witch words
我是一个不善表达的巫婆
平时说话大剌剌
所以让人以为我是个什么都说的人
其实，越在乎的，我越不懂怎么表达
光临我的心境世界，欢迎多多了解我 ^_^
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[2011]
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~ aimless ~
Date Stamp:
Friday, March 25, 2005
i feel aimless suddenly.
i dunno wat im livin for.. why im livin.. life w/o studies is so meaningless.. wrkin life is borrin.. days w/o wrkin or studyin is aimless..
nono.. im not havin any urge of endin my life.. oopS~ nv will i.. coz i noe i dun dare to die.. but im wrkin for de sake of mthly salary.. i live day by day, life becomes a daily routine.. no longer as happenin as when im in sch.. im startin to think if im actually a human filled w/ emotions.. why do i feel so cold towards things ard me.. it seem as if nth can make me walk faster, make me think beta or make me feel motivated.. reli nothin lehz..
i wana spice up my life a lil bit. how? gng out w/ frenz and always de same usual frenz wont spice up my life.. gng to wrk wont either. clubbin is not for me. IS MY LIFE RELI TAT DULL AND BORRIN?!!? kaoz.. im hopelessly lazy.. perhaps there are also many ppl out there.. who share de same kinda life as me.. maybe they find it stable. i find it borin.. im not an aunty yet lehz.. for wat such a dull life..
maybe i shld join some activities huhz.. but like wat? my office job is takin up all my 5days.. 9-6.. dun expect me to go learn yogas or pilates rite.. go nite class? hmm.. im interested in tourism.. but study nids $$.. and im still spendin $$ like water.. maybe i shld start savin huhz.. dun tell me i can go learn car lor.. NO INTEREST at all.. noe how to drive but no car to drive is so.. not-nice.. *lolZ* im still thinkin............... wat to do nxt..................
~im startin to get BUSY.. *faintZ* ~
i feel aimless suddenly.
i dunno wat im livin for.. why im livin.. life w/o studies is so meaningless.. wrkin life is borrin.. days w/o wrkin or studyin is aimless..
nono.. im not havin any urge of endin my life.. oopS~ nv will i.. coz i noe i dun dare to die.. but im wrkin for de sake of mthly salary.. i live day by day, life becomes a daily routine.. no longer as happenin as when im in sch.. im startin to think if im actually a human filled w/ emotions.. why do i feel so cold towards things ard me.. it seem as if nth can make me walk faster, make me think beta or make me feel motivated.. reli nothin lehz..
i wana spice up my life a lil bit. how? gng out w/ frenz and always de same usual frenz wont spice up my life.. gng to wrk wont either. clubbin is not for me. IS MY LIFE RELI TAT DULL AND BORRIN?!!? kaoz.. im hopelessly lazy.. perhaps there are also many ppl out there.. who share de same kinda life as me.. maybe they find it stable. i find it borin.. im not an aunty yet lehz.. for wat such a dull life..
maybe i shld join some activities huhz.. but like wat? my office job is takin up all my 5days.. 9-6.. dun expect me to go learn yogas or pilates rite.. go nite class? hmm.. im interested in tourism.. but study nids $$.. and im still spendin $$ like water.. maybe i shld start savin huhz.. dun tell me i can go learn car lor.. NO INTEREST at all.. noe how to drive but no car to drive is so.. not-nice.. *lolZ* im still thinkin............... wat to do nxt..................
[[ End of Chapter // aimless ]]
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Date Stamp:
Monday, March 21, 2005
im so bored manz.. today been freakin bz at wrk lor.. wat de heck.. suddenly de time passes quicker and quicker.. no time to chk out my fave blogs, no time to read mailz, no time to daydream, no time to even MSN~!! oopS.. im blurtin out all my daily routine.. *lolZ*
im a borin blogger, juz to keep tis blog alive.. i dun think it will stay for long ahz.. *lolZ* and as wat other BORIN~ blogger always does, im gonna type out wat i did for some of my days, as if writin an instructn manual.. STEP BY STEP, DAY BY DAY.. *yawnZ*
went out to celebrate xiujun's bday, w/ lene, sharon, me and of coz, de bday ger~! not exactly celebrate, we were walkin ard aimlessly (read: window shoppin) most of de time.. got myself a yellow bag and a pair of yellow-beige adidas shoes.. lidat alrdy spent ard $150 liaoz.. and my mummy said de bag got a lao-sai color.. (-_-)lll.. then we went to Marche for dinner. xiujun's bf, danny, joined us. i think he reli boey tahan us sia.. kept laughin at wat we tok abt, how we retorted each other.. and wu jie (sharon) reli hor.. she loves posin in front of de camera manz.. but is still learnin VERY hard how to get de 'classic' shot. haha! shot 1 pic by chance w/ danny and xiujun inside. tat guy looks as if dyin for de mango puddin xiujun is eatin, but de latter heck care his sight. *lolZ* ya, we bought a mango puddin in replace of cake, coz too full~ sang de bday song v softly.. haha! we like whisperin to ourselves lor.. hopefully, xiujun likes de bday present we gave her~! heh..
