth to do as well.. heh.. so hmm.. lidat lor.. can predict today will be rottin as well.. oh no.. *headache* actually thot of geng-in a mc.. then can rot at hm.. haha! actually wana make use of de day to hmm.. go National Heritage Board.. alamak~ i reli wana go there lehz.. i even dreamt of tat place.. haha! i muz be crazy manz.. but huiling gotta wrk today.. and leti gng for an interview.. but anyway, since nth is fixed, so beta not la.. i dun wana waste my mc u noe.. heh..
met up w/ leti n huiling yest for a short while.. we always havin short meetin.. lolz.. huiling~ u read my blog huhz~~~~ even though is juz once in a while.. but reli noe how to pick time hor~~ *lolZ* trick me!! *ah-biSh*
and yest saw my kor n kristy weddin fotos le!! wahh.. ev1 reli looks like super stars in such make over manz.. even my kor is lookin "woo~~ shuai shuai".. haha! but his smile so fake..
(-_-").. i like de 1 they took at beach, got sand 1.. v bright and cheery.. then another 1 is de nite scenery which ev1 thinks is nice.. reli is nice.. heh.. evthin shld be quite settled alrdy..i believe they r gettin all ready to get married~! *lolZ* but de invitatn card got some probs.. dunno wazz up w/ all de greetin, etc.. so mafan.. i volunteered to help write de cards la.. coz well, i gotta admit tat i got de best handwritin in tat hse le.. haha! and hmm.. i thot since im my mama's daughter and those invitatn cards for elderly relatives' names will be given by my mama.. maybe can communicate beta.. but so wrong lor~! got into a lil dispute w/ my mama.. i not in gd mood yest la.. then lidat lor.. show de 1 kind of face.. but anyway, tazz yest! today im full of vibes manz!! *lolZ*..
~no mood ~
early in de mornie and im liked.. typin a blog liaoz.. wat de heck manz.. recently nth much in office to do.. been rottin 8hrs in office yest and tazz v bad.. no mood to wrk and got nth to do as well.. heh.. so hmm.. lidat lor.. can predict today will be rottin as well.. oh no.. *headache* actually thot of geng-in a mc.. then can rot at hm.. haha! actually wana make use of de day to hmm.. go National Heritage Board.. alamak~ i reli wana go there lehz.. i even dreamt of tat place.. haha! i muz be crazy manz.. but huiling gotta wrk today.. and leti gng for an interview.. but anyway, since nth is fixed, so beta not la.. i dun wana waste my mc u noe.. heh..
met up w/ leti n huiling yest for a short while.. we always havin short meetin.. lolz.. huiling~ u read my blog huhz~~~~ even though is juz once in a while.. but reli noe how to pick time hor~~ *lolZ* trick me!! *ah-biSh*
and yest saw my kor n kristy weddin fotos le!! wahh.. ev1 reli looks like super stars in such make over manz.. even my kor is lookin "woo~~ shuai shuai".. haha! but his smile so fake..
(-_-").. i like de 1 they took at beach, got sand 1.. v bright and cheery.. then another 1 is de nite scenery which ev1 thinks is nice.. reli is nice.. heh.. evthin shld be quite settled alrdy..i believe they r gettin all ready to get married~! *lolZ* but de invitatn card got some probs.. dunno wazz up w/ all de greetin, etc.. so mafan.. i volunteered to help write de cards la.. coz well, i gotta admit tat i got de best handwritin in tat hse le.. haha! and hmm.. i thot since im my mama's daughter and those invitatn cards for elderly relatives' names will be given by my mama.. maybe can communicate beta.. but so wrong lor~! got into a lil dispute w/ my mama.. i not in gd mood yest la.. then lidat lor.. show de 1 kind of face.. but anyway, tazz yest! today im full of vibes manz!! *lolZ*..
[[ End of Chapter // yest~ today!! ]]
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Date Stamp:
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
i stare blankly at screen, then i regain awareness, and i realize i hvnt been typin anythin.
i try to wrk, then i run thru de datas, and i realize a piece of data took more flips to be found.
i hvnt been tokin, hvnt been laughin, hvnt been listenin.. im once again, back into my own world..