Sunday went sentosa. for wat? suntan lor.. cannot be played volleyball wat.. only me, leti and huiling. dun tell me, reli is 2 play 1 be referee mehz? siaoz~~ im feelin my back so much like burnin now lor.. so red~! i fell aZzz when suntannin my back. u noe why i noe i fell aZzz? coz when i so-called woke up, i realized i was droolin.. (-_-)lll.. got so tired mehz?! wah biangz.. reli sia suay.. *lolZ* then left ard 33opm.. meetin Cat 5pm at Tajong Pagar to watch de Talent Quest Finals 2005. cannot make it, so she went ahead w/ her frenz 1st then i joined them later.. i like a ger frm there (IM STRAIGHT~), her name is Ivy Tan Aiwei. she got a super stylo hair style sia.. and so petite also.. haha! see frm de small poster, i thot she is a guy lehz.. but her name says it all.. anyway, she's simply cutez.. she topped de Emceeing Category.. heh..
and today, noel is off~ so i gotta so-called take over her workload while in fact, im still learnin.. glad nth much corks up today, other than givin ppl de wrong info.. i guess evthin is still fine. haha! wait till noel is back tml.. then i will noe.. *lolZ*
till then, gd niteZ~! im so tired..!! o.O
~xing fu.. ~
im so bored manz.. today been freakin bz at wrk lor.. wat de heck.. suddenly de time passes quicker and quicker.. no time to chk out my fave blogs, no time to read mailz, no time to daydream, no time to even MSN~!! oopS.. im blurtin out all my daily routine.. *lolZ*
im a borin blogger, juz to keep tis blog alive.. i dun think it will stay for long ahz.. *lolZ* and as wat other BORIN~ blogger always does, im gonna type out wat i did for some of my days, as if writin an instructn manual.. STEP BY STEP, DAY BY DAY.. *yawnZ*
went out to celebrate xiujun's bday, w/ lene, sharon, me and of coz, de bday ger~! not exactly celebrate, we were walkin ard aimlessly (read: window shoppin) most of de time.. got myself a yellow bag and a pair of yellow-beige adidas shoes.. lidat alrdy spent ard $150 liaoz.. and my mummy said de bag got a lao-sai color.. (-_-)lll.. then we went to Marche for dinner. xiujun's bf, danny, joined us. i think he reli boey tahan us sia.. kept laughin at wat we tok abt, how we retorted each other.. and wu jie (sharon) reli hor.. she loves posin in front of de camera manz.. but is still learnin VERY hard how to get de 'classic' shot. haha! shot 1 pic by chance w/ danny and xiujun inside. tat guy looks as if dyin for de mango puddin xiujun is eatin, but de latter heck care his sight. *lolZ* ya, we bought a mango puddin in replace of cake, coz too full~ sang de bday song v softly.. haha! we like whisperin to ourselves lor.. hopefully, xiujun likes de bday present we gave her~! heh..
Sunday went sentosa. for wat? suntan lor.. cannot be played volleyball wat.. only me, leti and huiling. dun tell me, reli is 2 play 1 be referee mehz? siaoz~~ im feelin my back so much like burnin now lor.. so red~! i fell aZzz when suntannin my back. u noe why i noe i fell aZzz? coz when i so-called woke up, i realized i was droolin.. (-_-)lll.. got so tired mehz?! wah biangz.. reli sia suay.. *lolZ* then left ard 33opm.. meetin Cat 5pm at Tajong Pagar to watch de Talent Quest Finals 2005. cannot make it, so she went ahead w/ her frenz 1st then i joined them later.. i like a ger frm there (IM STRAIGHT~), her name is Ivy Tan Aiwei. she got a super stylo hair style sia.. and so petite also.. haha! see frm de small poster, i thot she is a guy lehz.. but her name says it all.. anyway, she's simply cutez.. she topped de Emceeing Category.. heh..
and today, noel is off~ so i gotta so-called take over her workload while in fact, im still learnin.. glad nth much corks up today, other than givin ppl de wrong info.. i guess evthin is still fine. haha! wait till noel is back tml.. then i will noe.. *lolZ*
till then, gd niteZ~! im so tired..!! o.O
[[ End of Chapter // im startin to get BUSY.. *faintZ* ]]
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Date Stamp:
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
im seein pretty stuff.. is a kind of xing fu..
saw frm an email tat anythin can be xing fu.. is juz tat u din lose it, tazz why u din noe tat it is a xing fu to u.. an angel was out helpin ppl. she came b4 a family who earn their livin thry harvest. de farmer cried and de angel asked him. "my cow juz died. there is no more harvest for my family to live on.." so de angel waved her magic wand and out came a cow. then she walked further and came to a mother. "my son is missin. how can i ever lose him.." once again, angel waved her wand and brought back de mother's son. then she came to a big mansion, w/ rich trees bloomin, a pretty wife and de hse was beautifully furnished. but a man inside was gloomin. "wat happen? why r u lookin so gloomy?" de angel asked. "im tryin to find happiness." de angel was stunned, she dunno how she can help de man find his happiness. so she removed evthin frm his life. de man no longer has a pretty wife, no beautiful mansion, nth.. a few yrs later, de angel returned and found him livin alone in a small wooden hut. she decided to return evthin back to him. de man was very grateful to her. he found de happiuess he has been longin for..
i may not be a gd storyteller, but i do hope u understand de morale of de story. anythin can be ur source of happiness. dun wait till u lose it, then u wish u din do tat.. look ard and realize tat de world is filled with kind ppl, carin family and lovable cousins, even de trees are all wearin multi-colored crowns.. frm de way amk to bishan, look to ur rite.. de trees wear light purple, glossy green, light green, yellow, orange crowns.. pretty sight..
~me introvert? ~
im seein pretty stuff.. is a kind of xing fu..
saw frm an email tat anythin can be xing fu.. is juz tat u din lose it, tazz why u din noe tat it is a xing fu to u.. an angel was out helpin ppl. she came b4 a family who earn their livin thry harvest. de farmer cried and de angel asked him. "my cow juz died. there is no more harvest for my family to live on.." so de angel waved her magic wand and out came a cow. then she walked further and came to a mother. "my son is missin. how can i ever lose him.." once again, angel waved her wand and brought back de mother's son. then she came to a big mansion, w/ rich trees bloomin, a pretty wife and de hse was beautifully furnished. but a man inside was gloomin. "wat happen? why r u lookin so gloomy?" de angel asked. "im tryin to find happiness." de angel was stunned, she dunno how she can help de man find his happiness. so she removed evthin frm his life. de man no longer has a pretty wife, no beautiful mansion, nth.. a few yrs later, de angel returned and found him livin alone in a small wooden hut. she decided to return evthin back to him. de man was very grateful to her. he found de happiuess he has been longin for..
i may not be a gd storyteller, but i do hope u understand de morale of de story. anythin can be ur source of happiness. dun wait till u lose it, then u wish u din do tat.. look ard and realize tat de world is filled with kind ppl, carin family and lovable cousins, even de trees are all wearin multi-colored crowns.. frm de way amk to bishan, look to ur rite.. de trees wear light purple, glossy green, light green, yellow, orange crowns.. pretty sight..