NO MOOD LA~ NO MOOD TO EVEN TYPE ANYTHIN HERE.. URGHZ~
FUCK OFF~
~change..~ ~
i stare blankly at screen, then i regain awareness, and i realize i hvnt been typin anythin.
i try to wrk, then i run thru de datas, and i realize a piece of data took more flips to be found.
i hvnt been tokin, hvnt been laughin, hvnt been listenin.. im once again, back into my own world..
NO MOOD LA~ NO MOOD TO EVEN TYPE ANYTHIN HERE.. URGHZ~
FUCK OFF~
[[ End of Chapter // no mood ]]
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Date Stamp:
Monday, May 09, 2005
i got nth to do le!! imagine only ard 9 entries to be updated, i took such a long....... time. *lolZ* tazz why i took such a long time rite, coz after de 9 entries, i got nth to do.. for de moment only la.. work can nv be finished~ *suddenly headache* haha!
**1 hr later..**
im back.. see, told u is temporary liaoz.. but since now is ard 530pm.. guess reli shldnt haf anythin for me to do le ba~ juz for some updatin.. i din go to leti's hse for any overnite stay, and we din cook anythin as well.. coz they nida celebrate mother's day.. not tat i dun nid, but seriously, is juz another normal day.. but me and my y.bro got share share buy sth for my mama.. wahahaha! which cannot be disclosed here.. even my mama also think we r kinda crazy to buy such for her.. *lolZ* met jason teoh and fengji for dinner at yishun. and hmm.. later went off. jason got kinda not-happy coz he said i put plane, he nv said dismissed how can i juz go off.. ehzz.. i also dunno la~ maybe i reli shldnt.. but diff ppl diff views.. i dun think im at fault lehz~~ can some1 plz enlighten me~!!?? *lolZ*
anyway, supper is nice.. heh.. but 1 precious pc of advice :dun go Orchard Swensen!! confirm guarantee plus chop de service there is reli damn KNS!! i went there 4 times le.. and de service is still as BAD~ they nv fail to make my blood boil a lil bit.. *pui*
oh ya.. saw a universal claim-to-be yandao there also~~ haha! and looks like ermm.. 17yrs old~ any taker?? i can intro!~ hahaha!
~coz im too free in my office.. ~
i got nth to do le!! imagine only ard 9 entries to be updated, i took such a long....... time. *lolZ* tazz why i took such a long time rite, coz after de 9 entries, i got nth to do.. for de moment only la.. work can nv be finished~ *suddenly headache* haha!
**1 hr later..**
im back.. see, told u is temporary liaoz.. but since now is ard 530pm.. guess reli shldnt haf anythin for me to do le ba~ juz for some updatin.. i din go to leti's hse for any overnite stay, and we din cook anythin as well.. coz they nida celebrate mother's day.. not tat i dun nid, but seriously, is juz another normal day.. but me and my y.bro got share share buy sth for my mama.. wahahaha! which cannot be disclosed here.. even my mama also think we r kinda crazy to buy such for her.. *lolZ* met jason teoh and fengji for dinner at yishun. and hmm.. later went off. jason got kinda not-happy coz he said i put plane, he nv said dismissed how can i juz go off.. ehzz.. i also dunno la~ maybe i reli shldnt.. but diff ppl diff views.. i dun think im at fault lehz~~ can some1 plz enlighten me~!!?? *lolZ*
anyway, supper is nice.. heh.. but 1 precious pc of advice :dun go Orchard Swensen!! confirm guarantee plus chop de service there is reli damn KNS!! i went there 4 times le.. and de service is still as BAD~ they nv fail to make my blood boil a lil bit.. *pui*
oh ya.. saw a universal claim-to-be yandao there also~~ haha! and looks like ermm.. 17yrs old~ any taker?? i can intro!~ hahaha!