[[ End of Chapter // xing fu.. ]]
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Date Stamp:
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
im startin to feel tat im .. maybe.. an introvert afterall..
ever since many mths back, alfred said to me casually tat he thinks im an introvert, coz im always holdin back my things and dun say anythin to them at all. i did explain tat coz i got my own grp of real gd frenz, so anythin i will go to them, juz like anythin alfred will go to my kor.. same circle mahz..
but still, his words lingers in my mind till now.. it doesnt seem like im tellin evthin to my own grp(gang of 4). i dun tell my grp wazz happenin in my family (since is classified under "family probs", ev1 has family probs de lor..).. then i dun tell them how upset im at times..(i got a sad face..)..
my hammy died last Sat. a livin thing tat was ONCE so precious to me. i din say much. i dunno how to tell them how upset im.. i dun even dare to tell any1 how hard i cried when i brought it to de vet last mth. de vet told me she got pus, too much for her to bear and it will get more. eventually she will die. incurable and even surgery cant sav e her. tat nite when i met huiling & leti, they merely asked me how much it costs. "$45".. "wahh.. so exp ahz.. u siaoz izit..blah blah" if i told them wazz gonna happen to my hammy, guess they will most prolly say im wastin my $$. bring it to de vet and all i get is a news tat she will die.. they wont understand. so i went hm after dinner w/ them.. then i started cryin so hard. since 1030pm.. and i rem i Zzzed at 130am w/ tears. my y.bro still thot is sth to do w/ bgr lor.. pengZ~
i hate to let ppl noe how weak im.. they will find it unbelievable coz my looks dun tally. but i reli wish to tell them tis, "looks doesnt determine ur chars.. a fuckin pretty lady can be so much more evil." stepmother is foreva not pretty, lookin v much like a witch, but snow white/cinderella will be so gorgeous. maybe a mentality of such has subconsciously overtake our mind..
~Official Opening ~
im startin to feel tat im .. maybe.. an introvert afterall..
ever since many mths back, alfred said to me casually tat he thinks im an introvert, coz im always holdin back my things and dun say anythin to them at all. i did explain tat coz i got my own grp of real gd frenz, so anythin i will go to them, juz like anythin alfred will go to my kor.. same circle mahz..
but still, his words lingers in my mind till now.. it doesnt seem like im tellin evthin to my own grp(gang of 4). i dun tell my grp wazz happenin in my family (since is classified under "family probs", ev1 has family probs de lor..).. then i dun tell them how upset im at times..(i got a sad face..)..
my hammy died last Sat. a livin thing tat was ONCE so precious to me. i din say much. i dunno how to tell them how upset im.. i dun even dare to tell any1 how hard i cried when i brought it to de vet last mth. de vet told me she got pus, too much for her to bear and it will get more. eventually she will die. incurable and even surgery cant sav e her. tat nite when i met huiling & leti, they merely asked me how much it costs. "$45".. "wahh.. so exp ahz.. u siaoz izit..blah blah" if i told them wazz gonna happen to my hammy, guess they will most prolly say im wastin my $$. bring it to de vet and all i get is a news tat she will die.. they wont understand. so i went hm after dinner w/ them.. then i started cryin so hard. since 1030pm.. and i rem i Zzzed at 130am w/ tears. my y.bro still thot is sth to do w/ bgr lor.. pengZ~
i hate to let ppl noe how weak im.. they will find it unbelievable coz my looks dun tally. but i reli wish to tell them tis, "looks doesnt determine ur chars.. a fuckin pretty lady can be so much more evil." stepmother is foreva not pretty, lookin v much like a witch, but snow white/cinderella will be so gorgeous. maybe a mentality of such has subconsciously overtake our mind..
[[ End of Chapter // me introvert? ]]
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Date Stamp:
Monday, March 14, 2005
im feelin so borrred.. office is very quiet today.. Zzzz.. anyway, tis is my NEW blog~ haha! coz ev1 has it, so i also want 1 for myself. hmm.. is rather amazin huhz.. blog starts to be de 'in' thing since 2yrs back i think.. and now still ev1 is askin if u got a blog.. i dun haf lehz.. but now, yes i do, i DO! *lolZ*
office still got so many things to update.. sianz..
im feelin so borrred.. office is very quiet today.. Zzzz.. anyway, tis is my NEW blog~ haha! coz ev1 has it, so i also want 1 for myself. hmm.. is rather amazin huhz.. blog starts to be de 'in' thing since 2yrs back i think.. and now still ev1 is askin if u got a blog.. i dun haf lehz.. but now, yes i do, i DO! *lolZ*
office still got so many things to update.. sianz..
[[ End of Chapter // Official Opening ]]