[[ End of Chapter // change..~ ]]
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Date Stamp:
Saturday, May 07, 2005
office is so quiet today.. ah bu and lee lee off.. and chantel also~!! (hurray!!) heh.. but noel is still tokin non stop.. as usual. heh.. nth for me to do lehz.. *lookin ard at her EMPTY table* i got updatin to do la.. but.. ok~ let's move on.. hahaha! :x
w/ huiling tonite, we gng to leti's hse to stay. hahaha! we 3 reli lesbians alrdy la.. :x
we gng to stay there coz we havin a mothers' day celebratn. i mean, we gng to deprive our 3 mothers of celebratin mother's day w/ us. *lolZ* stayin there will be discussin our "project" w/ recipes, coz we havin a DIY cookery lesson on Sunday. i think leti will tell us to help her w/ her attachment report as well.. :S
gotta buy groceries and ingredients maybe in de early noon, then start off de session soon after. weird lehz.. coz we dun even do our sec sch F&N together.. leti can cook tasty food (provided it dun fall on de flr), and huiling can make v neat food (but too bland..), and me? wahahaha! i think i juz go there mess ard.. snap pics~! heh..
nxt wkend gng kukup w/ noel & frenz.. muahahaha! my wkend so packed suddenly.. heh.. and when can i go to de National Heritage Board~!! tat 2 pigs dun seem interested to acc me go!! Catherine~~~~~!! *hmpff*
~wahahaha~! ~
office is so quiet today.. ah bu and lee lee off.. and chantel also~!! (hurray!!) heh.. but noel is still tokin non stop.. as usual. heh.. nth for me to do lehz.. *lookin ard at her EMPTY table* i got updatin to do la.. but.. ok~ let's move on.. hahaha! :x
w/ huiling tonite, we gng to leti's hse to stay. hahaha! we 3 reli lesbians alrdy la.. :x
we gng to stay there coz we havin a mothers' day celebratn. i mean, we gng to deprive our 3 mothers of celebratin mother's day w/ us. *lolZ* stayin there will be discussin our "project" w/ recipes, coz we havin a DIY cookery lesson on Sunday. i think leti will tell us to help her w/ her attachment report as well.. :S
gotta buy groceries and ingredients maybe in de early noon, then start off de session soon after. weird lehz.. coz we dun even do our sec sch F&N together.. leti can cook tasty food (provided it dun fall on de flr), and huiling can make v neat food (but too bland..), and me? wahahaha! i think i juz go there mess ard.. snap pics~! heh..
nxt wkend gng kukup w/ noel & frenz.. muahahaha! my wkend so packed suddenly.. heh.. and when can i go to de National Heritage Board~!! tat 2 pigs dun seem interested to acc me go!! Catherine~~~~~!! *hmpff*
[[ End of Chapter // coz im too free in my office.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
see de pic below?? wahahaha! noel bought these 2 blocks of dark chocolates for me~! heh.. *yum yum* i feel so doted~!! wahahahha! :x
noel went shoppin w/ her hubby yest and bought ah bu and melvin's bday present. tat 2 pigs de bday only 1day diff lor.. (-_-").. and hei hei.. i got sth frm her shoppin trip as well. i din force a gun at her hor.. i also nv threaten her huhz.. she bought it outta LOVE~ haha! i was shocked when i saw de Cocoa Trees bag when she handed to me. haha! reli overjoyed wor.. she said she bought for me coz i hvnt been makin many mistakes for de past 2-3wks. muahahahaha! :x
i haf been a gd ger~! haha! even though she doesnt noe abt tis blog's existence.. but still, thanks Noel~!!
^^ they r mine.. heh..
~depression mode.. ~
see de pic below?? wahahaha! noel bought these 2 blocks of dark chocolates for me~! heh.. *yum yum* i feel so doted~!! wahahahha! :x
noel went shoppin w/ her hubby yest and bought ah bu and melvin's bday present. tat 2 pigs de bday only 1day diff lor.. (-_-").. and hei hei.. i got sth frm her shoppin trip as well. i din force a gun at her hor.. i also nv threaten her huhz.. she bought it outta LOVE~ haha! i was shocked when i saw de Cocoa Trees bag when she handed to me. haha! reli overjoyed wor.. she said she bought for me coz i hvnt been makin many mistakes for de past 2-3wks. muahahahaha! :x
i haf been a gd ger~! haha! even though she doesnt noe abt tis blog's existence.. but still, thanks Noel~!!
^^ they r mine.. heh..
[[ End of Chapter // wahahaha~! ]]
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Date Stamp:
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
been rottin at hm for 3days manz.. so sianz.. no $$ ahz~ feel like gng out but when i realize i dun even haf $50 w/ me.. de thot juz burst. finally, back to wrk! not i like to wrk lehz.. but reli got nth to do at hm.. SO BOREDD~~ but lucky thing is Sunday nite went for dinner w/ daddy, ah sen, alfred & zhiyong. ok ahz.. at least i manage to step outta my hse.. haha!
and acc mama to buy a so-called gown on monday~ *phews* dun nida spend any $$ again.. and for de rest of de day.. rot.. rot.. rot.. arghz! maybe rot too much at hm.. then start to think alot.. at nite cant fall aZzz.. then i started sobbin.. wat de heck!! but now i had waken up to a bright new day~ so forget it la.. wateva i thot yest nite all rubbish.. im actually a v pessimistic pax. hmm.. i duno who noes tis.. coz i seem to be always wearin a smile? but i believe those ppl tat smile alot are those who actually haf alotsa things on their mind.. see~!! tis pt proves i v pessmistic liaoz rite~? ppl happy like to smile i also think they r those v sad ppl.. haha! in any case, im tat kind la.. perhaps ev1 is lidat, feel more comfortable w/ frenz. i can show my mood to frenz, be it happy or sad, anger or irritated, overjoyed or excited. hmm.. but i dunno how to show to my family. i dunno if im JUZ thinkin TOO MUCH again or wat. i realize tat i hvnt been hmm.. askin abt my family's welfare? maybe coz they all now seem to be leadin a beta life than me.. tazz why i dun see de nid to.. i dun ask qns, i dun listen to wat they gotta say, and im kinda cold in tat family huhz.. other than jokin ard, i haf always been de quieter 1. but at least i not rebellious like my y.bro rite. he tries hidin things only. i dun hide. is juz tat no1 bothers to ask. no1 bothers to ask me how im, juz like i dun bother to ask them de same qn.
nono.. my family is not fallin apart. but still, i prefer de past.
im not havin any PMS here ok~ juz a menopause.. *lolZ*
no la.. im always havin my ups and downs.. so im used to it alrdy. sometimes i wonder how my mama manage to survive tis far coz she is juz as emotional.. if me, i think i wld haf commit suicide.. *lolZ*
been rottin at hm for 3days manz.. so sianz.. no $$ ahz~ feel like gng out but when i realize i dun even haf $50 w/ me.. de thot juz burst. finally, back to wrk! not i like to wrk lehz.. but reli got nth to do at hm.. SO BOREDD~~ but lucky thing is Sunday nite went for dinner w/ daddy, ah sen, alfred & zhiyong. ok ahz.. at least i manage to step outta my hse.. haha!
and acc mama to buy a so-called gown on monday~ *phews* dun nida spend any $$ again.. and for de rest of de day.. rot.. rot.. rot.. arghz! maybe rot too much at hm.. then start to think alot.. at nite cant fall aZzz.. then i started sobbin.. wat de heck!! but now i had waken up to a bright new day~ so forget it la.. wateva i thot yest nite all rubbish.. im actually a v pessimistic pax. hmm.. i duno who noes tis.. coz i seem to be always wearin a smile? but i believe those ppl tat smile alot are those who actually haf alotsa things on their mind.. see~!! tis pt proves i v pessmistic liaoz rite~? ppl happy like to smile i also think they r those v sad ppl.. haha! in any case, im tat kind la.. perhaps ev1 is lidat, feel more comfortable w/ frenz. i can show my mood to frenz, be it happy or sad, anger or irritated, overjoyed or excited. hmm.. but i dunno how to show to my family. i dunno if im JUZ thinkin TOO MUCH again or wat. i realize tat i hvnt been hmm.. askin abt my family's welfare? maybe coz they all now seem to be leadin a beta life than me.. tazz why i dun see de nid to.. i dun ask qns, i dun listen to wat they gotta say, and im kinda cold in tat family huhz.. other than jokin ard, i haf always been de quieter 1. but at least i not rebellious like my y.bro rite. he tries hidin things only. i dun hide. is juz tat no1 bothers to ask. no1 bothers to ask me how im, juz like i dun bother to ask them de same qn.
nono.. my family is not fallin apart. but still, i prefer de past.
im not havin any PMS here ok~ juz a menopause.. *lolZ*
no la.. im always havin my ups and downs.. so im used to it alrdy. sometimes i wonder how my mama manage to survive tis far coz she is juz as emotional.. if me, i think i wld haf commit suicide.. *lolZ*
[[ End of Chapter // depression mode.. ]]